Dear Diary,

  Cthulhu and I have a very good bonding together, we just have so much fun for last 2 days. Cthulhu wondered how I am this calm even he has Madness ability. To be honest though, I was born to be mixed between Good and Evil since my parents have affiliation between Heaven and Hell. So naturally, I was born to be that kind of way. Cthulhu mistakenly thought of me as a Human, oh yeah because I hide my ears with a crotchet hat I've made for myself thanks to my teacher, Hephaestus. Cthulhu shrugs and teaches me "The Way of Summoning The Great Old One" and R'hylehian a bit more, ah this Old man is now a bit forgiving towards me

He looks at me and ask if I can teach him too, well that seems like a fair fair situation so I said yes to him. Cthulhu was pleased, So about 1 and half hours later. Amaterasu finally visited Kingdom of R'hyleh, I think she was so dead worried about me- ah nope, she is super dead worried. 

Asking questions if I'm alright, I said yes. Amaterasu did thank Cthulhu for making me calm down but I don't know if Cthulhu did help me or not. I was even more confused. Amaterasu looked at me and tell me that how on earth I have forgotten that, I truly don't know. Both of them were concern and confused about how a future goddess like me forgotten some events. But there's someone who is right behind Amaterasu, It's her boyfriend, Tsukuyomi- wait I don't remember her talking to me about having a first boyfriend! But there's one guy that truly caught my heart is Shezmu, He's the guy that I was having crush on when he's a transferee in my school. Shezmu and Tsukuyomi are best friends.

I keep staring at Shezmu for good estimated of... uh.. about 1 minute until Amaterasu snaps me out of the trance.

Shezmu, he's the guy that I truly want to get to know him more but I'm really afraid if in the future he has feelings for me.. Surely, I won't hope for that because I've been rejected many times.. 

I wonder what happen to my own parents..?