I wake up feeling my chest being heavier than normal. My arms and legs feel like they’ve been working out for an hour nonstop. I look around, it's a big bedroom. The window on my right is covered with roller blind. There’s a lamp on the roof, as well as beside the bed on a bedside table, both turned off. The walls are white, and the floor is dark oak. I lay in a double bed. I then realize, I’m not in my own apartment, nor any of my friends. Where am I?

I take a step down on the dark oak floor. It’s cold, I look down at my feet, it's naked, I don’t have any socks on! I look at my clothes, I’m wearing a white pyjama with Christmas trees on it! I look down beside the bedside table, there’s a pair of slippers. I take em on my naked feet. I feel an immediate warmness. I walk towards the door. It's difficult to navigate in the dark. I should’ve scrolled the roller blinds up. But it's too late now, it’ll go quicker to just navigate to the door handle anyway.

I finally find the door handle and get out of the bedroom to meet the sudden burst of light from the windows. I get blinded for a good 5 seconds. Then I see a silhouette getting closer to me. I slowly get my vision back and get to see how it is standing in front of me. Its... Its Cheonsa! I’ve slept in Cheonsas bedroom!!! I think I’m gonna faint any second now!

He’s wearing a black hoodie. But then I get lost in his eyes again, they're like therapy to me. I forget everything else when I see his beautiful eyes, as well as his perfect cut and styled hair, with his cute nose, and I can never forget those soft lips that are always reflecting the light. I wonder how it would feel to have them pressed against mine. No, I have to stay strong!

“Are you hungry?” He asks while looking away. “Y... Yeah.” I reply trying to act normal. Even though my heart is acting up again and I feel the sweat coming.

He had already made breakfast. I sit down at the table. I start eating on the egg and bacon. He eats as well. It’s quiet while we eat. Except for the sound of knives and forks hitting the plates. This is getting way too uncomfortable. I need to get this awkwardness to end. I try to form words, but I don’t really know what to say so I end up just saying random words, with a lot of pauses. He stops eating and looks at me. He sighs and then says “I didn’t do anything last night. I slept on the couch, though my aunt said it wouldn’t be a problem if we slept together.” What! Why I “That wasn’t what I was trying to ask!” I respond, though your aunt had right, it wouldn’t be a problem at all. “Then what did you want to ask?” He responds with a slight hint of annoyance. I take a deep breath then respond, “I want to apologize on how I acted, both times.” He looks at me then down at his plate. It’s silence for a very long time. He then says “My aunt said I could stay here until you woke up, and I should follow you to your apartment. Then I would have to get back to the store immediately” He gets up and grab his plate and walk toward the dishwasher. He ignored my apology. Doesn’t he like me anymore?

After that we got out, I browed one of his coats. It's still such silence around us. I haven’t even been in a relationship with him and were already having this coldness I have been afraid of getting for such a long time. His eyes are looking straight down at the sidewalk. Every second minute a car drives beside us. I hear children laugh from the playground at the park above us. I see the mall from here, then it's not long before I’m back at my apartment. I need to get stuff fixed around us. I look at him, while he’s still looking down at the ground. Should I tell him? Should I ask if he still likes me? He looks up and turns his head towards me “Listen...” I say but stop cause there’s way too much on my mind. What should I start with? “I don’t want to have this awkward air around us. So, I want to get things clear around us...” I get cut up by Cheonsa asking “Why? We don’t know each other.” What a way to make things worse. Though he got a point, all I know is he lives with his aunt, and his family has neglected him for being gay. He doesn’t know anything about me. “I know, you’ve got a point, ill give you that much...” After saying that I realize how stupid I sound and stop, I look down at the ground as well. I then sallow my spit and say “I like you too...” He stops up. He looks at me and laughs “A bit late don’t you think?” Yeah, its delayed I know, but “I haven’t stopped thinking about you since the day I first got my eyes on you, and the more I meet you the more I like you.” Oh! Did I just say that out loud! I look at his face, his eyes are wide up, he’s like a statue. I get up closer to him and look at his eyes that’s still wide open and say “I ran away because I was shocked to hear you had similar feelings towards me. It happened so sudden, so I got panic, I was drunk the second time, so I wasn’t quite on the ground then.” I don’t know how I suddenly got the courage to confess all that. All my feelings and inner thoughts just burst out, was it just a sudden hopeless hope for him to stop being cold? Regardless he still was in shock and didn’t know what to do.

I start walking away, he probably doesn’t want to talk to me anymore. I hear the phone ringing. Its Jake, I pick up and ask “Hey bro, what is it?” Before Jake gets to say anything, my arm that’s holding the phone get dragged down, and I feel someone holding a gentle grip at me and turning me around I can hear from the phone Jake asking if I’m still there. I close my eyes. Feeling my lips yet again getting warmed by the soft and wet lips. Then I open my mouth to feel a tongue crawling inside liking my tongue. I let go of my phone that falls on the ground. And I let go of all resistance and hold my hands around his waist and back. I feel my mouth getting warmer and warmer, my heart beats faster and faster. I forget everything around me and I enjoy the moment I got.

Maybe my wish will become true...

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Thanks for reading!

I realize now that a lot of the episodes starts with him waking up, and often by him having a hangover XD

Anyway, yay they kissed! And it wasn’t a short one either! I felt like I couldn’t keep having this coldness around these two, I want to build their relationship in these 24/25 episodes, so I need the time :,) Hope you enjoy this story as much as I do!

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