I had a quieter night, I managed to sleep 4 hours and they were like a breath of air, I was a very light sleeper and woke up when I heard a door open as I made sure it was nothing bad, I slowly opened my eyes. It was 4:00 am.
My father had arrived, when was the last time he had tucked me in and kissed me, a lump formed in my throat, I tried to calm down, it was not the time to behave like a child.
I got up since I couldn't get back to sleep, I went to my bathroom and turned on the shower; it was what I did every day, as usual I took a matching pair of pants and grabbed my hair in a ponytail I headed to the stairs I wanted to prepare my breakfast and go to school early, for some strange reason I made ham rolls again. I finished some homework I had pending and left the house.
As I walked by the mailbox I didn't want to turn around I could see the box, I wondered if that puppy was still there. If it really was a puppy, something about him had caused me fear and when I saw his eyes, fear invaded me, I also had the theory that I could imagine everything because of the stress of the previous day, I was very paranoid, of course they could not blame me, my life was not easy. I continued my way to school, I just hoped it would be better than yesterday.
The day went by without incident, only one or two insults from my classmates, I was able to eat in the library while I studied, Eduardo also tried to talk to me twice, but when he noticed that I intentionally ignored him he stopped insisting, I could see that he was curious about me, however, I was not going to let him get close to me, I didn't want to hurt anyone unintentionally.
When I got out of my last class I ran to the exit I didn't want to run into anyone at the school's door, besides, I had to buy some materials for my next art project, while I was buying my materials it got dark I had taken too long choosing the watercolors I wanted. Suddenly I remembered that I would have to pass by the mailbox, I wondered how that puppy was doing, and as if I couldn't control my body I went straight to him, there he was and he looked skinny again, his fluffy fur was sticky and he looked pretty dirty, had I seen him wrong yesterday? A dog could get sick from one day to the next and then recover? I didn't understand what was happening but I still felt sorry for him and I didn't want to abandon him, something in me asked me to take him with me, to have compassion and not leave him in the dirt of a box, suddenly I remembered that I had bought a pack of sausages, after choosing my watercolors, I said to myself, "Are you alone, my friend?
-Are you alone, buddy? Are you hurt? - it was pretty ridiculous since dogs didn't talk, but I was trying to strike up a conversation with one, it was clear I was a loser.
I took out the sausages and offered him 2, I could notice his slow movement it was evident that something was hurting him, I wanted to help him and take him home, but that would upset my father he hated animals.
- You can eat this too, I'm sorry I can't take you home. - I kept talking to him, I didn't know if he understood me, but it had been a long time since I had talked to anyone.
-Woof Woof -two little barks answered me, my eyes lit up this puppy could understand me. I smiled and left him 2 more sausages, then forgetting my golden rule I petted him at that moment I felt a kind of electric energy going up my palm I let out a scream of the impression, I tried to calm down and reason I was starting to get scared because it was already dark I should not be afraid, this little guy was very adorable the most unfortunate thing was alone just like me, that's why I hoped to see him tomorrow to give him more food.
I continued my way home without saying goodbye, I had not reached the middle of the avenue when a truck loaded with chickens turned sharply, I could not react the sound of a horn was heard, but I was paralyzed I could only close my eyes with strength and wait for the impact if this did not kill me probably would destroy all the bones in my body.
A thousand thoughts crossed my mind, the sudden memory of mom, the teachings she gave me and her delicious cookies, the dimples on her cheeks every time she let out a laugh, the times she blew my wounds while with a sweet voice she sang to me, how kind and loving my father was when she was alive, also the promise to be very happy, but how can I be happy, when a cargo truck comes out of nowhere and wants to kill me, when a manhole is not properly set and I fall into it, when a tree suddenly falls killing my neighbor's cat in front of me after petting it, when my birthdays have become the days I hate the most or when not a single day goes by when I don't see ghosts and demons.
How come she was smiling, only on her bed when she was dying she acted strangely.
I continued thinking about these things, when I noticed that the impact never came, I opened my eyes slowly and noticed that I was sitting on the pavement very close to my house, I got up with my legs shaking, what had happened? I looked around me, there was nothing strange, I was shaking from head to toe.
I started to check myself, patting my body all over, how was it possible that I was still alive? I pinched myself to see if I felt any pain, the burning I felt calmed me down even though I couldn't explain how I had reached the other end of the avenue.
-Woof - a little bark made me jump, when I lowered my eyes to my feet I noticed that the puppy was sitting there next to me, he looked healthy, his fur was fluffy and he was chubbier, it was clear that I was going crazy?
My name is Yulianne and my life is hell day after day, many would think that seeing spirits and demons would be the best, but I assure you that they would think twice if they knew that these creatures can hurt you. Since my early childhood I have experienced things that a child could not endure, my mother went through this as well as my grandmother, but no one asked why, why are we different from others, why can we see in people's memories, we see demons that torment us to death more than a gift, this seems like a curse put by satan himself.
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