Dear Diary,

   Amaterasu ask to me if I remember her, I said yes. Then she ask me if I remember other people, I said yes but I don't remember Tsukuyomi and Shezmu were my classmates. Shezmu puts his softly pawful hands on my shoulders and tell me that it's alright for him if I don't remember him, I low-key feel bad for him and his best friend, but I digress. Amaterasu tell me I should've go back home, but I was too afraid to go back home because of my parents are very abusive towards me now. She said that I already have my own home after the "sinful crime" has been going on. Which I was even more confused, Shezmu and I went back to my new house now it begs the question where did mom and dad go? Shezmu tells me that I shouldn't bother that much but.. Why? How? When? What? 

Shezmu made a fine wine, they look like blood. But I didn't like the smell of that wine he made, uurgh. Disgusting... He just laughs off like a wanker he is sometimes. He pats my head like I'm some sort of a small child to him! I'm even more annoyed! 

I may like him but it doesn't mean that he have rights to just straight up tryna insult me like that! I- uh.. sorry I'm kinda distracted

Anyways, Shezmu ask me when was the last time I saw my own parents, I said that when I go to their room, I stole a ritual knife that my dad have. I remember how many times I've run around back and forth in my own room. That's all I remember.

I forgot to mention something to Shezmu, The moment that I lost my sight is I was in a bathroom, there's a bloodied knife on the floor.. Now I think about it, I hope she's fine in hospital, I didn't really mean to hurt anyone like that..

Shezmu and I been talking about ourselves for good 1 and half hours of getting to know each other, and to be honest. I wanna say this to you..

I kinda have common things with him..