A/N- How y'all doin'? I hope you're doing well this new chapter is a bit different so I hope your ready cause I am. Let the twists and turns BEGIN!
LEO'S POV-
We leave the pack in a heartbeat after finalizing the plans of what life ahead. Ben and I hadn't really spoken after that, of course, I got him back home and made sure that he was treated with nothing but the utmost kindness, but he's away from his mate and that is what's hurting him the most right now. The best thing for us to so as a pack is to let him heal even if it takes a while.
I, on the other hand, have been nothing but stressed these past few days. Alpha Leon is killing me, he keeps pestering me about every little thing. Like when does our flight leave and whether or not we should reconsider, and I mean I love the man I sweat I do but if he wakes me up at 2 in the fucking morning one more time I'm going to kill him. And it's not even Luna-Alpha that worried no it's the fucking alpha!
Luna is more concerned for my health than his own mates at this point because bot only do I train until 12 o'clock, in the morning at times u also tend to do patrol more often now. So imagine me getting home at let's say about 1 and going to bed only to be reawoken at 2:25 a.m. because Alpha got confused about whether or not the flight was this month or the next. And I know somebody out there is gonna say something dumb like 'oh you're the beta you should be used to this' Like, no you asshole my job is to help my alphas run this pack and to be there for everyone in this pack. But what i refuse to do is deprive myself of sleep because my alpha doesn't seem to understand what 'I got this under control' means.
Training hasn't really been a problem but since we are starting to pack up the bigger items we have been struggling to maintain a core schedule. The pack still goes on those long pack trips for hunting ever so often but when it comes to combat training we draw blanks. I mean we've been getting new members left and right since some of our omegas have started mating. That's nice I know but we have nowhere else to move them! The house that we built for mated couples needs to be 3x's as big now since there have been more mating bonds shared.
How are we gonna make a one-bedroom for four mates that are still going through the heat? Let alone werewolf warriors who tend to get a bit rough hmm, if you know what I mean. All in all, we've managed and only have another 2 weeks or so before leaving for Massachusetts.
Am I really ready though? I don't even know anymore, I have a pack that must be run on a tight schedule that cannot be changed. I really am finally ready to formally remove the pack link that still ties me to that hell hole, but what I'm not ready for is the fact that i have to see him again. That narcissistic bastard has constantly verb on my mind since the day I found out we'd be leaving. I mean Canada would be better than that frigid dry land. Nevertheless what the alpha says goes, and I'm not really gonna challenge him since I actually like my current position as beta, but you have to understand not being informed about something that drastic in your pack would make any man in some ways, infuriated.
My family lately has really been on my mind, and by family, I mean the woman that I've at me for half of my life and the man that thought I was too weak to be his son. Also, the brother that would help beat me as my fellow members called me disgusting and quite scarring names. It's not like I miss them not to be exact it's quite the opposite I don't want to see them. It's bad enough that I have to be around the man that ruined my life and took all the pride that I had, but I also have to act as though I can tolerate him long enough do that my alphas can make piece with their pack. Fun, I know right. But I'm also curious, curious to find out how that asswipe and his slut have aged. Hmmm, or maybe they've already died which means I no longer have to even remotely see them again, ever.
But miracles don't all come true and I know that somehow they probably are still breathing. Maybe, just maybe I can do this and no I don't need that man or his family. I won't fall for those stupid tricks that you read about in all those other books on wattpad where the omega finds his mate, gets rejected, leaves home and after getting all strong comes right back home and crawls into their mate's arms. I refuse to lose this battle and I will make him pay for all the sins he's committed even if that means giving up my own life so that he can spend eternity suffering in the coldest parts if hell.
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I wake up in a cold sweat as I hear my own screams echoing off of the walls. It was horrific and I could see it all, the blood, the bodies, and the killer. It was me, I stood over what had seemed to be dozens of my old pack member lying on the dark floor tile, slowly bleeding out. As I turned my head I could still see the dismembered figures that could be made out as my family. But was I shocked, not I just watched and smiled wickedly. Was I sick, maybe, no I wasn't sick i was perfectly fine I'm fine. This is what they deserve right, death.
Another recollection flashes through my mind, my mother smiling down kindly at me for what seemed like an eternity and for once I smiled. That smile immediately turned into a grimace as the same woman that smiled kindly and softly at me slapped and spat at me as she looked at me with nothing but pure and utter disgust. It was with that I screamed, but nothing escaped from my throat. She looked down upon me and sneered as she spits and hit and bit and scratches at my skin.
As that memory ends another one plays my father laughs at me as he looks at my daunting complexion and smiles as if I was a new perfectly wrapped gift. But the look simply fades as another one mounts his once handsome complexion. He says the horrid and disgusting words, he makes me watch as they eat steak and he smiles sinisterly as my mouth waters.
That memory soon fades as my brother the one with me since the womb loving and caring as can hold my hand as we make it up the stairs to out the first day of school before fist-bumping and walking into our first-day school. But that soon faded into the last day I saw him laughing at me as he laughed at me while I wept at the pain of rejection.
And then it all went black...
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A/N- Alrighty there you go a new chapter, it was weird I know but I mean it's something that I suggest you remember cause it's essential to the story.
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