As I heard the footsteps coming closer to me I could feel my heart rate skyrocket, this caused the beeping to become louder and more frantic as I tried to think about who was coming here, and why? The fact that I was still trying to act as though I was sleeping just made me look and feel like more of a dumbass.
I tried to calm myself so that it wouldn't seem like I was about to fucking flat line but it was hard. Being kidnapped by hunters was one thing, I could handle humans but one of my own; alphas at that no- no that would be suicidal. The things that happen to rogues after they cross another's territory aren't exactly taken lightly, there have been many cases where some packs didn't even try to find out why someone was even trying to cross their land and just kill them. There was nothing anyone could do about it since the last thing an alpha would want is war.
We haven't had a serious war since the hunters and the werewolves clashed after a hunter was mated with a werewolf which caused both our and their world to spiral out of control. I mean hunters are born thinking that werewolves are nothing but dogs that need to be trained and put into there place. So when word got out that one had been mated with an alpha male it was chaos. Many lives were lost soon after, packs were destroyed and everyone had seemed to turn on each other in the blink of an eye, hell even some hunters sided with the wolves just so they could end this war.
Bloodshed was the only thing that could be said about this war and it had seemed as though everything that we wolves as a community had built was soon to crumble at our very feet.
That was until she came, our mother our savior, the creator of us had finally come down from the clouds to bless us in the only way she could. She came in
the form of spirit to bless us in the way of light, the moon was high in the sky that night and even though we thought all was lost she chose to save us. She came and ended all wars war with one mighty flick of her wrist never faltering not even for a second.
It was the most beautiful thing that anyone could witness because to be graced by the Goddess is not something to take lightly. She has blessed many sure, but meeting her in spirit is a one and a lifetime experience. The mated couple stood front and center as she silenced them all, and they could do nothing more than listen to what was being said.
She stared intensely at every face in that crowd and even when she saw the bodies she did neither cower nor cry she just stared. It was almost as though she was starring into their souls, some say it was as though they were being awakened. The pressure that they felt was blinding them from seeing what the Goddess had done was finally lifted and to be honest, it was graceful.
She needed not scream nor yell but speak the words everyone wanted to hear even though some still showed resentment her words were to powerful to face head on and you would have to be out of your mind to try anything. Four words was all she said and that is what ended it all.
"This war is over."
The frantic foot falls rushing towards the room I resided in was what brought me out of my daydreaming state. I had finally been able to calm down so that the monitor wouldn't run wild, but these foot steps neither halted nor calm. It was almost as if they were on a mission and nothing would stop them, what really amazes me though was the fact that I didn't flinch at all as the foot steps reached the room I mean what could I do, I was on their alphas lands, injured, and fucking out numbered by what seemed to be 1000s of men so let's just say the odds weren't in my favor.
As I lay there thinking about taking my last few breaths before they kill me I really can't help but wonder how the fuck did everything go so wrong for me all this shit happened because I finally found happiness in my sexuality. Which I for one think that its awesome, but it's so crazy because when I was still so little I can remember my mom coming up to me and saying how much she loved me, and dad pulling me aside to say how proud he was of me and how I'd make a great beta one day. But those are just memories of the past and in this time now in this present there was no happy ending, or a prince charming that would finally come and take away all the pain I felt. A boy could dream right.
Love is fake.
It hurts.
Its cruel.
And even though you expect it to be a wonderful and truly amazing feeling the most you will ever get out of it is , pain and suffering...
That is why I have come to the conclusion that there is only one real emotion to feel or at the very least nake some one feel and that one emotion would be... pain
Oh why does the Moon Goddess loath me as much as I, it hurts .I t hurts. It hurts.
And that's when I flatlined.
A/N- This chapter is everywhere at once but I want to let you guys know that it will all make sense In the next chapter or two just read carefully and make sure to
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