Read The white walls :: Chapter 1

Opening my eyes once again I realise I was back in the place with the white walls.

‘Back here again’

I huffed to myself while trying to remember what happened before I came here.

Sadly I have been in the room over 100 times, this white room where nothing exists but myself. I still haven’t figured out what I am but one thing I do know is I keep reincarnating, over and over again.

Whether my life is full of riches or I’m a poor commoner, I’ve lived and died over 100 times.

‘I think this is my 112th death’

“Doesn’t this get boring!” I yelled at whoever is playing this cruel joke on me.

I remember in my final moments I was soon to become the empress of the nation Theadora, it was a beautiful nation who had been touched by god and I was going to help bring it even higher, but sadly I died before I could help.

‘How the hell did I die this time’

‘I must of been assassinated’

I lay on this floor that I cannot even feel and sigh. I realised this a long time ago but I feel like my soul is not meant to exist. Sometimes I reincarnate as a newborn but most of the time I’m born into a body of someone who has passed already, they have a past, so it feels like I’m stealing their life.

I’m not sure whether I’m meant to make their lives better and give them a purpose but I can’t continue this anymore, I need to live for myself and be set free.

“I want to be free”

….

Alert.

‘I’ve never hated a noise so much’

This screen appears before I reincarnate, it tells me the details of whom I shall become, their background and more.

‘I’m so tired’

Amaris Elita Chandra.

Meaning of name: Child of the moon, The chosen one, Bright.

‘Damn they must be the families pride and joy’

Age: 4 years old

‘Their still young, I haven’t had a young body in over 55 lives’

‘I wonder how they died’

Death: Unknown

‘Unknown? Weird’

Family: Father - Emperor Jaspar Marcel Chandra.

‘Great so another Emperor, I miss life as a commoner’

I Clicked on his profile to see more information.

Looking at the screen he is 46 years old, he has wavy red hair with piercing green eyes and tanned skin with small mole under his right eye.

‘Hmm he is a very attractive man’

He inherited the position of emperor after his brother was in a fatal accident and died.

‘I wonder how he died?’

Their family bloodline was able to make contracts with gods and possess their power and abilities.

‘GODS?!’

The emperor was able to make a contract with Poseidon, and ended up sucking the life force out of his brother.

“Wait what?!”

If a strong contract isn’t formed, those who possess the blood of Chandra shall have their life force sucked away if they do not have a contract already formed.

‘That might be the reason Amaris died’

‘Anyway let’s see who’s next’

Mother - Celeste Fay Chandra

‘I wonder why she doesn’t has a title’

Click.

A beautiful woman appeared on the screen, her long straight white hair flowing down her back, piercing light pink eyes and her skin was radiating like a star. She had beautiful pointy ears like an elf.

‘She’s Amaris mother, wow!’

‘I don’t think I’ve ever seen anyone so beautiful’

Scrolling down I found out some more information, Celeste was from a clan called Portia, they were descendents of god themselves , they possessed healing and other abilities.

‘More gods’

Although they was cursed, they couldn’t conceive children outside of the clan so they was forced to use every means necessary, including incest.

“What the hell!”

Celeste escaped from the clan and was brought into the Emperors home, he cared for her and gave her warmth and even tried to make her his bride.

They were both so in love with each other and wanted nothing more than to have children of their own, even though he already had 4 children from a previous marriage he wanted her to bear him a child.

Celeste knew this wasn’t possible but didn’t want to give up the love of her life so she sought out a dark magician, who performed a spell for a price.

Celeste died after giving birth to twins.

‘Twins, so she has a sibling’

‘I wonder why it didn’t say anything after the spell’

“Let’s see”

Twin brother - Altan Dai Chandra

Age: 4 years old

I looked at his profile and it revealed a young boy with white hair and Emerald green eyes, although he was young the piercing look in his eyes made him seem like he had been through war, but I had a feeling I still felt some warmth in his soul.

“Let’s see how their relationship is”

They used to be really close, but last year father started keeping Amaris under lock and key and she wasn’t able to see him.

‘I wonder why she wasn’t allowed out?’

Oldest Brother - Ordell Milo Chandra

‘Why do I have to do so much research!’

‘Just let me die!!’

“Hmm”

Age: 12 years old

‘Wow only eight years older, her father must have loved having children’

Looking at the picture you could see he resembled her father a lot, the only difference is his blue eyes. He had a cold feeling about him.

He’s set to be the next emperor after his father passes away, and they’ve already set him up for an arranged marriage with Duke's Roan Jones' daughter.

‘Apparently she has a hot temper Hmm’

Second brother - Sage Cato Chandra

Age: 10 years old

Unlike Ordell, Sage looked completely different, probably from his mother’s side, he had light brown hair which was dead straight followed by his fathers green eyes, his skin was pale with a few freckles.

‘Why does everyone look so cold in this family’

First sister - Fumika Minerva Chandra

Age: 8 years old

‘She has a sister’

‘Finally I didn’t know what I would do with so many boys around me’

Fumika has a beautiful shade of light red straight hair, her eyes glowed a beautiful blue that complemented her pale skin, she was the essence of beauty.

‘Wow I hope I look half as good as her’

‘Lastly’

Third brother - Chiru Asva Chandra

Age: 6 years old

‘Another brother’

Chiru looked different from the others, he had dark wavy brown hair, and piercing green eyes. His tanned skin showed off his freckles, but behind his eyes he felt warm, he looked happy compared to the others.

‘That’s a child who is free’

“I’ve noticed as I’ve read everyone’s names that they all have a meaning”

“I already know Amaris’s meaning but what about the others?”

“Can I see everyone’s meaning?”

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Duke Jasper Marcel Chandra - Treasure, Warrior, Shining.

Celeste Fay Chandra - Of the sky, Fairy, Shining.

Altan Dai Chandra - Red dawn, To shine, Shining.

Ordell Milo Chandra - Beginning, Soldier, Shining.

Sage Cato Chandra - Wise, all-knowing, Shining.

Fumika Minerva Chandra - Beautiful flower, The mind, Shining.

Chiru Asva Chandra - Freedom, Strong speed, shining.