Nick wanted to tell Julian, that he would leave his whole life behind so he could stay in this moment forever, but it wouldn’t be true… at least not yet. He’d built up his business… his reputation from scratch, and he couldn’t just leave it all like that. It was such a big part of his life, and he wanted to keep it. He thought about taking Julian with him… to allow the young man to be a part of his life, but it could never work. Not all of his business partners would understand it, and most of them liked Katie too much to accept Nick with someone else. He wanted to give Julian that kind of life… to help him and give him everything his heart desired. Maybe the young man could even quit his job and only focus on his writing, and had the world been any different from how it was now, he would’ve done it.

He kissed Julian’s cheeks and lips, promising him something he wasn’t sure he could keep, but it was enough for now, and a smile tugged at the corner of his lips as Julian gave in and leaned closer.

As the evening came Nick remembered that the chef would be there soon, so he invited Julian to join him for a nice dinner, and Julian didn’t protest. The young man told him, that he hadn’t been eating real meals for ages, so he was looking forward to another one.

They kept their distance from each other as they walked back to the mansion. Nick didn’t want the chef to suspect anything, in case he would tell Katie about it, and Julian didn’t complain about it, but it was harder than he thought it would be. Nick just wanted to lean over the table and kiss him, or just to hold his hand on top of the table, but he held himself back.

Nick enjoyed studying the young man as they sat around the table, enjoying the meal. He looked just as relaxed and happy as Nick felt. If Nick was ever to feel this way for the rest of his life, then he would die happily.

As soon as the chef left Nick pulled Julian into a kiss, and he couldn’t help but smile against the young man’s lips. Having been forced to keep a distance from him for so long, even when he was just within reach, was killing him. It shouldn’t be that hard, but it was.

He held Julian’s hand as he led him towards the couch. The young man followed without question, and when Julian pushed him down onto his back and crawled on top of him, he couldn’t find it in him to protest. It was wrongdoing it at his and Katie’s house… it was supposed to be their place, and Nick should not be fooling around with someone else there.

Julian kept kissing his lips, cheeks, and neck, and Nick wanted more, he just didn’t know how to tell Julian. As Julian pressed their groins together, Nick moaned loudly. The young man’s hardness was matching his own, and it was making him crazy. He grabbed Julian’s hips to hold him in place as he began kissing and nipping his way around the young man’s neck. Julian groaned a little before settling himself upon his knees, with a leg on each side of Nick’s hips.

‘’Do you want me to stop?’’ He asked. Nick could find his voice, so he just shook his head fiercely. A mischievous smile was spreading across his lips as he grabbed the hem of his shirt and slowly pulled it over his head. Nick took him all in, and his eyes scanned over that perfect and beautiful body on top of him. He could see the outline of Julian’s hard cock through his tight pants and all that exposed skin was sending shivers down his spine. He needed more from him, and he needed it now.

Julian leaned down and began undoing the buttons of Nick’s shirt one at the time, slowly, and he kept kissing the newly blotted skin until his head lingered right above Nick’s hard cock. He pushed the shirt aside and blotted Nick’s abdomen as he began teasing the sensitive skin above his waistband. Nick felt how pleasure ran through his whole body, and he suppressed the urge to force his head further down.

Julian looked up at him with those dark hazel-eyes and a cheeky smile on his lips. ‘’Do you want me to stop?’’ he whispered against his skin while pressing his hand down on Nick’s cock, rubbing it through his tailored pants.

‘’No,’’ Nick moaned. He felt how his cheeks heated up as Julian began undoing his pants.

‘’Just tell me if it’s too much, okay?’’ Julian said, and Nick nodded. It wasn’t too much, he wanted Julian to touch him. He didn’t feel nervous this time, he just shivered with lust.

Julian pulled his pants and briefs down midthigh, and Nick allowed it all to happen. Julian’s eyes were big, and his mouth was slightly opened, and the hungry look on his face was making Julian more even more turned on. He straightened his own pants, to make them more comfortable against his cock before wrapping a hand around Nick’s, stroking him hard but slowly. Nick moaned as he bucked his hips up to meet each stroke, begging Julian to go faster… but Julian was in a teasing mood. He bit his lip when he saw that Nick was studying him. Nick had dreamt about this moment from the second he’d seen Julian the first time, and he couldn’t believe that it was finally happening. That he was finally able to hold him, to touch him, and kiss him. It was intoxicating.

He arched his back as Julian leaned down and swirled his tongue gently around the head, teasing it before licking down his length. Nick hissed and looked down and him, as Julian took all of him into his mouth and pressed Nick’s cock down his throat. He wrapped his fingers into Julian’s hair to keep him in place as he felt the pleasure roll through his body. A part of Nick thought that images of Katie… or just other women… would pop-up in his mind, but the only thing he saw behind his closed eyes was Julian. The young man was driving him crazy as he worked his mouth around him in a teasing way, pushing him close to his climax before stopping it. Julian would look up and his from time to time with that mischievous look in his eyes, and the sight made Nick’s body shiver. To look at Julian’s beautiful face while having Nick’s cock in his mouth was almost too much for him to handle. Julian pulled away and rested the tip of Nick’s cock against his lips. ‘’Is this okay?’’ he whispered hoarsely, and his gentle breath was tickling his all too sensitive cock.

Nick glared at him with big eyes, because of course, it was okay… he was a squirming and moaning mess underneath Julian’s touch… how could that not be okay?

‘’Yes,’’ Nick moaned as Julian wrapped a hand around the base of his cock and stroked him slowly. ‘’more than okay.’’

Julian nodded and wrapped his lips around his cock again while his tongue was twirling around him. His grab in Julian’s hair tightened as he couldn’t hold himself back any longer, he wanted to warn Julian, but he couldn’t get the words out before he came into the young man’s mouth. He knew that a lot of the women he’s slept with hated it when he didn’t warn them in time, but Julian just swallowed it all down and pulled away from him with a big smile on his lips. ‘’I’m sorry,’’ Nick whispered as he hid his face in his hands.

‘’What for?’’ Julian asked as he cocked an eyebrow at him.

‘’For not warning you!’’ Nick mumbled into his hands. He felt a mixture of embarrassment and happiness from the aftermath.

‘’I don’t mind,’’ Julian said with a little shrug. Nick looked at him for the first time afterward, he looked so young and happy. Nick sat up a little and pulled Julian into a kiss. He tasted himself on his tongue, and it felt right… as if this was supposed to happen. His body was shaking a little as he made Julian lay down on the couch before crawling on top of him. His hands trembled as he began undoing Julian’s pants, but the young man just took Nick’s hands in his and smiled at him. ‘’You don’t have to do anything,’’ Julian whispered as he kissed Nick’s hands, but Nick wasn’t having it. He wanted to do it… to taste Julian on his tongue and to hear him moan, he just didn’t know how to do it. He would under no circumstances be able to take his whole length into his mouth, and he was afraid that Julian wouldn’t enjoy it, but he had to try… he had to taste him.

Nick pulled his hands back and pressed them against Julian’s groin. Feeling his hard cock against his palm made him blush a little. ‘’But I want to,’’ Nick said simply as he undid the buttons in the young man’s pants. Julian didn’t speak again, he just allowed Nick to pull his pants down, and to study his exposed body. Julian’s cock was leaking pre-cum onto his stomach, and Nick just wanted to lick it off of him. Nick’s hands were shaking a little, as he wrapped his hand around Julian’s cock, though he relaxed when Julian pulled him into a kiss. Feeling him in his hand was a whole new feeling for Nick, and he’d never imagined that he would enjoy it as much as he did, but as he slowly stroked him, making Julian moan as he slid his thumb over the head was making him high. He kissed the corner of Julian’s lips, his cheeks, and down to his neck. Julian hissed and arched his back as Nick bit down gently on the soft skin under his ear. Julian’s hand was in Nick’s hair as Nick slowly kissed his way down his chest and stomach. He ran his tongue over Julian’s nipples, making the young man moan louder, and the sound of pleasure leaving his lips was exciting for Nick.

Nick was teasing the sensitive skin on Julian’s lower stomach and hips, licking and biting his way down on him. Julian’s eyes were on him as Nick rested his cock against his lips. The salty taste was filling his mouth, and he wanted to taste more. Nick took him in his mouth and tried to take him as deep as possible, but it made him gag right away, his eyes were tearing up and he tried to focus on breathing through his nose. Julian ran his thumb over Nick’s cheek, smiling down at him.

‘’Just take it easy, okay?’’ Julian whispered, stroking a hand through Nick’s hair. Nick didn’t answer, but he just did what he was told.

He felt Julian’s hand tighten in his hair and Julian’s moans got louder. ‘’I’m close.’’ Julian hissed, but Nick didn’t pull away. He wanted to taste all of him. He worked his mouth faster, and a chill ran through his body as Julian filled his mouth. He swallowed all of it.

As Nick pulled away and looked up at him, Julian’s cheeks had turned slightly red. ‘’Are you okay?’’ Julian whispered. Nick kissed his way back up Julian’s abdomen and locked their lips together.

‘’Yes,’’ he whispered into Julian’s mouth. The young man smiled through the kiss and wrapped his arms around his neck, holding Nick in place. ‘’are you?’’

‘’More than okay,’’

Nick laid down on the couch next to him, both still naked and high from their climax, and Nick wanted this moment to last forever.