I couldn't enter dreamland last night I thought about writing but decided against the idea. For my sister had a nightmare and asked if she could lay with me till she falls into her own dreamland and I could wake her if I did. I had a mini movie at night and that assured me that I won't be falling into dreamland but since Ophilea was with me and safe I was okay but worried about the others they would never know though. Skelli seems to know when I have them though ,because yesterday when I had the movie Skelli came after it was done and sat in my lap and vibrated it was scary at first. For the creature to make no sound but vibrate on you. He did it again at night and I found that when Skelli does the interdigital skin produces a soft glow. The vibration is steady and is actually comforting. I didn't do my routine this morning. I didn't think much of it at first but it caused chaos Allistar didn't get the tablet to play on, Ophilea didn't wake on time, and Balthazar didn't eat or do his insulin. My mother was rushed and stressed she came into my room and asked "Why didn't you help, you always help this is stressful by myself you know. Don't you want us to be happy!" But I had a feeling she didn't want to be answered so I went to deal with Allistar. He had thrown my tablet at the floor and was yelling at it "Daaaaa! Oa hon!"

I told him that he has to wait for me to turn it on and he shouldn't throw my tablet and yell.

"dardi" he apologized. Then went to the tablet and played on it. I went to help Ophilea and got her dressed in proper attire and sent her on her way to brush her teeth and comb her hair. I went to go help with Balthazar but my mother had already finished his insulin and gotten him his food. She sent me away and told me "This did not make me feel happy Zye." I nodded and was on my way to my room Virgil was outside my door "Gomibako what do you need?" She whipped her head around after hearing her nickname "Zye? Do you know where my glasses are? Allistar took them and threw them somewhere over here after I said I couldn't turn on the tablet." Sure enough her glasses were across the floor near the wall. I went to go get them and gave them to her she thanked me and was on her way. I am happy she didn't go in who knows what Skelli would have done. When I went to my room I sat on my bed and thought.

"I made her unhappy and mad I have failed if I can't make her happy then the others won't be happy then I can't be happy we mustn't have that I must do better I know better that this nonsense I pulled today." Skelli came to me and took a nap with me I guess since he was comforting me all night he has no sleep as well. That is all Imma write today.