"Cloud baby, cloud baby. Come into my arms. You are safe with me. Your secrets and all your dreams the same."
That voice. It sounded like my mother's voice up in the clouds, as if calling to me in that dreamy yet beautiful voice. This could have been the calling of me. That day when I had been born was all a lie.
I turned to run away, daring to stop these peculiar voices in my head. They were controlling me as if I was some sort of small object. I was small. In the darkness and shadows I've been hiding. I felt so empty inside me. My heart felt so dark and shallow. I could barely laugh. I could barely smile. And that was when everything, every single cloud turned dark purple.
It showed a girl who looks like me all lonely, feeling empty and blue. That girl was me. I had no friends in the past and I was all hurt, angry and upset. That might explain why I was being cruel to Dani and not that boy in my dreams, carrying me away from him.
He helped me return all the kindness inside my heart. My heart had been healed because of him. My beloved hot boy. I barely knew anything about him, even his name I did not know yet. He wasn't in the sample day before in the school so there is no way he'd be a student here right at the beginning of the year. So he must be - one of these guys that was ever so popular, even the girls would flirt at!
I had to run home and tell my mother. I must, even if it's already been insured. I don't care. No. Not even a word. I don't even care if the teachers yell at me and I get into big trouble. I can't! I want my mother! My mother needs me!
As soon as I thought about my game plan, I dashed out of the school, away to find my real home. Home was the key to my safety and health.
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