This is so stupid! I'm not fucking insane!
John and Lu had convinced me to see a so called 'professional'. They thought that it would help me.
Yeah this was a fucking great idea! I thought while walking down the busy street.
Being forced to tell a complete stranger all about my problems only to be told that there is something wrong with me and I should take some stupid pills. How is that supposed to help?!
I clenched my fists and walked faster.
I'm know that I'm broken but those pills will not solve anything! How the hell does anybody think that pills could fix depression? It's not a god damn flu that can be healed like that!
Finally I reached the coffee shop were I was going to meet up with Lu and John.
After I had stepped inside it only took me a moment to find them sitting on a table in the far end corner.
I let my self fall into the booth next to John.
"Well let me guess it didn't went well?"
Lu said while smiling at me.
"No it didn't! She just said that I have depression and prescribed me some pills to fix it."
John put his arm around my shoulders.
"Well maybe she is right and you should try taking them?" He said while pulling me into an awkward hug.
An deep growl from Lu emidietley made him let go of me.
"Or maybe we can find you someone who actually listens first instead of describing you medication after only  talking to you for an hour?" Lu mused.
"No thanks. It won't help anyways because I can't talk to any of them about me being already kinda dead or that I'm a Grim reaper."
Lu nodded and leaned back in his seat.
"Yeah I know. There is just stuff people like us can't talk about with the living because they would either shit there pants or think that we are insane."
John sight and looked at Lu.
"Okay but he still needs help."
I threw him an angry glare and then grumbled "HE is sitting right next to you!"
John shook his head and turned towards me.
"Dave... you need help, we both know that right? But when you don't want to go see a therapist I don't know what else could help you."
"Maybe he just needs to have a vacation first to relax and sort his mind." Lu chimed in.
I thought about it for a few seconds while my two friends where starring at me.
"Yeah I think I could definitely need one. Getting away from all the stress at work for a week or so could be good."
"Awesome! So where do you want to go?" John asked excitedly.
"I don't know. Maybe somewhere with less people?"
Both of them nodded.
"My uncle has a cabin. It's deep in a forest and it even has a lake nearby. " John said with a reassuring smile.
Lu laughed "Right a cabin in the woods sounds just lovely."
I started to laugh too and then added
"I hope the lake is called crystal lake. That would be so much fun."
That made Lu and me laugh even harder while John just rolled his eyes.
"Seriously guys?"
Lu wiped a tear from the corner of his eye and while still giggling said "Sorry. We where just joking. Besides you are the one that suggested to spend a week in a remote cabin with a Grim reaper and the literal king of hell."
I chuckle slightly while patting John's shoulder. "Yes John this sounds like a really good idea. Doesn't it?"
The waitress came to our table and we ordered another round of coffee.
After she had left we started playing our trip.