I’m a 16 year old high school student who is both unpopular and socially awkward person
I mostly stay in this dark untidy room filled with trash
You asked why?
Do I have depression? Nah I only feel hopeless in my current life.
Should I tell my parents how I feel, probably not they wouldn’t understand it after all they know is to say harsh and uncomfortable things
How about your friends?
Friends… friends you say? Do they even see me as a friend or just a person who is too clingy and awkward to be with?
What I only want is to stay in this room it gives me a peace of mind away from the people who treats me like shit the people who only see me as a way to earn money the people who only see me as a way to gain fame
Thinking about them make me wanna puke.
What is even the reason of me being born if they treat me like this, did I even ask to be born
I’m tired,
I’m tired of being alive I’m tired all I want is to sleep and never wake up.
But I guess that would never come true having the fact that it mostly happen to elderly people and it pretty rare if you ask google
Thinking about it this has not been the case for the past years
It just happen and I don’t even know when did it start its just every time I woke up I just feel tired, hopeless and unmotivated and all the things that I like doing before seems pointless
Does it make
me happy?
I guess you could say sometimes but it always plain and boring
*alarm clock ringing 8:00am*
Ah I guess it’s time to go to that place that place that most of us call school
For some people I guess they see school as the place to see their friends and socialize
But for me I saw this place as the source of most of my problem
As for my classroom I’m on class a – 1 to think this unpopular and awkward bastard is on one of the most top ranking sections in the school I guess it a surprise for you huh?
“Oh Kaichi, you’re here” oh yeah, that one who is calling me is Ichirou Oki a tall green eyed brown haired handsome student who is an talkative, outgoing and athletic popular person you could say that he is the very opposite of me and he is one of my so called friends
“Morning”
As for my seat I’m seated on the middle last row of the classroom
*teacher enters the room*
Well that’s my teacher short but fat person he is a kind hearted guy but I found it weird
Anyways most of the time I mostly sleep in class but surprisingly, I get good grades but it doesn’t my grade’s is just worthless to my parents after all. There not satisfied on the grades that I produce so what is even the point of getting good score’s if it’s no appreciated
Lunch Break
*Ichirou walking toward Kaichi’s desk*
“Oi Kaichi!! Let’s buy some food I’m hungry” Ahh... here we go again why does this mouthy person always invite me does he really view me as a friend. I guess I wouldn’t hurt I guess if I go with him anyways I’m hungry too.
“Eh... Sure”
Since we’re going to the cafeteria the two of us just talk about random stuff
*girls talking at the hallway, one of them is an idiot who’s talking while walking backward*
“ahh!.. Sorry”
She looked at me with her purplish eyes with a confused stare and apologized to me
Ah what an idiot talking while walking backwards. Thinking about it I think her face with that silky black hair is kind of familiar and being who am I just gave her an annoyed look and continue walking to the cafeteria
School Rooftop
After we bought are food for lunch we headed to the schools rooftop and hangout there until the lunch break is over
“Speaking of which Kaichi you bump into Kaori-san a while ago right” Ichirou asked while eating
“Yeah… why?” so Kaori-san is the girl who bump with me
“Nothing”
“By the way Ichirou who is this Kaori-san you are referring to?” I got curious so I asked Ichirou who is this Kaori-san he is talking about?
“Eh….. Ehhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!”
Ichirou looked confused and freaked out the same-time as for me I also looked confused and startled because he shouted with no reason
“Yo...You d...don’t know who Kaori-san is”
“Nope?”
“Hah… You’re hopeless.” Ichirou muttered
After that
happen Ichirou explain who is Kaori-san until the end of the lunch break so
basically Kaori-san is this model student in our class and the surprisingly
fact is that she’s my seatmate I Guess I didn’t even notice cause I mostly
sleep at class
~Kaori-san perspective of the bump accident~
“Ahh!.. Sorry” ah shit who did I bump again I’m really becoming clumsy these days
Wait isn’t that Kaichi-kun?
*Kaichi looked Kaori with an annoyed look*
W.wa.wahhh wh.w..what~~ did I do wrong I just bumped to him? Let’s just apologized to him again later.
~Back to Kaichi and Ichirou~
“Ichirou just go to the classroom, I’ll just throw our trash”
Walking back to the classroom I saw Ichirou and saw that he gathered A flock of birds I mean a flock of girls again near him I guess he is really popular. Well as for me, I just stood there near the window waiting outside of the classroom waiting him to finish his session with the girls form different years
“Ah Ichirou done with your flirting / harem session” Ah crap what did I just say
“Ah… yeah….. Wait what!?” Ah this idiot isn’t even paying attention
“Never mind let’s just go inside the class is starting”
Ahhh… Finally I’m back at my seat I can finally sleep wait why do I hear someone calling me?!
“Umm… Kaichi-kun?”
Wait isn’t this sound coming from my seatmate wait Kaori-san!!!! Heh. Let’s just ignore her if I talk to her things will just get awkward let’s just sleep
“Ummm…. Kaichi-kunnnnn!?”
Shit I can’t sleep if this continue let’s try staying still and pretend to be asleep
“Oi Kaichi! Please Wake Up! Kaori-san is Calling You!”
Wait isn’t that Ichirou’s Voice.. What is the problem with you Ichirou F*ck you
Ichirou the two of you just please stop please give up please
“Ahh Just give up Kaori-san I think he isn’t waking up”
Ahhhh… thank god Nice One Ichirou I forgive you
“Is That so….”
Finally I can sleep peacefully now
~Kaori-san perspective~
Ehh why isn’t he waking up does he-hate me that much hahhh… This frustrating let me just wait until the class is over
After School
“Umm Kaichi-kun….”
~END~
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