About 3 days have passed since we came back from the doctor and I had bad back pain and I felt contractions and they were very painful. I looked at the date and saw that it was January 3rd which was 2 days after my birthday. I really felt like I was going into labor and something was constantly leaking from my butt. It wasn't a lot of liquid coming out of my butt but it was still concerning.
Me and Minho had already packed our baby bag so we quickly called my doctor and told him that I thought that I was in labor and he told us to come to the hospital. We quickly took a shower together and put on our clothes and we walked outside to his car. He drove us too the hospital and when our doctor took us to a delivery room and a nurse came inside and told me to take off all of my clothes.
I took off all of my clothes and put in the hospital gown and she looked at my belly and hooked up a machine to my belly that monitors my babies heartbeat. While she was looking at my belly she gasped loudly.
"I'll be back I need to tell your doctor something" the nurse said.
The nurse walked out of the room and me and Minho were very nervous because the nurse gasped and rushed out for the doctor. We prayed that nothing was wrong with our baby and after we were done praying our doctor came back in the room and went under my hospital gown and he started looking at my butt. He came back up from under my hospital gown and looked at me with a surprised expression.
"It looks like you can have the baby regularly instead of having a C-section. We can see the babies head poking out of your anus. This is honestly the first case that I have dealt with where a male didn't have to have a C-section. But your already dilated enough so we can begin to push once we get your body ready." The doctor said.
We sighed with relief because there was nothing wrong with our baby. The doctor told me to lift my legs up and spread them wide. So I did exactly that and placed my legs on the sides of the bed and Minho held my hand because I was scared.
"Jae, from how far he is out already I saw that it should only take 1 or 2 long pushes to get him out completely." The doctor said.
They counted down and told me when to push and I started pushing. I made my first long pusb and when I was in number 10 of the long push he came out. They let Minho cut the umbilical cord and after he did they instantly showed us the baby and went to bathe him. After he was done bathing he placed our son on my chest so he can get warm fast and so he can get skin to skin contact.
I started rubbing my son's head he was smiling and then we heard his stomach growl. The doctors was about to take my son off of me so they can feed him formula but he slid over to my chest and started sucking on it. You can tell that something was coming out if my nipple because you could hear it. While our son was eating the nurses handed us a birth certificate and we named him Jung Byeong-ho.
We liked that name very much so we decided to name our son that. Byeong-ho has been eating for about a good 30 minutes before he unlatched himself from my nipple. I patted his back to burp him and we put him on some clothes before laying him in his crib so he can sleep. As soon as we laid him down in the crib his eyes closed and he was off to sleep.
The doctors were real quiet since Byeong-ho was now sleeping and they talked in a whisper. They told us that our son was healthy like really healthy to the fact where we could take him home tomorrow afternoon. The doctors also talked to me and Minho for a while about that if there isn't any complications or problems that arose then we should be able to leave tomorrow afternoon with our baby. After the doctors left we were very tired because we had woke up at 2 in the morning and it was now 4 am so we had fell asleep.
(5 hours later)
I heard Byeong-ho crying so I woke up and grabbed the baby bag and walked over to him and placed him on the nursery stand. I took off his outfit and took off his diaper and saw that he had pooped and peed. I raised his legs up and cleaned his but and genitals and placed the dirty wipes on top of the dirty diaper and moved it over to the side. I placed a clean diaper under his butt and placed him down and put the diaper on him before putting his clothes back on.
I realized that it was cold in the room so I made sure to give him some socks and I heard his stomach growl so I breastfeed him again and waited until he was done to burp him and then rock him to sleep and when he fell asleep I gently placed him inside of the crib and went back to sleep.
(30 minutes later)
I was woken up by the nurse and she had brought both me and Minho some food. I looked at my food and it was seaweed soup and some rice. I ate my seaweed soup and rice while Minho ate some bulgogi. Byeong-ho slept for hours and only cried when he was hungry or needed his diaper changed. We played with him and did a lot of things. I was the one that changed him though because I didn't trust Minho with changing Byeong-ho because he was very aggressive.
"Baby, come on let me hold him I promise I'll be gentle" Minho said.
"Fine." I said.
I showed his the proper way to hold a baby before handing Byeong-ho to him. Minho made sure to support his head and while he was holding his my mother and father in law came inside. Once they saw the baby in their sons hands they rushed towards him. Mother run law grabbed the baby from Minho carefully and held him with care.
"What is his name?" Mother in law asked.
"His name is Byeong-ho." I said.
"Byeong-ho is it? What a great name I know my good for nothing son didn't come up with it" Mother in law said.
"Mom, that's mean. How could you say that about your own son. Look I even gave you a baby too." Minho complained.
"You only did a portion of making the baby while Jae did the rest. Don't try to take the credit for the baby you barely did a thing. To think that I ate Seaweed soup for a son like you." Mother in law said.
All of a sudden Byeong-ho started crying. Mother in law tried to calm him down but it didn't work so I walked over to him and held him. Only when I breastfeed him did he stop crying. After I was done breastfeeding him I wiped his tears away and I burped him then rocked him to sleep and placed him in the crib.
Jae has always been alone. His parents hated him, abused him, and sexually assaulted him. He would always he covered in bruises so he was used to covering them up with makeup. He was abused and sexually assaulted from a young age. His parents wanted a girl but they got a boy instead so they decided to hurt him in everyway possible. The only escape from the cruel reality was going to school. He was a straight A student and won lots of medals and awards. By the time that he was a senior in middle school he had already got scholarships for different well known and famous colleges. Even though he had good grades he would always stay alone. He wouldn't talk to anyone and when people approached him he would run away. But during the second semester of his senior year in junior high someone changed his life for the better and his name was Minho.
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