I placed Emily on the bed an dwaled over to her, she was sniffling and surning tehbottle up he head every now an dagain
"Bell you ok."
"Fuck off"
I decided to ignore her and get Emily dressed. After she was tucked in i went back over to belle to see fi i could get her out of teh room.
"Look at you pee-rfect *hic fucking mom."
"Come on lets talk outside."
"N-oooo, i want to stay right here, she is mine my shmild. My sick, dying child."
"Let her take the chemo."
"And die bald?No not my Emily."
"Does it matter? She will have a chance to live what are you so scared of?"
"I dont want to see her like that, unhappy, sick."
"She is sick now, she is in pain, all for no reason."
"The chemo will put her in pain."
"It will be constructive pain, she will have morphine to take it away, she will have a chance."
"No, how am i supposed to take her shopping with a bald head, hm? How am i supposed to present her to my friends? I cant even ask you ,you dont have any, no friends, no child."
"Your right i know but if she lives, her hair will grow back, you can shop all you want but if she stays sick she wont be able to go shopping, her life would be bland, a chore she has to do, no two year old should have that kind of life."
"Why do you care?"
"What?"
"What happened to you thats so bad that makes you care if her life is bland."
I could see she was starting to sober up, her words werent slurring anymore and she had stopped crying.
"Tell me , why do you care?"
"I know what it was like to live a bland life, being avoided, ignored, until someone showed me the other side. I hope you think it over before its too late." I placed Emily in her mothers lap but she was waved away. I guess we arent at an understanding. I got her dressed in some pajamas and put her to bed, as i was about to walk out the door i head something.
"Look at you mother of the year."
I ignored her comment and went to the room. Nick was on the phone when i got in the room and flopped on the bed. Jesus im drained. Just then i heard a ring at the door. I groaned and went to see who it was, there was just a package. I popped it open at the door.
MY NEW TABLET!!!!!!!!!!!
I pulled the box inside and just stood there for a moment, i remember the first day i got Tabatha. It was spring and granny had to go away for a while, she gave me it so that we could video call but she couldnt figure out to video call so for while it was just me and the tablet, over the years she had gotten upgraded, but the voice stayed the same and the information. she was still mine. As i set up my new tablet i wondered upstairs and packed it away. As i swan dived back into the bed i suddenly felt the urge for company, where the hell was Nick. I went to his office to find him on the phone and typing something on his computer. When he looked up at me with a blanket wrapped around me like scared three yer old. It put a small smile on his face but i was dead serious i wanted to cuddle, i felt mo tired than usual.
I walked over to him and wiggle my way between his desk and him. As i curled up on his lap and his my head under the blanket i noticed how many emails he had, i was going to be here for a while. I rested my head on his warm chest and listened to his heart and his voice, i slowly drifted off into sleep.
30 mins later
I was woken by the bitter cold of Nicks heavily air-conditioned office, I looked up to see him smiling and holding the blanket.
"What did you do that for?Its cold as fuck in here."
"You have been on my lap for half an hour like a little puppy."
"Aw huh, you were unavailable for cuddling and its been a long day, what did you expect?"
"For you to sleep on the couch instead of crawl into my lap like Emily."
I couldnt tell if he was joking or if eh was serious so i got off his lap and took the blanket. i layed on his couch and went back to sleep. im too tired for this and still cold. Eventually it was too cold for me, i didnt have the comfort and warmth of his lap anymore so i gave up and went back to the room. After burrowing into the comforter i finally found sleep again, like a bug in a rug.. What felt like hours later i felt the bed sink. i popped my head to the surface to see who it was and it was Bella.
"Um how can i help you?"
"I dont know."
She kicked off her heels and gets under the covers. I must be hallucinating or having a dream, bella hates me. I heard someone clear my throat and it was Nick.
"Whats going on here?"
"You see her too?"
"Yeah she is on my side of the bed."
"She says she doesnt know why."
He looked over to his sister and rolled his eyes, he picked up her shoe and took her from under the covers, and walked to of the room, i went back to sleep not wanting to even bother with their family drama i need some me time. Later nick came back to the bedroom and came under with me.
"Whats with your sister?"
"She needed a break she is on her way to a spa."
"Really? DO you think that will help?"
"It always works."
"No offence but your family-"
"Has got issues."
"I was going to say needs a therapist but yeah."
I stretched a bit then rolled over burrying myself into teh sot bed, my confort was taken when an ar wrapped aroudn my waist pulling me to teh colder side of the bed. My hips wre pulerd downan my pillow was replaced witha bicep.
"Now ou want to cuddle."
"Yes, i need to relax too."
I rolled over an dlooked at his chest to see eh was still in hsi work clothes as i lik to call them.
"Why not change."
"ou havnt changed."
"Fair nough."
I slipped off ly pant san dkicked them to the side actually this was way more comfotabe. i wiggles my way out o hsi hold, picked up my pants an dwent to change into something much more comfrotable. I ound on e fo my brothers old shirts and pulle that n leaving my legs bare. I am going to sleep liek a baby so im going to dress like on. WHne i got back to bed he pulled me back to his chest squeazing me a little to hard fo rmy liking. I found comfort in his tight hold an ddriftd off into sweet sleep.But once again i was disturned by teh uncomortale feeling of my inner thigh being rubbed.
"Smooth as a babys behind."
He had asmirk on hsi face a shis hand slid to teh back slipping hi shand under teh elastic grabbing my cheek.
"sot there too."
SO much for that cuddle secion, now hes playing grab ass.
"I tought you wanted to relax."
"Thsi si relaxing."
hE removed hsi hand and rolled on hsi back pulling me on top of him. Thso ws a bit more comfortablesince he was innanely warm. H eseemed to eb driting of so sleep an dso was i but eh just had to put his hand dwn teh bacl o my underwear and rest his hands on my ass. I was nt comortable but ill get used to it eventually.
hours later
As i stretched i remembered teh position we were in an dended up falling off. I quickly got up a dwent to teh bathroom, might as well take a shower while im on there. when i got dressed once agin in teh shirt and a fresh pair of underwear i ca eback to find teh bed empty. I peaked into thsi officeto find him on hsi phone. I decided to sneak downstairs for a snack then mabe som enetflix. I was terrified to see emily standing on a wobbly stiil tring to reach a hot kettle. I quetly walked up behind her n dtook her of teh stool.
"Sugar that dangerous, what did you need."
"Milk."
I took her to her highchair and began mking her soem warm milk, i guess Nick an di will be taking care of her while her mother is away. After sh ehad her milk she went back to sleep and i made myself a grilled cheese sandwich. WHen i got back to teh room reaydy t relax, there was nick in teh bed.
"Perect timing im satrving."
He took teh pka efrom me before i got toreply or even react. thi si exactly why i am glad i wasnt born in teh fifties i would hav elost my ever loving shit. I mentall rolled my eyes an djust went to mak ean dother, thsi tiem i just stayed in teh living room. i hat ewhen peple snatch my food without asking but im not in the mood to eb pickinga bone.
Dominic POV
After talking to Lilac i wentback to teh room to idn teh bed empty, i was looking forward to see hsi cute face. I decided to plop down and text lilac teh information needed to get here since she hasnt been to teh new house before thats hen i smelledsomething heavenly. I looked to see a grilled chease sandwich, it looke liek i was made just for me. WHne i took a bite Mali just dissapeared, i wear to god he reminds me of a butler sometimes. HE really woudl ebeb a good house wife, i could get used to thsi. I had expected him to come back but eh didnt for a while, i ent downstairs to fidn him paaed out on teh couch atching riverdale. There was aan empty bowl tht aonce contained ice cream next to him an da plate as wll with crumbs. I sput teh plates in teh sink
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