It all goes by in a flash. Dinner, a warm bath, a bit of TV and suddenly Jun finds himself in the smoking area, letting his cigarette burn without bringing it back to his lips even once. 

He is too occupied with the arms of his watch, quickly approaching ten at a rhythm that feels abnormally fast. 

The decision is easy to take, of course Jun is not going to go. Of course he has no intention of losing everything he’s worked so hard for and hurt the people he loves the most.

The decision is easy, Jun actually, really believes it. Yet at ten sharp he’s behind the hotel, standing at the edge of the forest, doing his best to appear calm despite everything brewing inside him.

When Yixing comes out of one of the back doors he spots him immediately, but doesn’t say anything, instead he hands him a torch and walks confidently towards the wall on trees on their right.

It’s incredibly dark under the thick foliage of the wooden giants around them, not even the torch is able to make enough light to make Jun feel sure about the trail he’s following. He looks up attempting, at least, to discern the direction they’re following by looking at the stars, but he finds nothing but leaves.

“Don’t be impatient, we’re almost there.” Yixing says and Jun stays put after that, continuing to follow in silence.

Suddenly something changes in the way the trees have grown, they're not as thickly packed as they've been until then, they seem to be making space for something else. Jun starts to understand when a light sound of water travels to his ears and he catches glimpses of the light of their torches being reflected, in the way only water can do.

"Around here." Yixing turns right, his hand reaches out to grab Jun's.

He feels so young, sneaking around in the middle of a forest, worried that Yixing will be grossed out by his sweaty hand.

They halt as the trees reveal the side of one of the one of smallest rocky mountains around and the sight of the loud, impetuous water falling off its side.

Jun's jaw opens in awe of the view.

Yixing lets his hand go and takes a first step on the spiky rocks diving them from the small lake formed under the waterfall. He stops on one of the wider ones and tugs at his black hoodie, pulling it off himself.

"What are you doing?" Jun asks, the laughter in his voice drips with nervousness.

"Taking a bath." he responds matter-of-factly, while pushing his shoes off his feet and his jeans down his legs.

He is only in a pair of boxers when he goes to retrieve Jun from the spot where he's still standing, frozen and shell-shocked. He pulls him forward, so close that Jun can see clearly the stray drops of water jumping out the white fog accompanying each movement of the heavy stream of water and the pretty colours of the lotus flowers drifting over the surface of the pond.

Yixing, still standing on his side, doesn't follow his line of vision, instead he keeps his gaze fixed on him. He soon looks down, though and lets his head rest on Jun's chest.

“I don’t want you to think that this is some kind of hobby for me.” It’s hard to hear his voice over the sound of the water cascading, “Even if I found you attractive, normally I would just stay away,” He raises his head and poses his hands on his shoulders, they’re almost the same height and the new position makes Yixing’s breath hit the area of Jun’s lips, “But I can’t control it this time. I’ve never wanted something this much.”

Jun doesn’t want to believe him, but he can’t find any flaw in his expression, he seems completely sincere.

“I am not wrong to think that you want me as well, right?” the question seems out of character,

“I wasn’t expecting you to ask, after being so forward.”

“I am sorry for before,” he hides again against his chest, “I wasn’t thinking clearly, I was angry that you were going to act like...” he pauses, “You don’t feel like I do.”

“Still so cocky, for no reason.” Jun’s lips twist in an amused smirk, he’s been so tense for so long that it feels strange to let himself go and act on his most hidden desires. His hands raise, one to caress the back Yixing’s head, the other to feel the naked skin of his waist.

“Stop calling me that, I’m not cocky,” his face leaves its hiding spot and revelas a disgruntled pout, “I’m just trying to get you to stop tiptoeing around me,” His right hand reaches behind himself and grabs Jun’s, he pulls it down and pushes against his fingers to hold tightly onto his ass “To stop thinking and fuck me.”

Jun’s throat closes, he has difficulty breathing, his chest raises and deflates in shallow motions. He’s so horny, he’s so flattered and so happy.

Nothing exists anymore, only the two of them, their discarded clothes and the sound of water.

Yixing jumps into the small lake first, Jun isn’t a great swimmer, so entering any body of water is a bit of a challenge for him, no matter how deep it might be. So he’s stuck with his feel on blunt rocks and his hands cupping his genitals, still shielding himself from complete nakedness.

“Come on! Get in!” Yixing shouts as he re-emerges, looking ethereal under the silver rays of the Moon’s light that hit the small patch devoid of high foliage. He’s like a nymph, a water deity compared to Jun’s awkward stance.

The level of the water reaches Yixing’s middle, it's clear that there’s nothing to be scared of, but Jun still has his reserves and Yixing doesn’t push him anymore, he just walks slowly towards him and without uttering a single word he puts his cold hands on Jun’s feet. They move upwards, over his calves and up to his knees, it doesn’t take too long for them to reach Jun’s joined hands. As he does, Yixing looks up at him and starts playing with his fingers.

Jun is stepping in the water seconds later, he doesn’t jump in like Yixing, instead he dips in tentatively, using his companion’s hand as support.

“It’s not as cold as I thought.” he has to scream to be heard over the waterfall, even if Yixing is sticking close to him. Yixing smiles and continues to hold his hand, dragging him around the small pond.

The water is crystal clear, Jun can see the muddy floor, the shadows of the water plants waving in time with the small ripples on the surface of the pond; he is able to see his own legs moving forward and Yixing’s body floating near him. 

Out of curiosity, Jun looks above them, at the small section of the sky visible. The sight is breathtaking, the view from his apartment in the middle of Beijing and even the one from the Bear’s den can’t compare to how the sky looks in the middle of nowhere.

Countless brilliant spots populate the sky, Jun for the first time really feels like he’s getting a peek at their galaxy. He stops a few steps away from the spot where the waterfall dives in endlessly and he submerges himself down to his shoulders, he tugs Yixing’s arm, to signal him to stop. Yixing turns and looks at him confused, his light eyebrows crease on his forehead.

Jun signals him to look up, Yixing does and one more star is added to the scenery, his pretty smile blossoming from his lips.

Jun pulls him closer, both of his hands move to his waist and their bodies adhere to each other. Feeling Yixing’s wide palms against himself, his dick brushing against his thigh is enough for him to be transported back to earlier in the day, when they were drowning in orange light and locked around each other. That same sensation of finally feeling at the right place at the right time, invades him once more.

Yixing winds up around him, even with the water splashing loudly in his ears, Jun listens closely to what he whispers.

“There’s a proper beach on that side.” he point behind himself, in the direction where he had been guiding them 

Jun takes a deep breath and gulps the nervousness down, his hands leave every fear behind and start touching Yixing with clear intent, aiming for the back of his thighs. When Jun straightens his legs again, Yixing comes up with him among gasps and laughter.

“I’ll take you there.” he announces and Yixing hugs him tightly, Jun feels his hips shift against his lower abdomen and he almost loses his balance.

Once they arrive at the area Yixing had been talking about, Jun walks out of the water. To his surprise, stepping on the small rocks of the beach is not much different from walking on sand and when he poses Yixing down they stick to his wet skin in the same way as well. Which offers him the perfect excuse not to look at him directly and to cover his nervousness with the motions of cleaning Yixing’s body.

“Have you ever been with a man, Mr. Zheng?” Yixing asks, his hands pose on Jun’s to stop them and intertwines their fingers, demanding his full attention.   

“...No” He answers truthfully, discarding his old habit of pondering over the possible answer his partner would like to hear.

“Okay,” Yixing says quietly, smiling gently, “You don’t have to be nervous.”

The words make Jun’s heartbeat become violently fast, he feels each beat thunder against his chest, the blood rushing through his temples and his dick fill, giving the first signs of being alive in he doesn’t remember how long.

Yixing opens his legs and helps Jun position himself between them, with no warning he pulls him down, Jun immediately raises himself on his elbows after the impact against Yixing's body.

“Are you okay?” Yixing nods, his smile is wide and even if Jun feels like he is being made fun of, he can’t help slipping into a bit of a daze because of his beauty.

“I’m fine, don’t worry.” His fingers roll one of the few gray strands of Jun’s hair, then something changes, there’s a glint in Yixing’s eyes that he is not able to place. Amidst his wondering, Yixing takes him by surprise and pushes him until they’re rolling and Yixing’s sitting on his lap, their positions successfully reversed.

Jun’s mouth his dry, but he keeps swallowing, fighting against the lump stuck in his throat that just won’t go away. He feels out of his element, naked in the open and with a man sitting on him, he can’t help but glance around, on the lookout for anyone that might walk in on them. 

“Hey focus!” Yixing grabs his face and adjusts it so that he’s looking only at him. Jun is speechless, finally looking at Yixing and truly seeing him. He looks divine, Jun feels himself melt under his intense gaze and the scorching trails his touches leave behind. “I’ve never seen anyone as handsome as you. I can’t believe how beautiful you are.” Jun sits up to cup his face, Yixing’s lips open but they don’t emit any discernible sound, he sputters for a few seconds before looking away, Jun wishes he could be able to see if his cheeks are tinted pink.

Yixing shields his embarrassment by amping up his sex appeal, deciding to cover his face in Jun’s crotch.

The feeling of his balls being pulled and the loud sucking sound that accompanies the sensation, is completely new to Jun, even more surprising is Yixing’s fingers moving to his ass, circling an opening that Jun has never even thought of using for pleasure. Yet the sensations coming over him are overwhelming and he realizes it’s just going become worse from here when Yixing shows him a cute smile and proceeds to deepthroat his entire cock.

“God, Yixing this is insane…” Jun pushes out, with a voice that doesn’t sound like his own.

“Grab my hair.” Yixing gets off his cock to speak and lick the underside of his tip. Jun has never experienced anything this lewd in real life, he’s only seen scenes like these in porn.

Jun listens to his demand and grabs a fistful of his wavy, dark hair. Yixing in unyielding, downing his dick as if he had been starving. Jun tries to pull him back slowly, Yixing hums and opens his eyes to stare up at him, Jun pushes him back towards his crotch and nearly comes when he sees Yixing start to jerk himself off.

He had expected Yixing to be comfortable in sexual situations, but this goes well beyond his expectations. 

“I-I need a moment.” he stutters.

"Okay." Yixing frees his lips and poses his cheek on Jun’s thigh, he seems out of breath, but content. He pulls himself up as he seems to get an idea, “If it’s okay with you, I would like you to…” Jun is glad he doesn’t say it out right, he’s already overheating as it is. 

Then Yixing crawls above him, grasps his fully hard dick and pushes it between his ass cheeks, half of Jun wishes he could see, the other damns Yixing for being so needlessly lewd.

“I’ve fingered myself thinking of this earlier, so I’m ready for it.”

“That’s okay.” Jun agrees, he doesn’t have time to properly think about Yixing’s words that he’s already being assaulted by the vision of him spitting on his dick. Jun’s breathing is laboured and his left arm hurts, he is convinced that he has no chance of walking out of this without getting a stroke.

Yixing pushes Jun back down and is sure and skillful as he adjusts their positions. He sees him throw his head back at the first inches of his dick entering him, Jun’s fists close on his sides. The tightness engulfing him is incredible, he is ashamed by how close he already is to cumming. He reaches his limit only moments after, when Yixing starts bouncing and invites him to grasp the firm flesh of his thighs.

Their skins dragging against each other, Yixing's sweet voice breaking in muffled moans, his strong muscled figure quivering and his cock jumping between his legs, as hard as a rock.

Just thinking that Jun is doing this to him, that Yixing has become like this because of him is what prompts him to starts thrusting upwards with all the strength he can muster. Yixing's moans become louder and his broken words make Jun think that he must be hitting the right spot inside him.

The embarrassment swiftly comes back to him when he catches both himself and Yixing by surprise by coming only a few moments after starting. 

“I’m sorry… I… inside you.” Jun speaks among his heavy breathing, he tries to get up but he feels boneless, he’s sure Yixing must be disappointed, “And I don’t usually come this fast, it’s just…” 

Yixing puts a finger on his lips telling him to stay quiet, he lays down on him, his own chest trembles with how heavily he is panting. As he speaks he plays mindlessly with one of Jun’s nipples, “I’m so happy. I want you to keep coming for me.” it leaves Jun unable to form a response. Yixing shifts his hips and he tightends himself, Jun winces at the touch against his oversensitive cock, Yixing kisses his complaints away.

“I’ll help you come too.” Jun speaks between a sweet kiss, already reaching for Yixing's hard dick with one hand, and caressing his back with the other, trying to convey how apologetic he feels.

“No, I want to come together with you.” Yixing shuts him up and exchanges his soft pecks for a long, wet kiss that puts Jun’s lower body back into the mood for anything Yixing might desire.