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Leo (5 years before)
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
They scream to my brother forgetting that it was also my birthday, its been like this since I turned 14 and found out that I was gay. They won't even look at me it hurts- watching as my so-called 'family' celebrate my 'twins' birthday while I just sit in the corner.
They never really loved me I was always the smaller one be as it may I am a beta born into a family of beta's I just have never been the strongest, always in the back the weak and scrawny one. Turning 18 today great this day is supposed to be wonderful the day a male werewolf finally changes and looks for their mate. You're supposed to be able to sense them when you turn 16 but I have yet to sense mine.
It's actually sad, especially since I'm supposed to be the older twin but alas my brother has always been the more superior. In more ways than one he's taller, stronger, and as much as I would like to deny he even looks better. With his 6'2 frame, strong jawline blue assertive eyes that he gets from our father, and bronze-colored hair that framed his face perfectly that he surprisingly got from our mother.
He was everything that I was not with my 5'6 frame size with a nice jawline just not as sharp, my grey almost white eyes that always made me look as though I was from a different world, and naturally blonde almost white hair. If you didn't know that he and I were born at the same time you wouldn't even think we were related. The reason for my white greyish eyes is something that my family was never able to figure out, they thought that it was albinism but soon realized that it wasn't the case.
I always was picked on for this naturally, and sometimes my brother would join in, calling me things like weird, or freak saying that I should just kill myself and save our parents the embarrassment. Of course, I never told anyone since my bullies were the soon-to-be alpha and beta, I wasn't even able to call them by their real name. Just sir, alpha, and beta I was disgusted with myself and eventually realized that I really was nothing but the disappointing son that our mother had no choice but to keep.
The cutting began then, after realizing that I was nothing more than a grain of sand on the beach to my family. Slowly at first one or two a week it slowly became my coping mechanism, when they use t beat me and spit out awful words to me it would be four or five a week. But after I came out it got worse the beatings from my brother and the alpha were relentless. Sometimes their friends would even join in on it, no one told of course since they were all fucking cowards.
That wasn't the last straw though- no the last straw all started that fateful day on me and those monster's birthday.
I remember the day like yesterday yes the day I truly became a monster. The day started pretty normally mom waking me up with her favorite line which would be, "Get the hell up faggot before I kill you disgraceful ass!" ah yes I even remember how much venom she would put into each word. I got up and went into the bathroom throwing on the clothes that I wore almost every day since my father told me quite frequently that "Fags don't deserve nice things."
Throwing those on I look into the small mirror that I was permitted, only because I found it out back in the dumpster. Smiling I pull out the little thing that has been my friend since 14, holding it to my deathly pale skin that makes me look oh so sick. I start just below my wrist making 8 long and deep gashes watching as the blood seeps out of the cuts.
After doing the same to the other arm I cut on the cold water in the sink and start washing the dried blood away, not even flinching as the cold water hits the now healing cuts. And even though the cuts may heal the scars will never fade. As I finish washing up I look up at the mirror with tears in my eyes I smile wiping them away and head out the bathroom.
Grabbing my faded blue hoodie I throw it on and grab my bag rushing since I need to hurry so that I can start making my way to the school since I have to walk. Running down the hall I try to hurry so that I don't run into my brother. Surprisingly I don't run into anyone and instead hear them in the kitchen laughing as they sing happy birthday to my 'brother' as I walk past the kitchen and towards the door. 'Why.' I think to myself why can't they love me.
Heading out I begin my 30 min walk towards hell slowly preparing myself, hopefully, they aren't at school today. It is his birthday as well so hopefully, he stays away maybe the Moon Goddess will grant me with a mate that isn't a part of the horrible pack.
30 minutes later
Finally making it to the dreadful place known as Moon Blood Highschool or what I call my personal hell. Walking inside o notice that there aren't many people around in the hallway. Hopefully gone with the piece of trash that I call alpha, I hope that things get better but for the time being, I will forever hate these people. Hearing the warning bell I make my way to my first period.
Upon making it I see that no one is really here today, good I never liked any of them. After that, I spend the rest of my finishing 3 more periods before lunch. Walking into the cafeteria I see that everyone that I thought would be gone in the cafeteria. All eyes turn to me as if on cue, looking over them all I meet the eyes that I will forever hate. But that's not what made me lose hold of all the sanity I held onto- no the worst part of it all is when I heard the words I never wanted to hear upon looking at that monster...... Mate.
"Mate?" I breathe out in an unclear and shaky voice as he storms over to me.
"NO, I WILL NOT HAVE A FAGGOT FOR A MATE!!!!" He screams at me in a tone that has me freezing and my wolf whining in pain.
"Wait," I say in a desperate tone "Please d-don't do it," I say trying to be confident but it comes out as a weak whine.
Taking a deep breath he says in his alpha tone, "I JAMES WOLFMAIN SOON TO BE ALPHA OF THE MOONBLOOD PACK REJECT YOU, LEO BRENNON AS MY MATE IN THE NAME OF THE MOON GODDESS!" He bellows out in a deep baritone voice meaning his wolf agrees.
Looking around I find my brother in the back of the room laughing along with his friends as I start to finally break down. Looking back at my ex-mate I say in the strongest me and my wolf can muster as the pain of rejection sets in " We accept your rejection." I say before looking every last one of them in the face-saving my brother and ex-mate last. Before picking myself up and running outside the cafeteria to the school exit, into the woods.
45 minutes later
Looking up through hooded eyes I see that I made it to the field that I was looking for, laying there I pray that the Moon Goddess watch over me before finally passing out.
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Waking up I see that it's dark out I just sit there for a minute looking up at the stars. Finding a new strength I push myself up starting my journey back home.
Narrator POV-
Numb that's what he feels. There is nothing anyone could do to hurt him since he would most likely not be able to feel it. He wouldn't even put up a fight if they tried, 'They finally broke me .' He thinks to himself, maybe they'll finally be happy finally, be proud of him.
Looking up he sees that he has made it to his desired destination. Walking inside finds the house is quiet. Ha, they didn't care to see where he was, or even see if he was still alive. They didn't care.
Running up the stairs he rushes into the bathroom pulling up the tile he decided to hide the money he had made working inside the little café he had been working in since turning 14. In the human world, it was the perfect time to start working.
Grabbing pen and paper he wrote a note for his parents;
Mom, Dad if you read this then I want you to know I won't be back. You shouldn't miss me since I won't miss either of you, you both have made my life a living hell ever since you found out I was gay. Are you guys happy now you won't have to see your faggot of a son anymore, this disgrace will never step foot inside your home again?
Brandon my dear young brother you sir I will miss the least I hope you're happy if breaking your older brother wasn't enough then I don't know what else you want from me. You can have it all, the room, the attention, you can even have my place in the family. Pretend that you never had a brother, it's not like you ever really acted as if you did. Let your friends take my place to forget about me and know that even after all the things that you have done to me I can never fully hate you. You'll always be my little bro. I hope that you can someday say the same but for now, I'll accept the hate.
James, my dear ex-mate I will never understand why you couldn't give us a chance I wanted to try since you were my other half, but now we will never know what we could've been. I hope that you find a new Luna to rule beside you, and I wish the best for you and your new mate. The Goddess sees all and rests assured she has seen every last one of your mistakes, all of your sins. Goodbye.
Happy birthday, Brandon. James.
- Leo
He leaves the note inside his parent's room atop their bed. So that they will see it whenever it is they come back home. He grabs a coat from the rack and walks out of the house only to start running. Running to the edge of the pack lands so that he can finally be free he will break the link for good.
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Making it to the border he starts walking, since it's the future betas and alphas birthday there are only a limited amount of guards which are placed at the front and back of the border. He took the long path so he would go unnoticed. Reaching the end of the Moon Blood Pack lands I do the thing I never thought I'd do again, I used the pack link.
I send this to every member of my old pack. 'Happy Birthday to me.' I say before breaking the pack link and started running.
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