Ariyah, I apologize that I have to write these down on your diary. It seems you left your diary in your house I did visited to your house around mid-night, you weren't there. Many blank sheets you've left in your diary I guess you were discouraged to make more diaries with your heart's content which I do feel guilty for you to go through rough times. 

I may be a ruthless god of destruction, but you were the most kindest goddess I have ever met. I thought writing my perspective about you would be good to change your heart.

Amaterasu told me everything about you, Apollo told me everything about you, and one of your classmates did pay a visit to me to tell me everything about you. I was surprised you're very influential for being the most kindest goddess to human kind. You never asked for being worshipped, you only ask to be their friendly neighborhood. A friend that nobody have in their life, and You keep visiting Earth since you were a child. Which I haven't heard about you until today. 

After you teach me to transform myself to human, which you said that you don't need this kind of form. I wasn't expecting you ask me if I'm going to be visited in Earth, I.. regrettably do like visiting to Earth like you ask me to. You said that you've been waiting for me for years to wake me up, I didn't even notice my great great grandfather was a bit irritated by your presence. I apologize about my great great grandfather for scaring you off, He didn't mean to scare you like that.

My job were indeed boring as you said during our stay in Earth, I just laugh it off and I won't bother about it. Humans do crave for anything they want me to make it happened. Which is why I woke up by the time you finally visit my kingdom one last time, You should be thankful.

You shouldn't worry too much about your loved ones, they are all alright. You should worry about yourself. Taking care of yourself is more important than taking care of others, as harsh as it sound you were blinded by the words you've always struck in your head, "I wanted to help others than helping myself". Nonsense, Alianna. You have a sense of humanity like we all do, even we are gods and goddesses. We are just like humans, we all have sense of humanity.

We are all worried for you, sometimes. It's been 2 days that you were gone

Ariyah, if you ever come back. Do me a favor, please guide me to.. "Italy" if you called that in today's modern day of Human Civilization.