I was finally back throughout the years that I became a kangaroo in that dream. The first thing that struck through my mind, is of course, even a not-so-witted person like me, will think about the date.

And as I then turned left and right to find the calendar...

It seems.

"..."

I have no calendar...

"..."

Anyways, there was a phone on a desk beside my bed, which is likely to be mine, and so I grabbed it without hesitation. And as I press the "on" button on its side...

"..."

I then tried to press and hold the button but...

"..."

It's low on battery...

"..."

"SHIT WHAAAAAATTT?!!"

"WHAT ABSOLUTE NONSENSE IS THIS?!!!" I have no calendar and I left a phone with no battery at all?! Most importantly for a person like me who will always forget small shit?!

And suddenly...

"BANG!!"

As the door was slammed open... Someone that lives here with me most likely to have heard my loud shout...

"Eli!! What!! What happened?! You have amnesia again?! Then your mother is Ana and your father is Kent!!"

"..."

Now that I remembered, I had forgotten how loud he was as always... Uncle always doing this is now annoying me a little bit again. And why their names first? Even if I forgot their names, I can't just remember some faces that I had never thought of a bit in the first place...

"Eh, Uncle, it's nothing. I'm sorry to say this, but what is your name again?"

He just then... Smiled like it's nothing, feeling like it was already a normal thing for him. But why would he smile?

"Karl... It's Karl, you forgot my name, but you didn't forget that I'm your Uncle..."

And he just laughed it out.

"..."

Ahh, so that's it. But one thing's for sure, I just remembered him as my Uncle just because of that time where I was uttering some things towards myself, I realized that there was only one who I had lived with, beneath this heart of mine can even recall someone who is always dwelling inside of it, which it recalls this certain someone as my Uncle.

"Oh, Uncle Karl. I just... I just had a dream, again."

"..."

"You always said that to me Eli, even doctors can't seem to know why you are like this for 4 years now..."

Doctors? Yeah right, of course they won't just believe something this impossible. They will do what they are meant to do as what they were meant to be, but they are meant to be to do those things only on what humans still reached and could possibly reach in the future. But, something as impossible as my situation throughout these years will just be complete nonsense for them.

"And, if you need something, just call me, I still have work to do. And there is food at the table, you need to eat"

Ah yes, eating. Eating like a human, as I would always do... Well, that will be hard for a person that had just currently eaten grasses like a kangaroo for many years...

"Also, I'm very sorry that you are always alone Eli, but if I have a chance, I will of course not decline it and go out enjoy something called life with you someday."

And he went out, I'm now alone. Yet he suddenly opened the door again just to tell me a total shitty past.

"Oh, right, speaking of you being alone... Your girlfriend had just broken up with you, right? I think it's time to find another one!! Well, I think later is the time for me to give you some advice of a single man who is still girlfriend-hunting for all these years now, hehe!!"

Yeah, now that I remembered, I have the what-so called "GF". Total bullshit.

"Ah just go to your work already!! You single, elderly-virgin dude!"

"HAHAHAHA!! Look who's talking!! Right back at you Eli!!"

Right back at me? Yeah, nice precision. Because as you may not even know, I'm also a single, elderly-virgin trash!

And he's really gone, that old geezer.

Anyways, he had really thought that I'm still like them virgins, well yes I am.

"..."

But am I? I also really don't know, but it feels like I had done one already...

I can't seem to remember something like that. Either in real life or in a dream.

"Heh, like someone or even the what-so called GF of mine would do it with me in this real life."

Someone like me? Having to have an average face, being a dog if we follow women's hunting system... And what's most for me is that I had never achieved a single thing that I can call a worthy feat.

Anyways, I remembered now that my uncle is a good person, he never tries to be angry at me. And he understands my personal space and my longing for someone to talk to.

"..."

But I just can't make him trust me, who will believe it anyway. He also, like the doctors, may seem to think that I have autism. Well, they are starting to think I have one. But I don't have!! I'm just an idiot who has low-memorization skills paired with these shitty dream issues!! I don't even want to try comparing total disorder from total stupidity.

"..."

But as he said, alone as always for 4 years.

"..."

He said... Yeah... 4 years... 4 years huh?

But it's damn thousands of years for me!! I may have experience lives with the exposure of many other humans and beings, but they can't be called one because they are just part of dreams!! Even if we reached the point of being "friends", they will just be forgotten like their very existence are nothing but are part of my brain cells dwelling like specks of dust having a very very small chance to be remembered again!!

"Ahhh!!! This freaking God!! Really!! What do you really want huh?!!"

Yelling and muttering some things in my room, continuing to have these despairing thoughts and boiling rage, I then opened my window due to the desire of having a refreshing air, to relax my mind even a bit.

"..."

And other than to make my mind empty, I then saw two students, who seem to have a younger appearance than me, having fun talking to each other...

"..."

"What are they talking about?"

Asking myself out of curiosity. But is it really though?

Now that I remember...

"Ugh, why would I always remember things that are just meant to create some despairing thoughts?!"

Anyways, just like them, I was a student also... Well of course I was a student... But unlike them, I was never a student to have a normal experience of what a student should be. It's not that I was a toy for the bullies or some things close to that,  I am a loner. Not that I chose to be one, in fact, many other students like to befriend me, but I was forced to... no, I was made to be one. In the first place, how could people be with me if I always forgot about them each day? Why would they bother being friends with someone that might not even want to be a friend that doesn't give any attention to you at all because he just forgets your name that easily like you are nothing in his eyes? Is what they should think of about me if we put it in that situation...

Everything, except to my Uncle, was long before gone before I could even explain it to myself. Why would they be gone? It's what life's about right? But why not for me also? Do I still have meaning? Let alone, having this impossible shit should have a reason...

"..."

Well, if to think about it, maybe this dream issue has got to do with the past...

"Ugh, not that I cared about the past anyway."

Now that I just realized it, I just want everything to come to an end. Find a lover in this real life, and live peacefully until we die from old age. Not that I could experience it anyways.

But not that I hadn't experienced a dream where I died from old age, living peacefully and normally in a house. There should be one from these thousands of years...

And, I don't really remember all the things that happened, it was several years ago...

"Did I had a lover that time?"

Seriously? A lover? How the heck could I get one?

"..."

Well, if I had one, then I should have not forgotten about it then. Why would I just forget someone that I really love? They should also be dwelling in my heart even if they are long gone...

Really.

"Ahhh!! Why would you create me just for this you idiot of a God!! If you will give me this dream issue, then at least let me remember forever the paradises that I had gone to!!"

And then yelled again for some time... Not until a phone under my bed other than that no-battery of a phone rang.

"Oh, someone's calling? How unexpected... Who should it be?"

How unexpected it is for me to have two phones, it seems it is a phone meant for some other things.

"Hello? Who is this?"

Why does someone who might know me, wants to talk to me? Maybe... wrong number of course, hehe.

"Hello Author Eligio, author of Fallen Meteor God"

"..."

"..."

"Fallen Meteor What?"

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