He felt the butterflies in his stomach go crazy as he stood in front of Julian’s front door once again. He didn’t knock. Instead, he just stared and the closed door. He didn’t even know if Julian was back from his trip to the lake, or if he was busy working on his book.

He thought about turning around and just go for a walk through the woods instead. The weather was amazing, and he wanted to spend more of his time outside. It was something he wasn’t able to do in the big city, but now he was finally free to just enjoy nature and everything it had to offer. He would prefer if Julian would company him on his walk, though he didn’t mind doing it alone either.

He breathed in deeply, letting the fresh and warm summer air fill his lungs before raising his hand to knock on the door. He didn’t get that far though, since Julian opened the door before his hand could even touch the worn wood. Julian smiled big as he looked Nick up and down.

‘’Are you stalking me?’’ He said with a cheeky smile.

‘’No,’’ Nick mumbled as he blushed. He pulled Julian close and kissed his lips. ‘’she kind of threw me out.’’ Julian pulled away and stared at him with wide eyes, and Nick knew how it had sounded. The young man opened and closed his mouth a couple of times, but no words came out. He looked like he was on the verge of a breakdown, but Nick couldn’t help but laugh a little. ‘’Not like that,’’ Nick said as he kissed Julian’s cheek. ‘’she doesn’t know anything… she just wants me to enjoy my vacation, and she knows how much I relax with you.’’

Julian sighed in relief and a smile came back on his lips. He grabbed Nick by his shirt and kissed him hard.

‘’Don’t scare me like that, your idiot.’’ He whispered against his lips.

‘’I’m sorry. It wasn’t my intention.’’ Nick shrugged.

‘’God, you almost gave me a heart attack!’’ Julian pulled away and leaned against the wooden doorframe.

‘’You don’t have to worry,’’ Nick said. ‘’I was thinking-‘’ Nick began, but Julian interrupted him.

‘’Oh no, that’s not a good sign, right? Is this the part where you tell me that you actually are a cannibal and that you want to eat me?’’ He said dramatically.

‘’What is it with you and that Hannibal Lecter thing?’’ Nick sighed as he pinched the bridge of his nose while shaking his head. ‘’No, I’m not going to eat you, I just wanted to go for a walk through the woods.’’

‘’Oh,’’ Julian said as he pretended to act relieved. ‘’That I can do… unless-‘’ he began but this time it was Nick’s turn to interrupt him.

‘’I’m not going to murder you in the woods either,’’ he said as he took Julian’s hand and kissed it.

‘’Only in the woods? Would you murder me somewhere else?’’ He asked as he raised his eyebrow.

‘’Oh my god,’’ Nick sighed, ‘’No, I won’t murder you anywhere, okay?’’

Julian stared at him for a second before nodding. ‘’Okay then. So no eating me at dinner parties and no murdering me in the woods. That sounds good to me.’’ He said with a big smile.

‘’But talking about dinner parties… Katie wanted me to invite you over for dinner again,’’ Julian cocked his eyebrow again but Nick just shook his head. ‘’Stop it!’’

‘’Wouldn’t that be a bit awkward? I mean with this-‘’ he said as he gestured between the two of them. ‘’-going on?’’

‘’We just have to act for a night… I really want you to come.’’ He said as he kissed Julian’s lips.

‘’That happens a lot when I’m with you,’’ he teased as he bit Nick’s lips gently. ''But also when I'm alone though,'' Nick blushed as Julian waggled his eyebrows. 

‘’That’s not what I meant!’’ Nick said with an exaggerated shrug.

‘’I know,’’ Julian smiled and began walked towards the dirt road. ‘’but okay. I’ll come.’’ He continued with a wink. Nick blushed but grabbed Julian’s arm to stop him.

‘’Shouldn’t you-‘’ he began as he scanned the young man’s half-naked body. ‘’- you know… wear a shirt?’’

‘’Why? It’s hot outside, so why bother? besides, I know you like it.’’ Julian shrugged, and Nick couldn't disagree with that. He did like it when he wasn't wearing a shirt... or pants... or underwear. He grabbed Nick's hand and pulled him out towards the dirt road. Nick was about to lean in and kiss him, but Julian looked around them and shook his head. ‘’Not here,’’ he mumbled and nodded towards the mansion at the end of the road, which was very visible from where they were standing. For a second Nick had forgotten everything about his normal life, and if Julian hadn’t stopped him, Nick would've kissed him right there in front of his own damn house, where his wife could've spotted them. 

It wasn’t until they were deep into the woods that Nick grabbed the young man’s hair and kissed him hard while pushing him backward until his back was pressed against a tree.

Julian moaned into his mouth as Nick pushed his knee in between Julian’s legs, rubbing his thigh against the young man’s already hardening cock. He loosened his grip in Julian’s hair and slid his hands down to his chest, and Julian laid his arms around his neck to hold him in place.

He wanted Julian naked and pressed against the tree so badly, but he wouldn’t rush it. Julian began opening the buttons in his shirt while teasing his neck. Nick tilted his head to the side and allowed Julian to do what he wanted. Julian pushed the shirt over Nick’s shoulders, and Nick only pulled away from him long enough to let it fall to the ground. Again his grip was tight in Julian’s hair as he kissed him harder. He pressed Julian so hard against the tree, that the raw bark of the tree was digging painfully into his naked back, but he didn’t pull away, so Nick wasn’t about to either. Julian smiled through the kiss as he began undoing Nick’s pants, and when he pressed his hand against Nick’s cock he moaned into Julian’s mouth. He wished that they’d stayed in Julian’s house, because he wanted to be inside of him more than anything, but it didn’t feel right to do it in the woods. Their first time had to be perfect and not rushed.

Julian didn’t seem to be thinking the same, as he dropped to his knees in front of him and took him into his mouth, working him fast and hard. Nick clenched his eyes shut and stroked his hands through Julian’s hair. He’d never done anything so reckless, as getting blowjobs in public before. They were outside and the risk of being spotted was big, but he just didn’t care. Not when he was at this place… and not when he was together with Julian.

He looked down at the young man and their eyes met. Seeing him like that, on his knees with Nick’s cock in his mouth made him hit his climax a little too fast, and he bit his lip hard to stop himself from moaning. Julian kept looking up at him, as he swallowed before he began licking his cock clean. Nick’s head was buzzing again, and he felt like his whole world had just been turned upside down. He enjoyed doing things like this. He liked the idea of doing something risky, and the nervousness of being caught by strangers was surprisingly hot. Julian made him do things, that he’d never imagined himself doing… things he should’ve done when he was young and wild, and when he had nothing to lose. But he didn’t have a wild youth to look back upon, because he’d been too focused on university and grades to ever let go and have fun, but now he had the chance, and he loved it.

He placed a finger under Julian’s chin and tilted his head up to meet his eyes once again. He was absolutely beautiful, and Nick could look into those beautiful eyes all the time. He helped Julian back onto his feet and leaned in to kiss him. He could taste himself on Julian’s tongue, and it made him light-headed. He pushed Julian against the tree once more, and when he pressed their bodies together, he could feel how hard the young man still was against him. Nick kissed Julian’s neck and chest before dropping to his knees in front of him. He looked up at Julian as he began undoing his pants slowly. There was a little teasing smile on Julian’s lips as he watched Nick’s hands work on the button. Nick slide his hands up Julian’s thighs and grabbed his hips to pull him a little closer as he pressed a kiss to his lower stomach before licking his way down the thin line of hair that traveled from his belly button to his crotch. Julian’s hands were in his hair as Nick grabbed the waistband of his pants and pulled them down, freeing Julian’s hard cock. He licked his length before taking him into his mouth. Nick’s tongue played with the head, licking the salty pre-cum away before taking his as deep as he could. Julian groaned when Nick worked his mouth and hand faster. Julian’s hand tightened in his hair and his body shook as he hit his climax.

Nick copied Julian and began licking the cum off of him, tasting him, to memorize this perfect moment.

As Nick stood up, he dried his mouth with the back of his hand before pulling Julian close once more, to kiss his soft swollen lips.

‘’I could get used to this,’’ The young man whispered into the kiss.

‘’Me too,’’ Nick answered, twining his fingers in the young man’s hair, ‘’this is just perfect,’’

Julian smiled a bit and kissed him harder. Julian seemed to be as desperate as Nick felt. He could feel it through the kisses, through every touch, and every look. It was like their bodies kept begging for more, and more, and no matter what they did, it never felt like it was enough.

‘’We’ll be okay, right?’’ Julian asked and looked up at him with big pleading eyes.

‘’Yes,’’ Nick kissed him again. ‘’We’ll be okay.’’