Nick wanted nothing more than to stay with Julian, but it was getting late and he had to go back home.

They laid on the bed, both still naked, Julian’s back against Nick’s stomach and Nick’s arms around Julian’s waist. Nick had buried his nose in Julian’s hair and kept kissing the top of his head, and the young man took Nick’s hand in his and entwined their fingers. Nick’s head was still buzzing with the aftermath of having sex with him, and he felt more alive now than he ever had.

‘’I really like this,’’ Julian whispered, his voice was low and fragile, and it broke Nick’s heart. He squeezed Julian’s hand and kissed the top of his head once more.

‘’Me too,’’ Nick said. Because he did.

‘’When are you going back?’’

‘’Soon,’’ Nick muttered against his hair. ‘’I have to.’’

‘’I know,’’ Julian sighed. The young man turned around in his arms and looked up and Nick with his beautiful brown eyes. ‘’I just wish you didn’t.’’ he leaned in and pressed a gentle kiss to Nick’s lips.

Nick tried to smile at him, but he failed. Both of them were hurting because of it, but they couldn’t do anything about it… not yet at least.

‘’We’ll figure this out, Julian,’’ Nick whispered. ‘’I promise… we’ll figure something out.’’ And he meant that. If this was meant to be, then they’d figure it out. They just had to give it time.

Julian nodded and cuddled in closer to press his face against Nick’s chest. Nick breathed the young man in as ran his fingers up and down Julian’s spine. ‘’You’re perfect, Julian.’’

‘’So are you,’’ Julian breathed against his naked skin.

Nick smiled and closed his eyes as he allowed himself to enjoy a few more moments together with this beautiful man, that he was falling in love with.

Much later Nick got out of bed and began dressing, and he blushed a little as he felt Julian’s eyes on his naked body. He looked down at the young man on the bed. Julian had apparently decided that it was a good idea to push the blanket off of himself, so Nick’s eyes widened as he scanned the young man’s naked body. There was a cheeky smile on his lips as he wiggled his eyebrows at Nick.

‘’Do you like what you see?’’ Julian said.

‘’More than anything,’’ Nick answered, mouth dry as his gaze drifted down towards the young man’s soft cock. He wanted to put his mouth on him again, but he couldn’t. Not now. He had to go back.

He finished dressing, while Julian just stayed on the bed, naked and comfortable. ‘’You’re killing me,’’ Nick whispered, as he walked over to the bed, leaned down, and kissed Julian’s lips.

‘’I hope not.’’ Julian smiled against his lips. ‘’I’m not done with you yet.’’ Nick groaned as he felt one of Julian’s hands glide up his thigh towards his crotch. He pushed his hand away and straightened up.

‘’Bastard,’’ Nick laughed as he stepped away from the bed. ‘’Don’t make me horny when I can’t have you.’’

‘’I like the idea of you being horny though,’’ Julian said with a little shrug. ‘’It sparks my fantasy about you up a little, for when I need to use it later.’’ Julian’s smile widened as he nodded towards the lube on the bedside table.

‘’God, stop it!’’ Nick muttered as he felt his cock harden again. He tried to adjust his pants a little to lessen the pressure, but it didn’t help. The image of Julian fucking himself filled his mind, and it took all his willpower to not just rip his clothes off again and fuck him.

‘’Sorry,’’ Julian said with a wink. ‘’Go back home Nick… I have stuff to do now.’’ He continued as he gestured towards his own cock, which was also slowly hardening.

Nick stared at it for a second before sighing deeply. ‘’Fuck this,’’ Nick muttered as walked back towards the bed. Julian’s eyes widened as Nick pushed him onto his back and crawled on top of him.

‘’You’re driving me crazy,’’ he groaned against Julian’s lips, before kissing him hard. Before Julian had a chance to return the kiss, Nick began kissing him way down his neck and chest, playing briefly with his nipples before continuing down his stomach.

‘’You don’t have to…’’ Julian began, but he shut up as he felt Nick’s lips around the tip of his cock, ''or maybe you do... just,'' he moaned as Nick looked questioning up at him, ''don't worry... just continue,'' Julian grinned. His hands were in Nick’s hair in an instant, pressing himself deeper into Nick’s mouth. He could still taste the cum from earlier on his cock, and he couldn’t get enough. Nick grabbed the base of Julian’s cock and started stroking him while licking and sucking on the tip. Julian’s moans were loud and hot, making Nick even harder, but he ignored it. This was about Julian… not him.

He tried to take him as deep as he could, causing himself to gag. His eyes were watering, and he tried to focus on breathing through his nose. He looked up and met Julian’s dark eyes. ‘’Nick, I’m close,’’ Julian moaned as his hands tightened in Nick’s hair. Nick smiled around his cock and began sucking him harder, and it didn’t take long before the young man came into his mouth. Nick swallowed it all down, as he kept his eyes on Julian, who was panting now.

He pulled away with a satisfied smile on his lips. ‘’Was that okay?’’ Nick asked, and Julian stared at him with wide eyes.

‘’Was it okay?’’ He repeated. ‘’Are you nuts… it was more than okay!’’

‘’Good,’’ Nick smiled as he pushed himself off the bed again. ‘’Get up,’’ he ordered. Julian stared at him for a second before obeying. ‘’So good,’’ Nick said as he pulled the young man close, kissing him hard. ‘’Now, get on your knees.’’ He muttered against Julian’s lips.

‘’Bossy now, huh?’’ Julian laughed.

‘’Yes,’’ Nick groaned as he sucked Julian’s lip into his mouth, biting it gently. ‘’get down on your knees, beautiful.’’ He repeated. Julian didn’t say anything but dropped to his knees in front of him. Seeing Julian like that, naked and vulnerable, kneeling in front of Nick while he himself was still fully dressed made his cock throb. Julian looked up at him with those beautiful dark eyes as he opened the button on his pants. He pressed his hand hard against his crotch before pulling Nick’s pants down mid-thigh and taking him into his mouth.

Nick groaned as he closed his eyes and concentrated on the feeling of the warm mouth around him.

It didn’t take Julian long to push him over the edge, and Nick came inside his mouth and on his flushed cheeks.

Julian stayed on his knees as Nick ran a hand over his cheek, smearing the cum around a little. ‘’So good,’’ he said with a big smile.

‘’I’m glad you think so,’’ Julian said as he wiggled his eyebrows again. Nick shook his head as he helped Julian back up onto his feet. He pulled him close and kissed his lips.

‘’I’ll see you tomorrow, okay?’’ Nick muttered into his mouth.

‘’Yes,’’ Julian answered as he pushed Nick away. ‘’Now go home before we end up fucking again.’’

Nick laughed as he walked towards the door.

‘’Goodnight, beautiful,’’ Nick said as he opened the door.

‘’Goodnight,’’ Julian answered.

Katie was already fast asleep when Nick entered their bedroom. He sighed a little as he undressed. He would’ve preferred if it was Julian on the bed, waiting for Nick to pull him close. They had only been able to spend one night alone together, and it wasn’t enough. Nick just didn’t know how to stay at Julian’s place for a whole night without making Katie suspicious. He could tell her, that they were working on Julian’s book, or that they just lost track of time, but he couldn’t leave her alone all the time. They were here together, and they had to spend some time together. Everything would just be easier if she would leave, but he couldn’t ask that of her. She was the one who’d wanted this vacation in the first place, and she deserved it as much as Nick did.

Nick wanted to go to bed and sleep. He was tired after such a long and eventful day, but he needed a shower first. He could smell Julian on himself, and he had traces of Julian’s cum on his stomach. Katie would be able to smell him as well, and it wasn’t a risk he wanted to take.

He just took a quick shower… washing all the proof of the day’s events off of him before heading back into the bedroom. Nick laid down and turned his back away from her, and as he fell asleep, dreams of Julian haunted his mind.