The sun lit up my room. I looked at my clock that's on my nightstand, 6:42 AM. I took off my old black basketball shorts and my grey tank top, so I can get ready for school. I heard a knock, I turned around and faced the door- it's Jason. I quickly grab one of my many pillows and tried to cover my half naked body. "What do you want Jay?" I asked in a irritated tone. He said nothing, just was staring at my body. I wonder if he can see any of my stretch marks. "The fuck do yo ass want?!" "You are so beautiful sis." He answered. "Oh.. well thanks I guess." I replied. While the pillow still covering half of me, I walk over to my open closet and grab a pair of high wasted ripped blue jeans, a short sleeve black body suit, and my black low top Force One's. 

  Jason started to walk closer to me. I put down the pillow. "I... I lo-love... I love you." Jason said. "Love you too bro." I replied while putting on my body suit. "No, you don't understand, 'I love you' as in I want you to have my children." His dumb ass said. 

   I put on my jeans, than I sprayed some perfume, put lotion on my arms and than put on deodorant. I take my braids out of a ponytail and have them down. As I went to my desk (where I do work) to get my glasses and put them on my face, I also grab a black scrunchie and put it on my left wrist. I went over to my closet again and grab my black and white book bag. I took it over to my bed and got my school books/ school supplies from under my bed and put them in my book bag. "So? What do you have to say to that?" He asked. I continued to say nothing. I put on my socks and shoes. He gets even closer to me and grabs my arm, "SO WHAT IS YOUR ANSWER?! YOU KNOW I HATE TO BE IGNORED!" He said with so much anger and passion. "The fuck you want me to say, Jason? I AM YOUR FUCKING SISTER, okay!" I yelled at him. "Fuck kind of planet you on dude?!" He let go of my arm and stepped back- the vibe changed. 

  I grab my IPhone off the charger and check to make sure that I have everything. As I walk out my room with my things, Jason and I make eye contact. I roll my eyes and leave. I wasn't even half way down the stairs and I hear Jason say Mon Mon wait. I keep going a step or two but slower. "Little girl, yo ass better stop walking before we have a problem." I hear Jason say from behind me. I stop completely and semi turn to face him. "Here.." He hands me a gold necklace. ".... take it as a good luck charm. Hope your first day of school goes the way you want it to. See ya later Mon Mon." I look up at him and gave him a hug and whispered thank you in his ear. I looked at the necklace and it had the letter 'J' instead of 'M'. I made a confused look. I guess he sensed that and then said, " Don't take it as Jason. I mean if you had accepted my little confession back in your room, I was gone say take this a 'promise ring' but you not ready for me YET. So take it as 'Just be you because everybody else is lame' because I don't want you to change into someone you not little sis." That was the nicest thing he said to me that WASN'T nasty (LOL). 

   He smiles and walks down stairs. I stand there and put on my necklace and than walk down stairs as well. "Love you mom. See you after school." All she did was look up and gave me a weak smile. I gave her a kiss on her forehead. "Jay, take mom upstairs and tend to her wounds please." I tell Jason as I grab a water bottle from the fridge and head to the front door. He said ight and helped her up from her seat. Before I even touched the door knob Jason says, "Hey, you forgetting something?" "Huh?" He threw my keys to me and winked. I smiled back and left out. I looked at my phone, 7:16 AM. Okay, time for school. 

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Written By Janyla Allen