Waiting at the train station, waiting … … waiting … why did I come this early I’m literally coming 30-minute early Aaahhh why??? I can’t believe me it’s not even a real date I need to go I can’t do this. Joseph walks toward me with that straight face of his. This is weird really weird oh look I’m repeating myself in my thought, huh.
“So, Lilith put you up to this and you go for it, are you a pushover or something.”
“She’s a friend, she just maybe nerves and I can’t be a third wheel”
“Then you brought me to third you with you?”
“Ya something like that”
Well, that’s it we wait for them to come we didn’t talk much well it’s the 21 century we just scroll and scroll-like every mindless capitalize human block. The finely came well on time we just came early that’s it.
“Ellie? Hey, you and Joseph are both here?”
“Didn’t Lilith tell you it’s a double date?”
“Yeah, just don’t know it be you two”
“Are you two a thing?”
In unaccent “absolutely not”
“How come, you two seem close”
In unaccent “we’re cousin, far blooded cousin”
“Oh, ok sorry”
Oh, dear poor Ko Ying, what in the hell was in his mind. We are kin of like childhood best friend but without best friend part and more like known since childhood only well I don’t know how to describe.
The date was fine, I guess. First, we went and eat like any group of 4 it's hiatic and calm at the same time. After that we went to a movie it was some romance drama we sat at separate couple seat, “we were so close but we couldn’t be farther apart” that was the tagline of that movie, it’s not a good movie for a date. Then we have the most awkward lunch.
The reason that makes this lunch awkward it’s just me and Joseph are third-wheeling Ko Ying and Lilith date. They were sweet-talking so smoothly and we were just hanging around and lingering around make us uh single dogs? I can’t take this anymore.
“I think I’ll leave first”
“Ellie, why? If you’re leaving, I’ll go too” Ko Ying said
“What no enjoy your date, and why are you saying you’ll leave?” I ask back
“It’s too awkward to stay this way” Lilith reply with her head down
I know I’ve been zoning out most of the time I practically ignore everything I see, but seeing Lilith head down on supposedly her date makes my heartache, should I had notice earlier it will … … I don’t what could I do if I had noticed it earlier.
Lilith raises her head and smiles “it’s fine I can stay here awhile.”
“Oh, you're fine, um then I’ll take my leave, bye”
“Wait for me,” Ko Ying said
When I turn my back, I heard them faintly whisper.
“Go for it”
“You too”
That’s when I realize this is not their date, this is their setup! Sum it right, Lilith want to be with that dirtbag and this guy wants to go out with me. Lilith has been playing with me this whole week. AH HAHAHA, what the hell, am I a total joke now.
“ah~ so Ko Ying why? Why are you and Lilith doing this to me”?
“Not just to you we did it to Joseph too <3”
“So, why me?”
“I like you; you seem interesting”
“Then um Lilith she”
“She’s fine with Joseph with her”
“That’s the problem he's mean”
“Aren’t you being a little too worried, she’s fine”
That won’t do, I need to go back to her.
“Hey why are you going back”
I walk away fast, he grabs my arm and comes along.
“Hey! I know you are already hesitant when she says I’m going to go on a date with her. Why are you doing this”
I keep going
“Hey! Elenor! Do you like her or something? What are you a Homo? You don’t even know her for that long”
I stopped
“What are you talking about? We’re friends and friends look out for each other.”
“Then aren’t you a little selfish?”
“So, what if I am I care about her that’s it”
“See for yourself”
Lilith and Joseph chatting and having a great moment.
“Just shut it you”
“How does it feel Elenor”
“Nothing is nothing … … I … see he’s not being mean to her that’s it. I’ll get going. Bye.”
“Hey what the hell man. Elenor?”
“Fine I’ll give you a chance to apologies”
“Hm fine”
It sucks to know this knowledge, what am I, what the hell did he say, what did I say? Like what can I even say? How could he? This date is stupid could have avoided all this if I just walk away could have just ah there no use in saying could have. Actually, what does Ko Ying want he doesn’t seem like he's mocking when he called me a Homo, he was smiling? Augh that’s making me sick. He says he likes me and called me interesting but he doesn’t seem that way.
At night via text
“How did it go with Joseph?”
“Eh, how did you know?”
“Ko Ying told me everything you sly”
“Ah haha, it went great he says we should meet out again sometime later”
“Yeah, good to know, hey um what do you feel about Joseph”
“I like him he’s charming”
“Oh ok, anyway GN”
“Ok, good night sleep tight see u in school<3”
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