Are you afraid of somthing? Many people are. I am very afraid of many things. Strangly enough, death isn't one of those things.
I am not afraid of death. I am afraid of what happens after you die. What if we all go to hell, no matter how good you were in life,
you will burn forever. Thats a weird thought. On the other hand, hell doesn't seem that bad. Heaven seems like the worst place ever though.
Can you imagine??? A place were everything is always alright and everything is good? Thats disgusting. There can be no good
without evil. And a place with only good? How do you know whats bad if theres only good? Are you forced to only be good? What if
you get so board and tired of everything being good and happy all the time that you go crazy? Can you kill yourself in heaven?
Where would you go? Hell? Double heaven? Sounds interesting.
What if you are re-born as another person when you die. What if you can be reborn as any living thing? I wonder if I was ever a mushroom.
What if I was bird? Or a fish? What if I was John Whane Gacy? What if this is my 16578876765 Millionth life? What if this is my first life?
Maybe I am you. Maybe you are me. I wonder.
What if this is heaven? This life. If this is heaven, was I good in my past life? Maybe this is hell.
Life can feel like hell somtimes.
I guess it all depends on what you belive. What do I belive? Can you tell me? I forgot what I belive in.
And I dont mean a religion or somthing.
Just a belief. Like somthing you know, a fact that you know is correct no matter what. Somthing you love,
and you dont want to stop beliving in. Even if its somthing small, like a thought or an idea.
Do you have somthing like that?
If you do, and if your belief if true. Hold on to it. Dont let it go. It might hurt you if you don't. Hold on. Don't let go.
I wonder who is reading this. Do you know me? ARe you me.