i wake up in the temple and sit up "ugh" Ellie "THAT WAS SO IDIOTIC" i roll my eye's and stand up "really i just wake up from blacking out and the first thing you do is yell at me" Ellie "you took human's to a kindergarten" i growl "well excuse me i didn't exactly know there were those monster's there i dealt with them didn't i" Ellie "that isn't the point you need to be far more responsible then this your" i cut her off "im what yellow diamond a diamond a perfect being that should never make a mistake a high authority i don't give a flying fuck what i am" Ellie "alex" i growl "no im done with your shit i am not my mom im not a diamond but your just a follower ya go ahead blame me for my mom disappearing see if i care you won't need to worry about that anymore cues im done with you entirely" i storm out of the temple pissed off Ellie fell to her knee's and started to cry i was walking thru beach city and into the near by woods my hand's in my pocket "need to be more responsible my ass" i look at my hand that was sparking a lot i try to calm down "she need's to learn to be more understanding" i held my head "she dose nothing but blame me for whatever goes wrong" i grip the ground and breath getting up and heading home and to the garage were a box marked lightning was i open it and take out a electric guitar i take my jacket off and plug it in and start playing it "Responsibility ha she say i need to learn it i laugh at that i grow up with a special responsibility keeping my power's hidden and trying to control them yet she keeps on growning on nagging me thinking im my mom but im not no were near that buy hey maybe i should cut her some slack after all she deals with a human gem hybrid everyday now she meets another one plush the resistaints my mother fought i can imagine can't be easy then there's me letting my temper getting out of control sparking everywhere snapping every shot i get all cues this responsibility is so sufficating people wish for what i have but that makes me laugh if only they knew that powers aren't all that if only i could trade with someone cues i don't want this responsibility they think it's so simple having a power being able to do whatever they want but that's the buggest fairy tell of it all that joke makes me laugh so why this world full of clowns making me laugh wanting the curse i have no wait not a curse the gift of my mother im blamming on and my big sis all cues im sufficating from all this responsibility if only i could breath and stop drowing from all this water around me keeping this power in check not blowing up not hurting people doing whats right it's all so sufficating i hate this responsibility but i got to suck it up and deal with this responsibility so it's time to say im sorry and make up before i tear the relation ship i made with her for years down to the ground over me so now im breathing no longer drowing with this responsiblity and in peace ready to say im so sorry to the woman who raised me for years~" i stopped playing whenever i play my guitar it helped calm me down i set my guitar down and go walk around the beach i wasn't ready to talk to Ellie yet i lay on the beach and look at the sky "i really screwed up this time" i put my arm over my face "when will i learn to shut up and be mad in silence" i sigh and sit up standing up and heading to the temple i open the door seeing Ellie on the couch next to her it was a few minutes until i said something "im sorry for snapping at you i was just in a bad mood" she hugged me "im sorry im so so sorry i never wanted you to feel like i was trying to blame you for your mother or making you to be like her i know you alex nothing more nothing less" i smile and hug her she hugged back patching up are relation ship