I do not understand anything. I don't understand what happened. I do not understand what is happening. I want to understand what is happening. What is around me, what is all this I'm seeing, what I saw, what happened to Liz. Why I do not understand, someone tell me please someone tell me that this is a dream. Please someone wake me up, please someone get me out of here. Please!

I felt my mind spinning, I felt like despite the physical pain the emotional pain hurt me more, I felt like I was sinking little by little into a world full of despair. I couldn't go on, I couldn't take it anymore. Just when this feeling was starting to completely cover me I felt a strange warmth that began to surround me and made me keep my sanity. The feeling it caused me was something I couldn't explain, but it felt like I already knew this feeling from before. I did not want that to end, in a moment I felt that it stopped surrounding me and began to move away and without thinking about it I threw my hand towards the projection of that warmth. When I took it at that moment I could see that it was Yazír.

Yazír, how can I even start talking about him? When I met him, it was perhaps accidentally, but from that moment on he could no longer leave my life. I remember that time very well, I remember how that first meeting strongly marked a before and after in my life. Near the library of the institute in a somewhat hidden place there was a small room that I always thought was there for maintenance, but that day I was passing by I saw how someone from the institute entered that place in a very suspicious way, as if making sure that nobody was watching over him, picking up my curiosity I decided to follow him. From the outside you could only see an abandoned room, perhaps everyone thought that it was not used for anything, or that it was some maintenance room, I don't even think people paid any attention to it. There was a metal door that looked completely rusted, I didn't imagine what someone could do in there. I saw that the door was a little open and without much thought I entered the place. When I entered I saw that the boy was taking off his shirt, I quickly tried to direct my gaze to other side, just to see how there was a bed in the place. It was an uncomfortable situation, I didn't know how to explain my presence there, and I also realized that more than a storeroom it seemed like a resting place inside.

We looked at each other again and I couldn't help but feel the discomfort. I wanted to say something, but I didn't quite know what. I stared and I think he was shocked by my presence like me, he was still half naked, I could see his very well defined body, his white skin and his pink nipples ... I couldn't believe what I was thinking at that moment, after I was finished of seeing him I bowed as if to apologize.

"Sorry, uh, I didn't want to interrupt."

I quickly turned around, but at that moment I had a strange feeling, as if something was asking me to stay there.

"You don't have to go."

I turned to see him after what he said, he had already put on a different shirt other different of the uniform.

"Well, you've already entered my secret place, it's not like I can do anything about it."

His tone of voice was calm, but his face irritated me, he didn't seem sincere when he said those things. Despite that, I began to feel a strange connection between the two of us, as if our meeting was destined. As if everything in the world had aligned to meet us just that day at that moment.

"What are you doing in this secret place?" I tried to change the subject a bit, I was feeling in a way that I could not understand and I was only looking at him as if we were in love. I was seriously having very strange thoughts that day. He started looking around in a sarcastic way.

"Well, I think it's obvious what it's for, but it's a place where I come to clear up."

I gave a nervous smile. His face really ruined the calm his voice emitted.

"Wow, I didn't know there were such privileged students." For some reason when I said that, his face reflected some sadness.

"No one uses this place and so far no one but you had discovered me." At the end he gave a small smile while he also changed his pants, his skin was quite beautiful, I don't know why I was looking at another boy this way, I had never felt this when I saw another half-naked boy. To avoid continuing to think about that I began to look around, it was a very small place, with very little light, perhaps the only thing out of place was the bed that was there. After a few moments I heard how he sat on the little bed that was in that place. I was focused on the sound, you could not hear the noise of the city, and you could only hear the rustling of the trees, the singing of birds and the squealing of some other animals. It was really relaxing.

"I think I understand why you like this place," I said without looking at him, I kept looking around trying to recognize all the sounds that were heard. Suddenly I heard the sound of the bedspread again and now I turned my gaze to him.

“Do you want to try to lie down? I assure you that you can enjoy it better.” He said in a strange way offering me his bed, perhaps a little embarrassed or uncomfortable. I couldn't understand what he was thinking, we were really just two strangers, but he acted as if he knew me. Besides, I felt a bit uncomfortable, I don't know if it was a good idea to be the two of us alone in this place and that he invited me to his bed. Well I don't think there are any hidden intentions either. Just when I thought about that I remembered his body, his torso and legs, my cheeks started to get hot. What the hell was happening to me?

“It does not bother you?” I said trying to hide my blush, I couldn't quite understand my way of acting right now. Even though his face annoyed me, I couldn't help but feel good in his company.

"Not at all," he said as he gestured with his hand to lay me down.

I began to slowly lie down on the bed as I watched as he stared at me. This strange feeling couldn't go away. It didn't feel like something uncomfortable, it was something that just felt good, something that I didn't want to stop feeling. When I was completely lying on his bed I could understand what he meant by I would enjoy it better.

I began to feel surrounded by all those beautiful sounds, I could feel a strange relaxation in addition to being lying down and the little lighting that was in the place made it feel like I was floating. This strange sensation along with everything else began to merge and without even realizing it I began to fall asleep. A tranquility that I could not quite understand.

When I woke up I didn't even understand how much time had passed, the only thing I could see is how he was also laying on his bed next to me, our faces looking at each other. I stared at his face, despite the low light I could see his beautiful skin and how it contrasted with his dark hair, his eyelashes, his eyebrows I did not understand the feeling at all, but perhaps if I could say a word it is that all this it felt so familiar. Yes that described very well what I could feel, as if he was someone I already knew.

From that first meeting we continue to see each other frequently in that place. Only when the two of us were alone did I behave differently than when I met him outside, I don't know why I did it, maybe I didn't want them to discover our strange relationship; although I think the simple fact that the two of us saw each other a lot outside of that place already attracted a lot of attention. Especially who most noticed it was that damn Dásid.

Even though we didn't really talk about anything when we were together in that place, I couldn't stop going to see him there. I wanted to better understand this feeling. Something very different from what Liz made me feel. This strange feeling in this place just for the two of us.

That same emotion back then was similar to what I felt right now. Like the first time we slept and he hugged me in his dream. This sensation was transmitted to me just by having our hands united and that feeling that arose from our joined hands made the pain dissipate. Right now I can't understand it. I can't understand anything, but the only thing I understand is that I don't want to let go of his hand. I just need this so the pain doesn't come back to me.

“Come with me.” Yazír told me as we entered the medical wing. I was so focused on that emotion that I had completely forgotten my physical pain and the horrible atmosphere of the hospital filled with blood and organs everywhere.

“It is true.” When I finally stopped concentrating on what I was feeling the physical pain was immediately felt, or maybe I only started noticing my pain when he stopped holding my hand.

"We must stop the bleeding from your wounds." His voice didn't sound calm as usual. I could see how indifferent he was to all the mess in the medical wing, how he ignored the pools of blood and organs all over the floor as he searched for some healing items. I couldn't take my gaze off him as an anxiety surged in me, an anxiety to have his hand joined to mine again. I couldn't understand my feelings anymore, many thoughts were balling in my mind. When he finally approached me with the things necessary to heal me, my body rushed towards him to surround him with my arms, only then did I feel the pain go away, only then could I feel at peace. Although perhaps this was something that would not last long, I wanted to take advantage of it.

At that moment we felt like the whole place began to move, like a tremor. A loud sound began to echo everywhere, you could hear the glass breaking and loud noises as if something huge was hitting the place could be heard.

“What is happening?” I separated a little from him to see his eyes, without separating my hands from his body.

“I don't know! But before something else happens I must help you with those wounds”

“Don't bother doing it”

A third voice was loudly heard in the place, as much as we wanted to search we did not know where it came from.

"It will all end for you once and for all."

Yazír took my hand tightly, I couldn't understand anything anymore, what the hell would happen now?

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How you like that? This was a very wholesome chapter, it was very beautiful haha, we somehow see how relationship between these two was before it was a very weird relationship. We would be able to see more in a future you just wait. I really liked this chapter. We are finally on the climax of the hospital arc. I don't know but im very happy I could get so far and for it we have a new Image of dan. Do you like it?