As I previously said, the purpose of this book is to free myself. From my thoughts. By thinking them over before writing them, and analyzing them with the cold reasoning Sherlock Holmes himself uses. Without being emotional. Because everything emotional is opposed to that cold judgment. I just want to remember and to live through those moments again. Those were made to make me more understandable by you, my reader, and to feel like I'm really getting rid of any hate for them. 

This is the first book I've ever published, and I'm doing it every day. However, this isn't the first time I write my thoughts. You name it: diary, notepad, lines, songs, poems. The most disturbing ones were for the notepad on my computer. I usually cried while writing them, for I put my very heart and opinion into them. But as time flew, I deleted some of them, scared someone could find them, but even more, because they were impulses. That short impulse made me feel so many emotions, which gradually calmed me by writing them. So I deleted them. I kept only 2. Which are my general opinion about daily topics. I will gradually repost them here, so you can see how a short impulse can generate so many words and so many emotions. 

This book also serves as an exercise itself. Funny, right? It's like a track daily diary, where I put my most personal opinions and give earnest pieces of advice, leaving a mark on this earth and life, while learning how to love myself. It's the evidence that I'm trying every day to stop procrastinating, to growing, to glowing, and to improving more other things. This is also my way of communicating deeper topics, which I cannot bring myself to say with my mouth. As a surprise, this is my first attempt at writing something freely, before getting into designing characters. I want to make a story composed 100% by me. I don't aspire to be a miracle writer, like JK Rowling, but at least I can do something that pleases me, and others, without feeling like I should put the latter one on a pedestal. How I actually do. I don't want to pursue a writing life, because in the future I would be feeding some mouths, so I need to make a living. I'm not saying writers don't earn much, but before that, there are lots of ups and downs, and I need to take care of people who took care of me. 

So what kind of book would you be interested in? A thriller? A drama? A romantic comedy? Strange enough, I'm an incurable romantic, but also an action lover. Be prepared for everything. 

Just you wait. Tell me the blessing you had today. For me, it might be the chance to make things as I want them to be. For being completely in control. For having parents that understand that I can purchase anything wisely.