The thing is, dad always came off as being normal and fine. Anytime we came to visit, he showered me with gifts and presents. Mom never talked about the divorce nor anyone else in the family. When they’re together they seem so standard; we looked like a normal family.

It’s clear mama still loves him.

But, it’s obvious that we’re not your typical “South Californian familia” or ʻOhana ʻohana Kaleponi Hema maʻamau’. After that incident, I don’t know what to believe. Nobody could be in touch with my father. I kept asking, but I got the same response: “He’ll fine or “They’re taking care of him.”

Who are they? The way they say it sounds like they’re trying to convince themselves. This is so confusing. I need a breather.