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What if Everything was Different?

Nerves

Nerves

Nov 05, 2020

Pay close attention,

For what I am saying is no lie;

Until audition day arrives,

You will feel like you can fly right through perfectly fine.


I start off two months before,

Practicing the best I can

For no instrument can play itself,

And you need to make a solid plan.


A plan to make you progress,

To keep you going no matter what.

Because practicing less and less,

Won't help a whole lot.


I play the music over and over,

Like a runner going through their laps,

Not thinking it is enough

When finally I get to the point,

Where I can play it without messing up.


I know I am doing well,

And then something crosses my mind.

When is my audition again?


Two days away.


So I keep practicing,

For the oboe is no piece of cake.

Until the night before the audition comes

Where I lay in bed nervous, and wide awake.


Then it is the big day!

I play all I know, without any delay,

Hoping that the judges will think I am suffice

And praying that I can keep my anxiousness at bay.


After the ordeal is over,

We wait and wait and wait.

What if I don't make it?

For this band means the world to me

And I want to succeed.


Then we get the message.

I'm in.

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19th poem! Second to last one!

*Careless whisper intensifies*

Hello there my fine-feathered friends! How are you today? Good? I hope so! But if you aren't, that's okay too.

Apologies for not posting a poem at all last weekend, I was swamped with homework, and so I let this be to try and handle school stoof. I hope y'all can understand! Anyhow thank you again for stopping by, and have a lovely day. :3

Thanks for readin'!

Love, Stardusttoad
<3

(Fun fact! I wrote this poem 3 years ago for a poem portfolio, so the style is a bit different (and a bit worse lol). However, I just finished a really tough audition on oboe, so it's fitting nonetheless lol)

Also happy birthday Jimin <3

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