ARUS’ POV
It was hard to understand what was my motive when I hugged him. I was thinking what I was doing with him -now in my house without my wife- by consoling him. There was no answer for that. I grabbed some snacks and went back to the living room to watch a film with Earth. He was sitting on the sofa and looking at the tv which is not turned on yet. What was he thinking now?
“Are you ok?” I asked and he flinched.
“Yeah…” he said.
“What do you prefer to watch?”
“Doesn’t really matter. Anything distract me is ok for me.” He said.
So I chose a comedy movie and gave him a beer and put the snacks on the empty space between us. The film was really good and we watched it like old friends and laughed together. He seemed happy. Not happy exactly but forgot what happened with Sam. At some point, his laughs were like a musice for me and I quit to watch the film and watched him instead. His eyes were shining and looking like a little child. There was an urge to hold him and caress his face but I didn’t. I shouldn’t. He noticed my stare and turned his head to me. We just stared each other for a while. He didn’t comment on this and turned back to the film. I gulped my beer and opened the second one.
“Do you want another beer?” I asked.
“Yes please.” He said while looking at my bottle. I gave him another beer.
“Thanks. Didn’t you like the movie? You are not watching.” He said.
“Uhm…No it is good actually. Just distracted I guess.”
“…By?”
“Sometimes I forgot how much blunt you are.” I said.
He just smirked and drank his beer. Ofcourse he noticed my stare.
While the movie was going on we drank our seventh beer. Both of us were tipsy. And like in a hurry. Like we were trying to reach at a destination both of us were not knowing where.
By the time the movie ended I had no idea about the movie. I was just looking at his face features, his back, his mouth’s movements while laughing, his legs, fingers. I could feel he was tense because of my stare. My blood was boiling in my veins. That one and the only night was playing on my mind continuesly. My angels and demons were in a battle.
EARTH’S POV
I really didn’t have any clue about how did the movie ended. His eyes were burning my body and soul at the same time. I couldn’t turned my eyes at him. Couldn’t locked my eyes on his. All I felt was burning in my body parts. Every parts. Even my toes were burning because of him. All I need to do was going back to my room before anything happened between us. I needed to run away.
“So…I…I think I should go back to my room now.” I said without looking at him.
“…Yeah?” he asked and anybody could sense his disappointment in his voice. I couldn’t keep myself and turned to look at his eyes.
“Yeah…It is better…I guess.”
“Better?”
“Yeah…Thank you for…the movie…and helped me… to not think about Sam for a while.”
I tried to stand up. But the beers I drank pulled me down. I was more than tipsy. Tried to stand up again and lost my balance and fall down on Arus. My crutches were on the floor and I was exactly on him. My chest was on his and my position was between his legs. Like I calculated all of this I was embarrassed.
Now my nose tip was milimeter away from his, we were looking at each other. I saw his darkened eyes while looking at me. I saw his battle inside. I was not different than him. He reached out his hand and touched my face. Caressed my cheek. The sexual tension between us could be felt physically. You could reach and touch it. I closed my eyes. It was impossible to look at his eyes now. It was impossible to run away. An unvisible web was on me and I couldn’t move away. His hand stayed on my cheek for a while and then cupped my face. Other hand went to my neck. I knew what’s coming now and told myself to got up and run away. But I couldn’t. Opened my eyes and looked at his. He leaned slowly and his lips touched my lips. At first, didn’t move. I was trembling from the touch of his lips and couldn’t stop it. His lips started to move against mine. Soft, timid and excited. I was much more experienced than him but now I was like a virgin in front of him. I was afraid of everything related to him since we met again. His kiss got hungrier. Then I forgot all my fears and responded his kiss with the same hunger. I was on top of him and put my hands on his neck and pulled him closer. Kissed him like I was hungry for him for years. Kissed him like he was my life source. Kissed him like I was a vampire and he was the blood. This chemistry between us was new to me. I know I loved Sam in a way. And kissed him in two years many many times. But not with this kind of hunger. I got afraid of myself but there was no stop now. He tugged my shirt and ripped it off. I did the same for him. He reached my sweatpants and it was hard to take it off because of my leg and he ripped it and my briefs off too. All my ripped clothes were on the floor now. He took of his pants and briefs and we were naked in all our glory. He took my hand and helped me to get to my room. It was really hard to walk without crutches and we were in a hurry. He couldn’t wait and carried me to the room. Put me on my bed and hovered on me. Our breaths were short and rapid. Our eyes were sparkling. Last stand of my brain’s came out of my mouth.
“It is wrong…”
“Yes.”
“It is forbidden.”
“Yes.”
“We can stop and forget it.”
“No.”
He was smiling with his eyes. They were dark with lust but happy at the same time. He leaned forward and kissed me again. Description of this kiss was not possible in any way. Maybe we could say two animal which have not eaten anything for months and now they found each other as their prey.
My movements were restricted and I couldn’t move as I wish. So I directed him.
“I want you in my mouth.”
He moved on his knees and hands and now his member was in front of my face. I took it in my mouth and tasted him. I licked, kissed, ate him like he was the most delicious thing in the World. He was close and took it off. We were panting. He kissed me passionetely.
“I want to be in you.”
“Do it.”
He took my healthy leg on his shoulder and positioned himself at my entrance. There was no lube nor condom. Like the first time. Our first time. I stopped him and took his hand and licked his fingers. He put one finger inside me and moved it immediately.
“One more.”
Second finger was in me. He had no patience and I could feel it on his fingers now.
“One more.”
Third finger was inside of me and he moved them in and out. We were in a hurry. The pain I felt at the first was not gone totally but I didn’t want to wait.
“I’m ready.”
He didn’t need to talk. He entered slowly but didn’t wait for me to adjust. He was in me in a heart beat. I hissed. He looked at me but I shook my head like there was nothing. He leaned forward to kiss me and started to move like he was free of chains. We lost ourselves. We were in a trans again. He took me to the moon without wings. We stayed there for a while and then landed on Earth together. He collapsed on me as panting. I was panting like just returned from a jog. My brain was out of order and couldn’t get back to work properly yet. He was still panting on me. No hugging, no caressing just laid on me. I felt a little bit empty as emotional. Regret was coming through my stomach to my heart. After all of the lust was gone I felt regretfull and pushed him off me. Turned my head to the other side while tears were running down on my cheeks.
“Why are you crying? I know I did hurt you a little bit but I couldn’t keep myself. I am sorry. I will be more tender next time. Ok?”
“There is no next time Arus.”
“Why is that? Because I am married?”
“What we did was wrong you know that.”
“Whatever wrong is my fault not yours. I am the married one. I am the cheater. I regret as much as you do now. But after these years I kept myself you are my door to the freedom Earth. I feel myself real and free with you.”
“You are the married one yes but what your wife did for me is…nobody did anything good for me till I met her. I betrayed Leila. I cannot forgive myself. She took me in her house and let me live here since I am homeless, jobless and broke. I feel myself as a villain who destroys her life.”
“Please don’t think yourself like that. Listen to me. From the first time I saw you I wanted to be with you. I wanted to feel your every inch. And after we had sex that night till tonight I’ve always dreamt about you even while I was making love with Leila. I fall in love at the first sight that night Earth.”
He...was...in love with me?
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