It's less than two weeks left till the concert. I went to the studio earlier than usual, having more motivation than ever before. After the kiss with Cheonsa last night. We talked a lot on the way to my apartment. We agreed to have a date later today. So while we're practising I get an extra quick of energy thinking about the date. We jam for a good 2 hours. Now we're only practising to have fun! and of cause to not make a single mistake next Saturday. 

We decided to take a short break. I get out to get some fresh air. I grabbed a cup of hot chocolate with me out. It's clouded today. I'm leaning to the wall right beside the door into the studio. I hear the door open, its Jake. He’s holding a cup of coffee. He walks towards me and stands on the right for me. He takes a sip, and then says, “You did really well today, more than you usually do...” He starts smiling, and take another sip. “We all did great, you, me, and Miles,” I answer. Then he starts laughing and says “You just seem to have gotten a boost out of thin air. something tells me the date went well. Maybe I was wrong about it, maybe it was a good call of you to forget Cheonsa?” He looks away towards the traffic. Well, no he was a creep and in fact Cheonsa and I ended up making out. I should probably tell Jake about last night, but before I get to say anything, he cut me off saying “Enough break, time to work.”

After some time I had enough and told jake about the date. Then I rushed to my apartment. I searched my closet for clothes to wear. I need to look as good as possible, I don't want to undress. I lay all my clothing on the floor; I look at all of them. What would Cheonsa like the most? After an hour of searching, I ended up just putting together something, hoping I wouldn't look too bad.

Now I’m running through the thick snow. I regret not dressing more for the winter. I finally get to café. I see Cheonsa standing with the entrance. He’s got a proper style! With his dark blue shirt, black jeans, with shiny black shoes. He also got glasses on! Omg! I think I’ve fallen even more in love with him. He looks at me with a smile and says, “You look good.” He's got to be kidding with me! This is an abomination!!! But I'm not gonna say that to him, no. I say "Thanks! But you look so fucking handsome!!!" He laughs, and says "Thank you..." I move closer to kiss him... "You cute little bunny." Already starting with pet names huh. I move back He ruined the moment. "You don't like that pet name, but that's alright. I'll come up with something else..." He adjusts his glasses then he coughs and asks "Are the glasses a bit much? My aunt insisted that I would drop the lenses and have these glasses on but I'm not sure..." I cover my hand over his mouth. I move closer and whisper "They look cute on you. Tho you look hot regardless." I move away, wow did I just say that to him. He starts blushing, and says in a nervous voice “L... let’s get inside.” 

When we get inside, it immediately feels like eyes are staring at me everywhere, judging me! I regret coming here... Maybe I should just run away? No! I should at least tell Cheonsa. We sit down. I feel my heart racing, and I'm sweating. I just wanna disappear! 

It seems like Cheonsa was able to read my body language very well because I felt his warm hand holding mine. He moved closer to me, so close I could see each strain of hair on his eyelashes. His soft voice calmed me down when he said “Don’t worry about them. They are not worthy of your attention.” I feel my chins getting warm. Did he just say that to me! I grab the menu and place it in front of my face, to hide my blushing. I can feel him staring at me, he clearly knows I’m blushing after that, who wouldn’t, or am I just too soft?

We end up ordering steaks with potato and carrots. It was delicious. Cheonsa seemed to enjoy it as much as me! We talked for a while, we finally got time to know each other. For every minute, I felt more and more drawn to him. He just got that charm with him, that was also a key facture of how he kicked my interest last week.

While we were waiting for the dessert, I felt as if my bladder would explode any second. I ran towards the bathroom, lucky for me it wasn’t occupied. I’m on my way back, but I get stopped by a girl that stood in front of me. I move away to let her pass; she probably needs to pee. She just faces at me, she has a long curly hair, it’s a wooden dark brown colour, her face was filled with the makeup of all kinds, I’m no expert on that sort of thing, but it fit together nicely. She’s 10 centimetres shorter than me. She’s wearing a deep purple dress and black shoes. She’s got a pretty low voice, low but focused. She looks at me with her bright blue eyes and says, “Are you and that cute guy dating?” she points at Cheonsa. I just stare at her with my empty look. Then I hear high heels kick the wooden floor in a hurry, followed by heavy footsteps behind. I look to my left and see an older woman, with short curly blonde hair. Wearing a bright pink dress. She’s got golden earrings on both her ears. Her eye locks are purple like, probably the girl’s mother, she used a lot of her time on her daughter, so she couldn’t get chance to fixate her own makeup, before coming here. I see a grey-haired, short, and oval waisted man, with rectangle glasses. The older woman grabs the girl’s hand and tries to pull her daughter towards herself. The mother says, “Come here, young lady!” The daughter gets rid of her mother’s grip and yells “No! I’m just asking him if they’re on a date!” She then points at my face with her small finger. The older woman looks at me and then back at her daughter and says, “Don’t bother him.” She forces her hand on her daughters and starts walking back. I start walking back to Cheonsa, but then I hear the girl yell “But you said two boys can’t date!” I look down on the floor and slowly walk back to my table. I feel my breath gets heavier! My head starts spinning, everything gets heavier.

Cheonsa smiles when he sees me and says “The dessert got here right after you left, it’s still hot though” I look down at the plates, its... it's my favourite dessert, it’s a brownie, with vanilla ice cream, with melted chocolate on the side. I feel it getting too heavy for me I feel as if I’m gonna fall off any second now. Cheonsas smile disappears, and gets replaced by a look of concern, he then asks, “Is anything wrong?” I close my eyes; I feel my throat getting heavy. Then a sense of warmth surrounds me, it makes me feel at ease. Then I hear Cheonsa say with a calm voice “Do you want to go?” He's so considerate, I wouldn’t even think that someone could be so caring and understand so much. I nod, and we get out. I still don’t want to open my eyes again, but I peek towards the table where the family sat, and they still sat there. The girl, the father, and her mother who looked at me with disgust.

Cheonsa joined me home, he got the dessert with him. So, we turned on a Christmas movie together, both laying underneath a blanket, eating cake. This made me forget everything that had happened earlier. But that won't last long. I’ll still be judged, that is just how it is. Cheonsa ended up spending the night with me.

This time he got to share the bed with me...

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