I worked for yet another 8 hours, and then rushed home to get changed. When I'm home I start to feel my chest getting heavy by thinking about the Christmas town. I then walk up to the mirror and look at myself. I need to do this; it will be fine, and nothing will happen! 

After a while of saying that to myself, I feel my chest getting lighter. I proceed to find something nice to wear. I look through my closet. Why is it, every time I’m meeting Cheonsa I can’t decide what to wear, next time I’ll ask him to come here and choose for me!

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I get to the entrance to Christmas Town. It’s a very tall entrance and on top of the entrance, it's written in big letters “Christmas Town” Its basically a yearly thing here, it’s like a Christmas themed carnival, both family’s and couples get here and enjoy a night, with music, roller coasters, and food. They’ve filled the town with Christmas lights, both white, red, blue, green, and purple...

I see couples everywhere! They seem to have a great time, and then ill probably ruin it just by being there. I feel the temperature getting lower, I feel like I’m going to freeze in no time! Are they staring at me? Judging me?!? Maybe this was a bad idea. I should just text Cheonsa, and say I got sic. I turn around, and then I see the purple eyes, soft lips, and cute medium nose. He smiles and says, “I’m so happy to see you came,” It's wired how I feel way warmer the second I see him. It has never happened that quick before. He's wearing the same winter jacket as when he confessed, I felt my cheeks getting warm. He stares at me, and laughs “What, am I making you uncomfortable?” I was going to say no, but before I could make myself say it, I felt my lips getting hit by a softness, like jelly, and very very very sweet candy! My heartfelt as if was gonna explode any minute now! I didn’t even realize I had closed my eyes. The sweetness faded away from my lips, and I opened my eyes to then hear Cheonsa say with the hottest turn on deep voice, “Did you like it?” My heart falls off my chest, I can’t hold a grip on myself! I start stuttering half-formed words back, and Cheonsa smiles and says, “You’re cute when you’re blushing.” I feel his arm resting on my back, he stares at me. His purple eyes look even prettier with the reflections from the Christmas lights. He starts waving at me I answer with “What?” He laughs, what’s so funny, did I say something dumb again? He answers, “I tried asking you if you were ready to go inside, but you seemed to be lost in thoughts.” Well... actually “I was lost in you...” I look at his face, his relaxed face slowly turned red, and his eyes seemed to press out tears.

We got into the Christmas Town and went to every roller coaster there was. Sometimes I would see other people look at us wired, but then I just looked at him, and he would look back at me, and hold a tight grip on my hand, I could feel he saying to me “We're together, you’re safe.”

We went to the restaurant, that is filled with families, and couples, there was only one table left. We were lucky to get the last one. We ordered one big pizza and each a soda. “So how has the night been so far?” Cheonsa said while looking at me, from the opposite of me. It was a round table, with a red Christmas cloth with reindeer and presents designs on it, in the middle there was a white candle placed on a silver candlestick. “It has been a great night! I don’t think I’ve had this much fun before. Thank you” It really has been great, I felt safe around you, you’ve protected me from my angst. I couldn’t ask for a better man, you’re the man in my dreams... Oh god, that was wayy too cheesy! He smiles back to me and says “No, thank you.” What did he mean by that? What does he have to thank me for, maybe he’s just being polite?

Our pizza came, and it tasted so good! Pizza really is the best thing to have on a date. We sat there for what felt like 30 minutes, but they told us they were closing. We didn’t even get to enjoy more of the Christmas Town. Cheonsa looked at me and whispered, “We'll finish it next year.” We slowly walked back home. It feels like we’ve been together for months, but we’ve only been dating for a few days.

“I’ve got work tomorrow, so I need to get home now,” Cheonsa says it with a low voice. “It’s not a problem, you can sleep with me tomorrow night?” I look at him with a dirty look. He smiles and pushes me tight to his chest, “I look forward till that.” We both walk our separate ways, as the snow slowly falls.

I lay in my bed thinking about tomorrow night. It’s going to be great! But what a wired two weeks this has been. I started the first day worrying about my family presents, which I haven’t even gotten around to do! And now I’m going to have sex for the second time with a guy that might even become my boyfriend.

This weekend, I need to know more about Cheonsa, and well go closer, and then ill ask him to become my boyfriend. 

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