Tears stream down from Xander’s tear glands due to the intense intercourse. He tried to steady his breathing to make the tears go down. Because Xander was steadying his breathing, it made his muscle relax, and this made LJ thrust even deeper into him. 

“Ugh…! Ah…! AH…!”  Xander couldn’t hold back their voice from the sudden thrust.

Xander wanted to cover his mouth, but his hands were still bound by LJ’s strong grip. This wasn’t the first time Xander had intercourse with LJ who was in a rut state, but still, he’s not used to it no matter how many times they do it. Unlike an Omega who are self lubricated for Alpha’s during their rut as a body function, Beta’s can’t do that.

It’s harder to self lube their inner wall in preparation of an Alpha’s rut. Moreover, Beta’s bodies aren’t designed to take in an Alpha during their rut anyway. And yet, for Xander to be willing to go this far for LJ, surely it’s because he felt bad for him. But was that really the reason?

“...” LJ mutters something under their breath as he mercily devores Xander.

“...?” Xander slowly opens his tight shut eyes to look at LJ, “W-what was that?”

LJ closes the distance between their face and kisses his cheek gently. From time to time, LJ would express such gentleness while in his rut, but it was rare and doesn’t occur often enough for Xander who was under his mercy. Now, with him closer, Xander could hear what he was saying.

“Ash…” LJ mutters out.

Xander’s eyes open wide at LJ. He felt a strange sharp pain inside of his chest. Xander grits down on his teeth as the tears continue to fall endlessly. This wasn’t the first time LJ muttered Ash’s name out. And yet why is that Xander could never get used to hearing him saying Ash’s name?

“You’re… really cruel, LJ,” Xander breathes out before losing his mind to the hot release within his inner wall.

Xander’s vision went blacks on him as he sighs out, “Damn it…”

When he regained consciousness, LJ was still going at it. Xander could no longer feel the lower portion of his body. It was straight out numb with pleasure coming in and out of him. However, the grip on his wrist was no longer there. Instead, LJ was holding him in a tight embrace as he rams into Xander’s inner wall.

“How long was I out…?” Xander thought to themself.

That thought quickly slips past him as pleasure comes flooding into his mind. LJ releases inside of him again. Xander gave out a small moan as his body shuddered from the release. Even if he wasn’t an Omega, with all the pheromones floating in the air, it wasn’t strange to feel it at all. Xander could tell that LJ’s alpha’s instinct was telling him to impregnate the person he was having intercourse with. 

Right after that release, LJ went limp on Xander’s chest. Xander slowly looks at him while out of breath. He touches LJ’s face. LJ was now in a deep sleep now that his rut had subsided for the moment. Xander took this opportunity to get away from LJ and clean himself. After going through multiple rut intercourse with him, this was the only time Xander had to himself before LJ’s rut returned. 

He places LJ on the bed as gentle and quietly as he could before getting up from the bed. However, as he tried to walk towards the bathroom, his leg went weak on him. Xander wobbles down to the carpet and falls on his knee. White liquid sipes out between his buttocks and flows down towards his thighs. 

“Damn… He got me good…” Xander sighs out.

It took a lot of effort for him to reach the bathroom and start the shower. Xander tried to reach up to the shower head to take it off from the hold, but his leg was struggling to keep him standing so he didn’t push his body anymore than he could. He gave out a sigh and decided to clean himself without the help of the showerhead. It took him longer and more effort, but Xander was able to get most of the white liquid out. 

Xander continued to clean off the rest of his body, but before he could, he felt a hand on his waist. He turned around and was met with a deep ravishing kiss. He was pinned against the wall of the shower as another hand gropes his chest and fingers his entrance. Xander knew that it was LJ looking for him to vent out his rut. Xander had hoped that LJ would sleep a little bit longer, but at least he was able to get most of the stuff out of him. Xander closes his eyes as he get ready for another long round. 

I should call in for work tomorrow…

******

LJ wakes up and finds himself on the bed fully awake. His body was no longer suffering from the rut and his mind was clear. He was even clean from head to toe. LJ leans up from the bed as his cell phone on the table beside the bed rings. The caller ID said Beta Friend. He picks up the call and places the cell against his ear.

“Awake?” said the voice on the other side of the call.

It was Xander. LJ rubs his forehead, “Sorry for the trouble…”

Xander gave off a small scoff, “It’s not like this is the first time… Anyway, I already paid for the room. Just give the key to the receptionist when you leave.”

“...How long was I out?”

“About three days,” Xander answered.

“That long…” LJ sounded depressed.

Xander was in his own room lighting up a cigarette. There was a sign of hickey on his neck even to his collarbone. Xander puffs out the smoke and says, “If you don’t want to keep dealing with your every three month rut and make it worse by using the suppressement, then bond with that Omega friend of yours. I heard that Alpha’s rut doesn’t happen until their mate’s heat occurs which happens at least once a year.”

“You know I can’t do that…” said LJ.

“...But you can sleep with me…” Xander mumbles out.

“What…?” LJ didn’t catch what he said.

Xander changes the subject, “Then you’ll just continue to suffer from the rut then, is that what you want?”

“If it helps me keep my relationship with Ash as a friend, then it’s worth it.”

What about me…?

Xander almost blurted that out but held it back. He puts out the cigarette in his hand and lean against his arm, “What a wonderful and kind friend you are.”

“Is that sarcasm I hear?” LJ smirks out.

Xander chuckles at him, “What do you think?”

Xander stares out his window as the sun slowly raises up from the horizon turning night into day. He forms the Beta sign on the window as he said, “Doing all of this for the sake of relationship is nice and all, but LJ that’s only if you can continue to fight against your Alpha instinct. It’s only a matter of time before your Alpha instinct kicks in especially when you spend everyday with your fated mate.”

To Be Continue