Episode 6~ The World Isn't A Happy Place

*WARNING:*  

*This has depressing themes that may trigger some readers! please skip if you feel as if you cannot handle it, i promise that if you do you will not ruin your experience! please read with caution! thank you!*

I sat across from Mrs. Yamiyo as she poured us some green tea. She slid into her chair giving a heavy sigh, but with every minute... the air got heavier and heavier. To the extent that I couldn't handle it. "Mrs. Yamiyo-" 

"Takayuki has depression." She announced as she stared into my eyes. "He's had it since the bullying started his freshman year." She glared to her hands as if she was imagining hurting someone with them. "Ever since his peers learned what 'omega' meant." She whispered before standing up and walking towards a desk. I watched as she filed through files till she found the one she wanted... the exact same one my father had given me minutes before. 

She set it down gently yet the amount of hatred she had towards it shone in her usually caring eyes. "He..." She sighed. "He..."

Suddenly Takayuki's father came from behind the doorway. "He was su*****l.

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Takayuki's Point Of View

"Senpai? Please don't touch me." Takayuki said trying to wiggle out of the largers hold. The boy didn't listen. "Senpai... what are you-?"  He was pushed into a closet. "NO DON'T TOUCH ME!" He screamed... but no matter how hard he screamed... his pleads weren't answered

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He shook as he tried to stand, and pretend that he was 'okay'. He smiled towards his best friend, and alpha. 

"Hito!" I yelled as I ran towards him. Yet he didn't turn around. "Hito! Hey wait up!" I yelled again as ran towards him, upon seeing his face I tilted my head. "Hito do you need to talk? You look angry. Who did it, point me in their direction and I'll beat them up." I said obviously joking as I winced. He didn't respond as he angrily grabbed a tray. "Come on Hito-kun! Rely on me... that's what friends do right?" 

Suddenly he growled at me. "What an annoying pest. Stop folllowing me around like a lost puppy, omega." 

My face grimed as his words registered. "Hitoshi-kun... why are you being so mean?" I questioned.

He turned around quickly glaring at me as we made eye-contact. "Because you are a worthless omega." 

My heart shattered as I stared at him. "I though we were friends Hitoshi-kun." I whispered as I looked down, only to look up at him with teary eyes.

"I'd never be friends with the likes of you." He spat at me. I flinched away, but I wouldn't leave him. 

"Hitoshi-kun stop it please!" I begged as tears fell from my face. 

But He didn't stop, he continued on. "I bet your alpha would be disappointed to have someone like you as their fated mate." He said with a smirk, crossing his arms as he waited for my reaction.

I clutched my heart as my teary eyes finally looked back into my his ones. "You're right Tsuyoshi... he is." 

I began running... till I was outside the building. I rubbed the tears out of my eyes. I... I needed to go home. I whimpered  as I ran towards my home... "Mom?" I yelled. No response. I ran into my room shutting the door before collapsing. 

Everything.... everything was changing. Tears streamed down my face, I wasn't "Pure", I wasn't what my alpha wanted. I wasn't wanted or respected in anyone's eyes. 

I stood up, and walked towards my bathroom, finding my mom's pills from her surgery a year ago. They were strong, and would probably do the job. I poured all of its contents onto the counter. 1...5...10...15...20...30.... 30 pills.... That'd be more than enough, right? I took a deep breath. I was going to go through it. I NEEDED to go through with it. I swallowed them sighing as I walked into the living room. Funny... I'll die in the 'living room' I thought as I sat in the room, the bottle, and a notebook sat in my hands. 

"Takayuki, are you here?!" She yelled before she ran into the living room. I stared at her as she looked at what I was holding. "Takayuki... w-why are you holding my pills?" 

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I stared at Mrs. Yamiyo as tears streamed down her face. "He... broke down in front of me... then he told me what he did... I-I thought I was too late.... That... he would...." More tears streamed down her face. "That I would loose my baby!" 

Guilty settled deep into my chest. "Of course... Mr. Tsuyoshi helped with the expenses... and even payed for therapy..." She hugged herself. "I couldn't stand that he still went to that school... I was afraid that one day... I'd come home to him-" She sobbed stopping her sentence while her husband stood still. 

"I'm sorry Mrs. Yamiyo... I should have-" 

Mrs. Yamiyo shook her head. "No... don't start..." She gave a sad smile. "We can't change what happened." She whispered. 

I stood up bowing and apologizing, as soon as I walked out the Yamiyo's house I walked to the nearest cafe... looking into the file my father gave me.