Dear Diary,

     Today I started to write my own diary. I don't talk much with my family because they're not really listening to me. I'll start with the introduction. My name is Ariyah Joselyn. I totally lost count of my own age but I'll say I am 998 years old, I guess my physical age is 10 years old. My daddy is the Keeper of Hell, He is nice to me but he is too busy to play with me. My mommy is The Guardian of the Heaven, She always follow her ideals about me to become one of the Guardian of the Heaven but I wanted to become a what I wanted to become. Yesterday, mommy and daddy are fighting over what they want me to become.. I do cry a lot in my own room but I go outside and play with my best friend name Amaterasu Okami, her family are very nice to me. They always give me some Nori Rice ball, they are super delicious! Amaterasu teaches me how to speak Japanese. When I first speak Japanese I always struggle a lot but luckily Amaterasu knows fluent English so that's good enough for me! She always tell me so many stories about Yokais and other stories. That leads me to wanting to learn more about her culture!

When I was in school, There's one big guy name Apollo. Some girls are mad as a bag of ferrets always trying to win Apollo's heart, I kinda feel bad for Apollo but his brother trying to find a very creative way to shoo shoo those girls away from him. There's Athena, a strong but she is a little spicy to nearly everyone but she's very nice to me.

Apollo is one of my best friend, He may be handsome but I don't think I do have interest with him. He always give me so many advice about how to make medicines, Musics and Poetry! I actually like his poetries. That inspired me to make one or some literature stuff. Apollo is a bit softy and always play some instruments by himself, I secretly listen to his music and they're very soothing. I almost drool myself to sleep, but Apollo always come to me and shake me like I'm some sort of a Maraca to him!

Athena.. uhm, even she is a very spicy Chihuahua. She always defend me from getting bullied by mean classmates, especially Lilith being the biggest bully in class room. Athena teaches me how to defend myself from bad guys, and not only that! She always courage me to be myself because that's what suits me the most. Whenever I am struggling with math, Athena secretly hand me a paper that has solutions and answers, Isn't she so smart?!

And here's me, I was too scared to show myself because my parents aren't so proud of what I did but I'm alright I always get used to this type of environment I went through. I worked too hard to satisfy them but I don't think it works on them, sometimes my mommy immediately slapped me on the face when I share my feelings. My daddy is too busy listen to what my mommy did to me.

Yeah, I'm always alone. I don't know if they ever listen to my heart, I wish I don't exist but yet, I'm still here. Why is this world being too cruel to me?

I have to stop writing this diary, I don't wanna let mommy know that I wasn't doing my homework..