Jay couldn't sleep, that was obvious. He paced back and forth, fiddling with his hands and tugging at his clothes- which he had changed into a hoodie and shorts- and running his hands through his hair. Curiosity weighted down on Jay, and he was so excited yet nervous. Why am I even excited? He asked himself. It's not like we’re dating. It's not like anythings going to happen… Thoughts upon thoughts crowded in his head, and when midnight came, Jay was a blushing mess. Billy… You sly boy. Jay curled his nose, opening Billys’ door. You know the best ways to torture someone. He saw Billy, sitting on his best, and Jay did a soft cough to show that he was in the room with him.

Billy saw him, and his eyes lit up, which made Jay feel hot all of a sudden, the room was dark, and only the silhouette of the moon lit up the two, Billy beckoned for Jay to come closer. And Jay stepped lightly over to him still he was sitting next to him.

“You came,” Billy whispered.

“Of course I did,” Jay said in a normal voice. “You know that this room is soundproof… You don't have to whisper.”

“I know,” Billy chuckled. “But you’re so beautiful… you just took my breath away.”

Jay huffed and gave him a small shove. “I bet you just tell that to all the girls.”

“Maybe, but this time, I actually mean it.” Billy tucked a strand of hair behind Jay’s ear.

“O-oh…” Jays’ eyes locked on Billy’s hand, so soft. So gentle…

“So…” Billy’s hand drew away. “What did you mean by, ‘I don't wanna be heartbroken again’?”

Jay sighed. “It's a long story.”

“I'm listening… We’ve got all night.” Billy tips his head.

“Stubborn…” Jay mumbled softly, then sighed. “It was my first job as a maid… And… Believe it or not, I was pretty shy- don't laugh.” Jay added, poking Billy when he snorted. “I was! And my first master was this guy, he was charming, funny, and… a flirt.” Jay sighed, closing his eyes. “He hit on me, and I actually thought he liked me… So, a week into that job… I told him about my feelings.” Jay felt hot with embarrassment, trailing off.

“Continue,” Jay realized he had Billy roped into the story when Billy had leaned forward, eyes wide with interest.

“He… Laughed at me,” Jay sighed once more. “He told everyone, and they all laughed at me,” Jays’ face burned, humiliated from that day, his heart ached as he remembered the boy’s scornful face, full mockery. “He was no one would ever love a maid like me…” He felt himself grow more humiliated, not meeting Billy’s gaze. “That's why I decided to never let my guard down, if I could never let anyone know how I feel, then no one would ever be able to break my heart.”

Billy was silent, so Jay peeked and looked at him, Billy had a serious look on his face, eyebrows furrowing. Jay nervously bit his lip excepting a laugh or a look that read ‘youre so stupid.’

But instead, he caught Jay by surprise.

Billy took Jay’s hand and lowered his voice into a whisper. “I’m so soory that happened to you.” He rubbed Jays’ hand, sending shivers up the blondies spine. “But you shouldn’t punish yourself because of one bastard’s mistake.”

Jay looks away. “I...I just don't want to be heartbroken again…”

“Trust me… you won’t.”

Taken but surprise, Jay looks over at him, Billy’s eyes were softer than feathers, making Jay’s body feel hot.

“I…” Jay’s voice trailed away as Billy tipped his chin up. Energy sparked between the two. “B-Billy…” Jay’s voice was barely a whisper.

“Jay…” Billy breathed softly. And then kissed him.

Jay’s heart skipped a beat, then he closed his eyes and kissed back, Billy’s lips were soft and gentle, making Jay want more. Jay straightened up on his knees, leaning into Billy. Billy wrapped his arms around Jays’ waist and pulled him in close. Jay, now craving the kiss, sat on Billy’s lap to get closer to him. Billy dug his fingers through the maid’s blond hair, humming into the kiss. Jay let out a soft whimper, lips parting, Billy slid his tongue in, exploring the space. Jay’s whole body shivered with thrill, he tightened his grip on Billy, Jay moved closer to him, so, so greedy for Billy’s taste. It was unlike anything he’s ever known. Jay moaned softly in the back of his throat, and Billy pulled back.

“You shouldn’t tease me like that~” Billy stroked Jay’s cheek. “I might not be able to control myself~”

Jay blushed harder, clinging onto Billy’s shirt.

Billy chuckles deeply. “You’re so cute~ With that little red face of yours.”

Jay huffed and buried his head in Billy’s chest. Billy’s eyes were filled with affection, the blondie was a blushing mess. He had never felt a kiss so sweet… Well, He has never felt a kiss at all, it was something new, something amazing. Jay couldn't fight the urge of wanting something so much. Jay reached up and brushed his lips across Billy’s jawline.

Billy chuckles, “Uh oh, didn't know that you would get this needy.”

“Sh-shaddup,” Jay mumbles, clinging onto Billy’s shirt even tighter. “I'm quite a needy person.”

Billy smirks. “Well don't worry, I’ll soothe your every need.” Then he kissed Jay.

Over.

And over.

And over.