“More of you. Please fuck me. I need you in me.” I begged once more. Relinquishing my control to him came easy to me. It felt like I was meant to be under his control, he was meant to dominate me.

I must have given John the correct response, because immediately after I finished speaking, he had himself lined up to my entrance.

“You’re sure this is okay with you, Theodore?” The question was genuine.

“I would have stopped you sooner if I wasn’t totally sure about this. Please. Fuck me.” I stared him in the eyes, giving him the reassurance he needed to continue. After applying a generous amount of lube, John slowly pushed himself into me inch by inch. With each inch he pushed into me, I released a new moan, and Fenris let out a louder purr in my head. Once he was all the way in, I felt a fullness like I’d never imagined. He waited for me to get used to his size before moving. The first thrust sent waves of pleasurable pain through my entire body. I felt the sting of my hole stretching to accommodate his girth. It was a pain that brought me even closer to my orgasm – which I had been denied of earlier. Soon enough, John was thrusting into me like a beastly human. Again, and again, and again. He just kept thrusting. It was the most amazing feeling I could have ever imagined. It felt like we had been going at it for hours. John’s chest was glistening beautifully with sweat, I wanted to lick him, to taste him. I wanted this man to be completely mine in every way I could possibly imagine.

“I need my release Theo. I can’t handle this anymore.” Fenris was enjoying every feeling through me, and he was panting just as hard as I was at this point.

“Johnathan! Please let me cum for you!” I half moaned half shouted.

“Almost baby. Bear with me just a little bit longer.” He grabbed my cock, placing his thumb over my slit, to stop me from finishing as best he could.

“Oh my Goddess. He’s denying us of our orgasm. How fucking hot is that.” Fenris was in awe with the domination he was experiencing from John.

“PLEASE!!” I cried out. He didn’t respond, but continued holding my cock, while thrusting aggressively into me. Overcome with overwhelming pleasure, I begin to see stars, not realizing my finger nails had dug deep into John’s triceps. John didn’t flinch even a tiny bit.

“Fuck Theo!” He let go of my cock, causing me to squirt hot streams of semen across my own chest, as he filled me to the brim with his own seed. The hot liquid started to seep out of me before John had even pulled out. John took finger and swiped it through the mess on my abs, then seductively licking it clean like a lollipop. That was the hottest thing I didn’t know I needed to see.

“I swear to you, I will claim this man as ours sooner rather than later.” Fenris stated, matter-of-factly before passing out.

Neither one of us made an effort to move. We both panted heavily, John leaning his forehead against mine with his eyes closed. After a short time, we both evened out our breathing, then he slowly pulled himself out of me. John kneeled at the side of the couch, allowing me to sit up. He moved himself so that he was kneeling between my legs, and rested head on my bare thigh. His arms wrapped around my waist, and I rested my arms against his shoulders letting my hands tangle into his hair.

I hadn’t given it much thought in the moment, but him leaving his hair down during sex was definitely sexy. It was really long – like down to where his belt would be, and had just enough wave in it to give it a beautiful body. The dark brown color was shiny, not dull like most dark brown hair can look. It complimented his sun-kissed tan skin, and definitely made his beautiful emerald green eyes stand out even more than they already do. John truly was the living embodiment of natural beauty. He always has been too.

“What are you thinking about?” John’s voice came softly.

“Nothing really, I’m just admiring your beauty.” I smiled.

“Me? Beautiful? Have you looked in a mirror? If winter were a person, it would most definitely be you.” His head popped up so that he could look me in the eye.

“What is so special about pale hair, pale skin, and pale eyes? I look void of any color.” I guess Fenris didn’t appreciate the way I spoke, because he woke up just to scold me.

“We are fucking gorgeous Theodore.” He’s not modest at all.

“Pale isn’t the word I’d use to describe you. Your skin is smooth, bright, and eye catching. I especially enjoy making you blush because the red tint to you beautifully white skin stands out so much more. Your hair is thick, I love how it looks like you don’t even try to tame its waviness. It’s like a beautiful lions mane.” He paused to run his hand through my hair. The pause was long enough for Fenris to make his own comment.

“I am basking in his admiration of our beauty, but did he seriously just compare our hair to a fucking oversized pussy cat?” The expression I saw in my head was a straight, serious face. I smiled at the comment, hoping John thought I was simply smiling at his praise.

“And your eyes… I’m sure most people would simply describe them as ‘crystal blue’ and ‘beautiful,’ and while both are true, that’s not how I would describe them.” He paused again staring at me like his was trying to read my mind.

“How would you describe them then, John?”

“Have you ever seen a fire so hot that it burned blue? Have you ever watched that blue fire dance across whatever it may be burning? Your eyes are captivating like a dancing blue fire. I could get lost in my own world watching you eyes devour me while they see every inch of my being. The flame they hold, the passion they show, the many different looks I see in them. Theodore, I truly believe your eyes are a gift from whatever god there is in this life. They are absolutely the most gorgeous eyes any human could ever wish to have or see.” My entire body had to have flushed as red as it ever has, I felt like I was on fire. He simply smiled at me knowingly.

“Oh my goddess, Theo. Did you know he could be so passionate?” Fenris swooned.

“I had no idea…”

“This is the blush I was talking about.” He brought his hand to my cheek, brushing his thumb across the apple of my cheek. “Absolutely breathtaking.”

“My god, John. When did you learn to be such a sweet talker.” He chuckled.

“When I realized I wanted to be the only man to ever draw out this beautiful blush.” He smiled sweetly at me.

“I’m not sure if this is redundant at this point, but I want to ask you anyway. John, will you be my boyfriend?”

“Fuck ‘boyfriend,’ make him our mate now!”

“Shut up Fen!”

“Boyfriend… sounds so adolescent. Like we’re kids.” He mused. “I would gladly be your boyfriend. Or partner. Or lover. Whatever the term may be, my answer is yes.” Sometimes I wonder why John says weird shit like that, but nevertheless, I’m so happy he said yes to me.

“Boyfriend just gives him the option to leave us whenever he feels like it.” Fenris bitterly pointed out. I ignored the comment, because if I’d given it any response, I knew I wouldn’t win a mental battle with him right now.

“Can I stay with you tonight?” I pulled his face to mine, planting a gentle kiss on his lips.

“Of course you can. I wouldn’t have it any other way.”

“Perfect. Claim him in his sleep.”

“Have you lost you fucking mind Fenris?! When has a forced claim ever been okay? And why do you want him so bad? He’s not even a wolf, so YOU can’t even enjoy him the way I can.”  Fenris growled at me out of anger from that comment.

“Then turn him.” He said it like that was the only choice I had. I frowned outwardly.

“I can’t turn him. He doesn’t even know about…”

“Is something the matter T?” John snapped me out of the conversation with Fenris.

“No, Sorry. I was just thinking about how I almost didn’t ask to stay with you.” I lied.

“Hm. Alright.” John sounded as if I didn’t convince him. He kissed my cheek, then stood up and gathered his discarded clothes and walked in the direction of his room. I followed in suit.

“As much as I’d love to fuck until the break of light, I have things to do tomorrow. So why don’t we just shower and snuggle?” John seemed suddenly distant, and I couldn’t figure out why.

“What are you doing tomorrow?” Curiosity got the better of me.

“Meeting with an old friend from high school. We haven’t seen each other in a few years, so he decided to get in touch and we’re going to meet up tomorrow.” WHAT?! He was meeting up a=with another man?!

“He? Who is he?” I letting my irrational jealousy get the better of me.

“Yes, he. Parker. Parker Jung-Kim. Aside from you, he’s probably my closest friend.” I remembered Parker. He and John were attached at the hip, especially when I wasn’t around to get between them.

“Why would he want to randomly meet up after a few years?” I could feel my Alpha sized jealousy building to it’s peek, but I did everything in my power to keep it calm.

“Because he’s been out of the country, and we’re friends?” he said it like he was questioning why I was questioning him.

“Can I come?”

“No.” He stated shortly.

“Why not?”

“Because you have never liked him, and he has never liked you. And I have no desire to be in the middle of that.” Fair enough. “If I had to compare the situation, I’d have to say he’s probably the equivalent of what Jason is to you.” I’m not entirely sure that makes me feel better, because deep down, I know how I truly feel about Jason…

“He is not allowed to go meet this ‘Parker’ without us.” Fenris was just as upset about it as I was.

“What am I supposed to do about it?! He said I can’t go, and I can’t just follow him. That’d make me a stalker.” I pointed out.

“So then be a fucking stalker, Theo.”  I mentally rolled my eyes at him.

“He’s the closest friend I have that I can talk to about guys. He doesn’t judge me for being gay, he just accepts me for me.” John mused with a small smile on his face. Something about this was making me uncomfortable and I couldn’t place what it was.

“I’m really trying NOT to be the overly jealous boyfriend type, but we literally JUST decided to be each others partners, so you’ll have to excuse me for being a little annoyed about the fact that you’re going to meet with another man.” I stated bluntly. If I knew one thing, it’s that not voicing concerns, or lack of communication can lead to a toxic relationship, and I didn’t want that with John. I want a happy, love filled relationship with him.

“T you know Parker isn’t gay right?” His gaze was studying me now.

“You don’t believe me when I say that about Jason…” I pointed out.

“Because Jason acts like a jealous dick. Parker isn’t jealous about my feelings for you, and he never has been.” I blushed slightly at that.

“How long has he known you had feelings for me?”

“Probably since the beginning. He used to tease me about how much I stared at you freshmen year, and he let me talk out my feelings to him without ever making me feel like an abomination for being gay. I’ve never been romantically - or sexually - attracted to him. If you haven’t noticed, fair skinned, white haired, blue eyed men are more my type.” He shot me a wink, with a smirk on his lips.

“That doesn’t make me feel any less jealous.” I admitted in a mumbled voice.

“Would it make you feel better if I told you his soon-to-be wife will be there too? The reason he wants to meet up is to introduce me and her.”

“If she can be there, why can’t I?”

“We already discussed that. You guys don’t like each other.” He said plainly.

“If he knows you have feelings for me, why does he dislike me so much? I mean I don’t like him because he was always attached at you hip and I felt like he was trying to get between us.”

“He doesn’t like you because he was the one comforting me when I was upset every time you had some new fling clinging to you. Nobody likes to see their friend heartbroken.” I flinched a little when he had said that. I had no idea he felt that way when I dated other people… mostly because I had no idea he ever had feelings for me back then. I only dated around because I was trying to get over my own feelings for him.

“Let’s just shower and go to bed now.” He stated with finality. I knew he meant to end the conversation, so I didn’t push any further.

“Yeah sure.” I answered solemnly.

***Most of my chapters will only be split in multiple parts so that they fit in the guidelines for Tapas. Doing this may cause some episodes so be signifcantly longer or shorter than others. It's unintentional on my part, but I hope you enjoy the story regardless!***