Day after day, I'm seeing my grandfather with Olivia. And it doesn't seems right, I really got a bad feeling about this. He's naturally not friendly to students yet here he is being seen with a student named Olivia. The "tomorrow" he said didn't really happen and it's been several days ago. 

"What's the matter, Mr. President? You didn't look so well, lately." Lucian said who really look worried. 

"What if I leave this council, are you leaving with me?" I ask while looking down. I don't have any confidence with me that Lucian will always says what I want to hear.

"I'll definitely going to leave with you." He answer with a smile

"Why?" 

"Because it's you, if you're going to resign it feels that somethings not right. I mean you resigning look so odd and I believe in you, I know you have your reason." At what he said, I can't help but to kiss him and hug him tightly.

"Thank you for always staying by my side even when I'm acting childish all the time." My eyes, they're teary right now, any moment I feel like my tears are going to fall. 

"It's not you if you're not childish." I'm offended but for the sake of the atmosphere I'm going to let that one pass. 

After a minute or less someone knock twice, it's sebastian. He's the only one who always knocking twice before opening the door. 

"President Darren, the dean wants to talk to you." 

"Don't worry, I'm always here for you." Lucian said and gave me assuring smile before I take my leave, I said about his decision. 

"In case that I'll resign after talking to the dean, you can make a resignation or an excuse to leave the council. If you change your mind and don't want to leave anymore. Don't worry I'll definitely understand and respect your decision." I'm nervous but even I'm not in this council, Lucian is mine, still mine and will always be mine. 

When I step in the first word that dean said is Olivia's name. That hit me hard, I know this will happen but I'm not sure what's going on. 

"I know you want to boast something about Olivia to impress me and accept her." I said and hide to him my very disappointed look but I just can't. 

"You know I'm doing this for the school." He said without having an eye contact with me. 

"I see, so you do think that if we accept her it will grace our school." I said and act like I'm thinking to consider it. I know I'm being rude but I need to do this. Because I'm here in this position for the sake of our school grace, that's my role until I love this position. And it's an order from him, of course, what he only cares are all about this school. 

When I saw him nod, I really don't know what I'm going to do, Am I quitting or what. In the end, I decided to look after Olivia first before considering again the idea of resigning to our beloved council. I'm really being rude and going too far but the school's name is in the line and our family's reputation too. Just me judging someone I really don't like, she seriously got a bad impression from me so yeah, I can't help it. 

"Then I'm going to accept her, if it trouble us then we're in trouble, just like that." I said and give him a polite smile. 

"That's what I like to you, Darren." That's the only thing you like to me. Being your puppet and nothing else aside from that. To that I walk out without bidding goodbye to him. As I step out I saw Olivia having that smug look again. 

"How's it?" My vice president welcone me with a question, looking like a worried wife. Ah, my eyes are tricking me but I really want him to be one, and the one who's going to welcome me when I comeback from work. That's not super far, we're alreafy at last year of college so I guess dreaming like that is just perfectly fine. 

"It's just fine, I guess." I said and sigh

"Then I'm going yo hide this for now." He said and wave the envelope his holding. I just smile and nod. 

I wish to be with you until I can shout to the world that I love you. And our love will continue even when we're grey hair. Until they accept our forbbiden love.