Leo's POV- (Present)
This chapter is a bit more on the touchy side and does mention attempted suicide and mental health I suggest you skip this chapter if you know that's not what you like to read. You have been WARNED!
I died yes and it was something that no being could ever forget. I remember the ringing in my ear as my eyes slowly opened, I remember the empty void I felt in my chest as I breathed in fresh air for the first time in months. I say months because I later found out that I had been in a clinically induced coma for the past 3-4 months. My Alpha's, the men who saved me from those disgusting hunters were actually looking for a new beta and after they heard that there had been some tests going on with werewolves they decided that they would try to save as many as they could.
Unfortunately, they had found many facilities for the testing but every time they actually were able to make it into their base it was too late. It was so tragic that they actually thought about giving up on their search and going back home. Right before they got to turn back they heard from a werewolf friend of there's that they found a few werewolf carcasses in the area. Shocking I know but that's what led them right to me and the rest, well the rest was history.
My rehabilitation wasn't easy, even though I had the mental state of an advanced beta werewolf my physical state was weak. I had a lot of reasons to fight for what I wanted sure but the pain of rejection was too hard on me and my pain only got worse as the days flew by. I thought about it, suicide I mean, and attempted 3 times as of last year. This on top of all the cutting. Wow, you would think after all the chances the Goddess has given me I would feel better about myself but no I still feel...worthless. I've gotten stronger yes but the pain in my chest just gets worse as the days go by. Days turn into weeks-weeks turn into months and months well they turn into years.
There's only so much more I think I'll be able to take before I snap. The pack welcomed me with open arms after hearing my story, but you know what I never saw that look on their faces. The look of pity never even came upon there, if anything they looked astonished and as if they couldn't believe I had been able to make it through all that. Ha, if only they knew it was almost over many times death is one thing that has never scared me. I mean why should I be scared its gonna happen one day and when that day comes I'll open my arms wide to welcome the darkness.
Now I'm the most feared man in America, ha the tables have really turned haven't they; now we aren't the biggest pack in the world but in America, we are the largest and most feared pack. I was really surprised as to how many pack members we started to get after I became beta. Protection and Family are what people in packs seem to think is the most important ha they couldn't be so wrong. The most important part of a pack is what you make it and as long as I'm beta this pack will be known to show NO weakness.
A/N- There you go a chapter yep it's short but that's all I could do for now. Homecoming is this week and I have to find a dress...and a date lol not really though I'm not gonna lie I'm just gonna go with my friends probably. Ok
Bye-Bye🌊💙🌊💙
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