"Cooks I need you to make a meal for 6", I told them. "Who are the guest"? "Me, just me guys". "Finally I can cook you something my hands were collecting dust", one cook said cracking his fingers. I chuckled as I went upstairs.

    I looked in the mirror and slowly took my robe off to see what I had become. A bony, weak, fragile thing. "What have you done to yourself", I thought. I put my robe back on and went to my closet. "Charles"!

    My clothes designer Charles came running into the room. "Yes my queen". "I need you to resize all my clothes and get a bit of new ones in a size xsmall". "Yes my queen", he said writing it down and leaving. I went downstairs. 

    "Is my meal prepared guys"? "Yes it's waiting on the kitchen table, hurry before it gets cold". For once in a long time I didn't feel sad. I felt fine, calm, okay. I ate the whole meal and thanked the cooks before going to bed.

    I refrained from training until I felt my body was back to normal. I ate more and made sure I got my body right. Soon my body was that of a normal persons. But still I was a bit skinnier and had a smalled waist and flat stomach. I felt fine with my body.

    "Are you ready to get back to training", Angela asked. "Yes I am actually", I said walking to the backyard. I'd never trained harder in my life. I was back to my normal self. Or that's what I thought.

    One day I was at the market shopping. I saw the back of a very familiar person. It was Elisha! I grabbed her shoulder, "Elisha"! She turned around and I realized my mistake.

    "I'm sorry I thought you were someone else". Later on that day I was in the kitchen reading a book. I heard something drop and it heard like an explosion. I started screaming and whimpering. I hid under the counter.

    "Alissa it was a plate", Carl said showing me the shards. I was still crying and whimpering. "It's fine sister you can come from under the counter". I refused to leave. Soon everyone was crowded around the counter begging me to leave.

    It took everyone 2 hours to get me from under the table. I had PTSD. I had my body back into shape but not my mind. I still needed time to heal from the incident. I was tossing, turning, and sweating in my sleep. 

    I started to whimper and cry. I woke up screaming at the top of my lungs. My mother and mom came rushing in trying to comfort me. I went silent for a bit. "Alissa"?

    I got up and dashed to the bathroom. I went to the sink and threw up, my mother was holding my hair back. I started crying even more. "I can't do it guys". "You can't do what Alissa, do what"?

    "I can't keep going, keep living". "No don't say that, yes you can you can keep going", my mother shouted. "You will make it through this and be alright". From then my mother monotored me and made sure I ate and kept my body healthy. 

    They started sending me to therapy to mentally heal. But yes sooner or later I had made some progress. I was in the backyard training. I saw Samuel come back and start doing yard work. She only had her horns and tail out. 

    She looked so much like Lucifer. "Lucifer", I said summoning my sword. I ran up to her and held my sword to her neck. "I'm not going to let you kill her, I'll kill you first"! "Alissa I'm not Lucifer"! 

    She showed me her halo. "Samuel"? I let her go and backed away from her. "I almost killed you". "No it's fine Alissa really".

    I continued to back away. "I'm a danger to you and the rest of the family, omg what about mom". Later that night I overheard my parents talking. "She's only 18 and this broken it's sad, I wish I could help her". But I didn't want them to help me.

    I went to my room and started to think. I knew what I had to do. I packed some stuff and left, I didn't plan on coming back anytime soon. I left a note saying that mom could be back in charge until I got back. I went to Hell's Asia.

    I decided to live in Nihon. For 7 months I stayed there trying to get myself stronger. It was so hard. "Hey you", someone shouted at me. I turned around.

    "What's up"? "Do I know you"? "No I just have one of those faces". "No you're Alissa the queen of Hell"! "No my name is Kira and I'm a normal person", I said smiling.

    "Yeah... whatever". Soon I decided that it was time to go back. I came back home. I was afraid no one would recognize me because I got my body and face in shape, lost the bags under my eyes, and grew my hair out. I knocked on the door.

    "Who is it"! "It's me the weird one"! They opened the door and it was my mother and Acapello. "I'm back", I said smiling. My mother started crying and hugged me tight. "You're back"! "Yeah mom... I'm back".