Monday, 3 am, 201x 

Falling.

I am falling... this is what I wanted, is it not? I was up on Mount Ebott for one single reason, I was finally fed up with how I had was being forced to feel.

I had went up to Mount Ebott to get finally get a break, to finally see the world from a higher point of view because down there with, the humans, was the worst experience another person could handle. Humans were both the best and worst life force on the planet earth, they can make a beautiful and pacifist world that everyone can live in harmony but, they can also cause millions of death for pointless genocides. With people always expecting you to grow up and follow into societies footpath that has already been paved out for you since you were only born, being told how to and how not to dress, what is and is not ladylike, what toys you are allowed to play with and what ones you must avoid like the plague. It makes it hard to grow up and not have depression or anxiety. I'm only 16...I should be feeling like this.

Just in case you wanted to know, no I have never self harmed, it would have made me too obvious. A burden, and then I'd have to deal with the rants  and all the concerns from my family members and my friends, the little ones I have. 

To get away from it all, i came up here, turns out that it really would change my life but would it be for better or for worse?