I feel terrible, my heads dizzy, I slowly open my eyes and sees the mess that’s laying around me. The ice cream box on the floor, the gingerbread crumbs. Seeing the TVs still on with “the polar express” movie menu on repeat. 

I can’t quite remember what happened last night. When I think about it I can’t remember anything about yesterday. I hear my phone vibrating, Its Jake. I Answer him with a mumbling voice “What?” “Bro, you up for coffee?” I sigh and answer “I’m way to hammered to go out.” He’s quiet for a second, and then says “You’ve been drinking? On a Monday?!?”

Were both quiet for a good 10 seconds. Then he says with a commanding voice “You meet me at Starbucks in 30 minutes.” He then hangs up. When he's being so determent, I can’t do anything about it, ill just have to listen to him. Don’t ask me why, because I can’t explain it.

I rush to Starbucks almost falling down on the ice 5 times. I see him standing at the very inner part, right with the toilet. One of Jakes traits is that he can't control his bladder, so when he’s eating or drinking, he needs to be able to go to the toilet immediately. 

He looks at me and smiles. He's got that aura around him, that just makes you wanna be with him. He's way more popular than me. With his perfect blonde hair, and facial hair. He also has that emo kinda look, with almost everything being black or dark red. He lifts his coffee cup up. I smile back and ask, “What did you get?” He answers “A cortado as usual” and laughs. Then I notice a girl sitting beside him. She has a darker shade of blonde, she wore a lot of white. He moved quickly up and says, “Oh this is my new girlfriend, Jenny” She looks at me and smiles. He then proceeds to make this way worse; "Jenny meet my closest and most dearest friend, Siren." 

I could see how she slowly realized what he just said, and then opened her eyes wide up and yells; “Ahhh! You’re Siren! The vocalist! Jake has talked so much about you. I’m happy to finally be able to meet you. You look way cuter than he described!” I feel my face starts getting warmer I try to connect what she just said… Jake then laughs and answers jokingly “Arent we together, or do you wanna dump me for him.” Jenny looks back at him and grunts “I was just being nice.” 

Jake then takes another sip of his expresso, and ask “So, why did you drink so much on a Monday night?” He gives me a serious look. I feel the sweat in my hands, it feels like everyone is looking at me after he asked me that. They all eager to hear my pathetic excuse for drinking. I whisper to him “I don’t really want to talk about that in public” He looks at me and quickly get what I’m hinting at, he smiles and then whispers back “ We can talk about it later then.” I nod to him and then go back to look at the menu.

There’s a lot of people here. Talking, laughing, kissing, and taking pictures of their orders for their followers, all of them being a boy and girl couple. My mind started thinking if I were to do the same with a boy would they care? It's 2020, so it shouldn't be an issue, but it still feels wrong. Why do I even think about that I haven't been in a relationship, I couldn't even handle the most simple stuff during a date. No, I'm better alone. 

After a while, I ordered a “Signature Hot Chocolate” Yeah I know I’m wired for not liking coffee, and funny enough I work in a coffee shop. This one to be exact. I went up to wait in line to order when my boss saw me and went up to me reminding me that I had to work an extra hour tomorrow. How lucky I am. 

When I finally got to order I looked for my wallet. But I couldn't find it! Where could it be? Jake offered to pay for it, but I told him I had no time to drink now. I had to find my wallet asap!

I run back to my apartment, looked through all my junk, and nothing. Where had I left it? Could it be… No, don’t tell me I forgot it at the store with the employee. I looked at my phone it's 19:24 I got to hurry.

I run as fast as I can to the mall. I think to myself “You can make it. Maybe if you’re lucky that guy won't even work today.” 

I get to the store to see someone else work. Thank god, then at least I avoid meeting him. I ask the employee “Hey, I was by here yesterday at six, and I forgot my wallet since I was in a rush, would you happened to have it here still?” She looks under the desk. She then says “Sorry if we find lost things, we're supposed to put them under here, but there's no wallet here. You can ask the security if you’re quick. enough.” “Oh okay, thanks!” I say as I run towards the security.

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Unfortunately, he said they didn’t have any wallet there either. He asked for my number so if he were to find it, he could contact me immediately. I walk defeated back home. 

I lay in bed, thinking about yesterday. What is wrong with me? Why can’t I be normal, and be interested in girls? Why does my body react only to other males? Regardless I can’t lay awake all night thinking about that, hopefully, work tomorrow will make me forget about him...

With his pretty face, purple eyes, and cute medium nose. I smile, then I realize what I just said; WTF SIREN! Stop thinking about him!!! Sometimes I just hate myself.

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End of chapter two.

Hope you liked the second chapter.

Thank you all who read and enjoyed the first chapter, you made me cry of joy. Hope this chapter didn’t disappoint. Well soon get to know the boys' name ^^ and they’ll meet dw, also sorry if my grammar is really bad, English isn’t my main language…

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