Nesoto’s Point of View

Now I was on college. I barely saw Romeo ever again after that day in high school. And now I see him even less. No wonder since he's still in high school and I´m in college. My view about omegas changed since then. In college omegas are accepted like they should be if you trust my father’s words. He was our alpha so for sure he had to have this opinion. But he was a good alpha in general. For sure he was never as bad as I were back in high school. He was the perfect man, and I was happy to step into his footsteps one day. Or at least that was my plan back then. You won't get alpha with births right. After the old alpha dies or steps back, you have to fight for the right with every other recruiter. During this phase the beta, the right hand of the alpha, handles the pack. He's as well the one explaining the new alphas his rights and restrictions. I for myself trained every day getting alpha. I got a pretty high alpha scent since I was a kid. Even as a young one everyone, mostly ladies and omegas, fell for me. I was the perfect candidate for the place. And it was clear if I wouldn´t win, I would have gone to build up my own pack. Only problem on this plan was the fact of my mate. As every other shapeshifter I got to find my mate one day and he would have had to come with me on the journey building a new pack. But back then these plans were written in the stars. I wasn't thinking of my dad stepping back or dying so I wasn't searching for my mate as well. I enjoyed my life. I fucked around when I wasn't at home or hung out with my friends I met in college. Maybe luckily for me and my view about omegas I lost my old pack from high school and I didnt cry after them. They were dogs nothing more, nothing less. Only person I lost and still pretty miss was my best friend. We were best friends since childhood but he turned away after I said that I may have found out who my mate was. An omega. He was one who still was against omegas so he left me. But luckily I found a better one. Marco. We met in college. He is one year younger than me, but he is a good man. I don't know why it seems like I drag alphas but just like Raphael, my best friend from Kindergarten days, Marco was an alpha as well. But he was more one of the chilly alphas. One of those good guys. And for sure one of the persons helping me changing.

Besides my best friend I got a perfect family as well. There was my dad, the alpha, a loving dad, a little sternly but never unfair. Then there was my mom, a loving mom as well. A good luna for the pack and a mom how everyone wishes to get a mom. Next in line is my older brother Lucas. He's an Alpha as well, but he isn't a person with the goal of ruling a pack. His only goal is to build a loving family. Right now he was on a journey through other packs, in hope for finding his mate. Last but not least we got my little sister Roxie. A stressy little lady, an omega as well. The only omega in my life I was able to accept and to love without any reserve. To sum it up, I have a loving and healthy family. Why was I a scum then back in high school? Maybe because I wanted to make clear which place the omegas got. Maybe because of false friends and a false best friend? Maybe. I don't know to be honest. At least I changed. In college I was still reserved with omegas, but I didn't harm them anymore. I was happy with my life. Fucking around, living life. Most of the time I was with girls. I was a playboy still. Broke hearts of every girl walking through my aura. Marco just shook his head with a light smile whenever he saw. He knew I would change once I found my mate. And he was sure I was mated with an omega. From time to time he even got me on blind dates to let me meet with some omegas, but never ever my wolf got attached to any of them. There was only one omega wandering my mind once in a while. One I wasn't a good person with. One I broke, maybe forever… And yes. I felt like scum nowadays for my actions back then. I knew he idolized me. I felt his gaze whenever we met and I got nothing but contempt for him. And then this day came. The day of his heat and a switch just switched. I don't know why I let this happen to him. Maybe it was because I hated the idea of being mated with an omega. Maybe it was because of my false friends. Maybe because my mind was blanked with my rut. I don´t know. But I know that this one omega never left my mind again completely. Sometimes I even dreamed about the situation. How he laid there on the ground being raped, begging them to stop. Looking up to me with a silence question to help him. And other then in real life in my dreams I changed into my wolf, stopped them from rapping, growled and barked against everyone trying to step him near. In my dreams my wolf stood above him. Clearly seeable in rut, but I didn't touch him. I just shielded him from the looks. I knew what this dream meant, but I ignored the wolf inside of me. I was sure there had to be another mate for me outside there. Romeo Allen wasn't my mate.

One day I swiped through my Timider profile. Searching for a new hook up, when a fox popped up on my screen. I was confused. Wasn't this the fox I saw with Romeo once or twice? They were so close, I thought they were a thing. Seemed like I was wrong. I looked through the profile, then swiped him right. Maybe I got the ability to talk to him.

Finns point of view

A few weeks later, after Meo showed me Timider, a person I didn't expect to see popped up on my screen. Nesoto Rivera. Who would have thought this? I got into Meos room, seeing if he was at home. Our little wolf got a few dates over the last weeks so we barely saw each other except from school. We agreed to hang around less together to see the reaction of his wolf clearer for him and I wanted to make it as easy as possible for my loved one, even if it was hard to be that distance.

Luckily Romeo was at home. He sat in his room with Raven next to him. They were watching a series. As I got inside, he looked up to me. “What’s up?” He asked, stopping the series. “Look at this” I answered and showed him the screen of my phone. Romeos and Ravens eyes got round. “What should I do? Swipe him left or right?” I asked them. They looked at each other. “Left!!” Raven instantly said, while Romeo hesitated. “No…” He said. Then he looked back at me. “If you want, swipe him right. You don´t get into my way with dating, now I don´t get into yours.” “Meo, are you sure with this?” Raven asked. He nodded. “But what if they get a thing, are you sure you want to see your rapist once in a while?”  Now Meo got angry. “I know what I do Raven! It's Finns decision and I trust him, so will you” He nodded and I did as well, still unsure what to do. I stepped up in front of my loved one and hugged him. “I will meet him, but not for me, for you. I will take a closer look at this stupid wolf. Maybe he has changed.” I felt Romeos arms getting around me, hugging me back. I smiled, stayed a moment to long, so Raven growled, and left I them again. It was beneficial smelling the scent of my mate again since we were in such a distance right now.

I got back into my room and swiped Nesoto to the right. A heart popped up and the message “Matched” screamed at me from my screen.