You might wonder why all this is so disconnected

Scrambled thoughts coming at random, from one to the next

Hey, Its just like life, some say its all connected

But it doesn't make sense

One moment everyone's chill, next moment tense

Happy till they saw the bill, realized their budget is two-pence

Everyone wish to find the moment from when they wouldn't have to work since

Later they retire and die, and all they got are repents

How long will go on this life's trend, how long will I long for a friend

Wishing someone to save me from my drowning thoughts, wondering about it till no end

I feel something's wrong with me, wonder how long I gotta pretend

Perhaps I should reach out, or else I may freak out

But life needs me more than myself, she got no one to tend to if I fell

I am not made of stronger stuff, but still I feel I'm gonna be well

Survival is easy these days, but how long will I last only time will tell