“Is he okay?” Jason whispered.

“Honestly, I don’t know. That was weird. I mean everything seemed totally fine before we brought up Fen and Geri. Maybe I shouldn’t have said anything about Fen…” I said, knowing I sounded a bit unsure of myself now.

“Great. One of my mates doesn’t even like me.” Fen complained in my head.

“How’s Geri after that?” I ignored Fen’s complaint.

“He feels rejected.” Jason said. I nodded my head as if to say I understood because Fen felt the same.

“We should definitely go check on him, right?” I asked out loud, but mostly asking Fenris.

“Yes, obviously.” Fen replied.

“Geri and I both say yes to that.” So we both go up and met John in the shower.

John was standing under the stream of hot water, leaning his forehead against the wall, with his back toward us. Slowly, I walked up behind him, and wrapped my arms around his waist while resting my chin on his shoulder.

“Hey. Sorry. I know I ruined the whole mood, walking out like that.” He said sheepishly.

“ ‘The Mood’ is not what’s important, my love. What’s going on?” I made sure to use a gentle tone. John just sighed, but didn’t reply.

“John, it’s okay to not want Geri and Fen around when we’re being intimate. We all understand that it’s still a new concept to get used to.” Jason said, while wedging his way between John and the wall in front of him. With Jason in front of him, John’s forehead now rested on Jason’s shoulder. Jason’s arms were wrapped around John’s waist, just above mine, and we all just stood there quietly hugging each other.

“It’s not that I don’t want them or that I dislike them,” John started, so quietly that I barely heard him, “I just feel like… when they show up…. Like I’m left out. I feel childish for feeling like this. I don’t think it’s necessarily jealousy, more so… annoyance. It’s a weird feeling.” He admitted. Jason and I both squeezed him slightly tighter in the hug.

“What do you mean you feel left out?” Jason asked.

“I mean you guys can communicate without speaking, you have these spirits who can communicate with each other. You can have full on conversations without including me. It’s annoying to be apart of a relationship where I can be easily excluded half the time, and you both just think it’s a normal part of life because that’s how you were raised, that’s what’s normal for you both. It’s not normal for me.” John explained. Honestly, I couldn’t even blame him. He made total sense. I never thought of it like that because, he was right, we were raised as if it were a completely normal part of life to be able to communicate mentally with other wolves.

“I’m sorry we made you feel that way, John. Do you really think its annoying to be with us?” I asked timidly, hoping he didn’t truly feel that way.

“Not to be with you,” he leaned his head back to my shoulder, “to be excluded.” He sighed. “Hey you know what? We were supposed to be ravaging Jason. Let’s continue that, then carry out the rest of our day. We’ll worry about me later. Yeah?” Without waiting for a response, John swiftly switched places with Jason so that Jason way between us. I didn’t like how he was avoiding talking out his issues with us, but I will make him talk it out after we celebrate today.

John was good at moving faster than I could process. He was on his knees in front of Jason, working his oral magic to get Jason’s cock hard again. Rather than ruining this for a second time this morning, I kneeled down and worked my own oral magic on Jason’s twitching hole. Jason was a complete moaning mess above us. The sounds of his moans made me forget we were all just having such a serious moment, not even two minutes ago.

“You’re both very enthusiastic today.” Jason said breathlessly.

I pulled away just long enough to say, “With good reason, sweetheart.” He hummed happily at the term of endearment. Then let out a loud moan as I unceremoniously shoved two fingers deep inside his hole.

“God, that’s a beautiful sound.” Fenris tuned in. All I could think was about how his presence made John upset.

“If you’re going to be awake, stay quiet.” I said, trying not to sound rude, but knowing I failed tragically when I heard him sneer in my head. I mentally rolled my eyes, then continued to ignore Fen and his annoying need to vocalize his presence.

 John finally stood up and kissed Jason passionately. I watched as best I could from my position, which made me even more hard than I already was. I stood up to join the kiss, and John turned his passionate mouth to me, making me buzz with love. When John pulled away, he turned around and pressed his ass into Jason’s groin. Jason responded with a grunt like moan before aggressively shoving himself fully into John’s ass.

“Ah, fuck Jase!” John moaned. It sounded like a mix of pain and absolute pleasure.

“Probably should have prepped him a little before shoving it in like that.” I said, slightly above a whisper, with my lips pressed to Jason’s ear.

“Goddess. He’s such a tease. I couldn’t help myself. His ass was asking to be brutally fucked.” Jason said, sounding more than a little cocky.

“Mmm he really was asking for it, wasn’t he?” I smiled deviously. “Kinda like how your ass is screaming for my rock hard cock to ram into you?” Jason let out a deep purr like growl.

“Yes, Alpha! Please!” Jason moaned. I lined my self up, and in the same aggressive manner he’d shown John, I shoved myself, all the way to the hilt, inside his ass.

The three of us were moaning, and thrusting, and losing ourselves in each other. The loudest noise in the shower was definitely the sound of slapping skin from each thrust. The moans were loud, sure, but the slapping of our skin was deafening, in the best way.

“I’m already close.” Jason grunted out. That was all it took to push us over the edge. Jason hit his climax while clenching his muscles around me, which caused John to and I to follow immediately after. Afterwards, we were all breathing heavily, working to catch our breaths, as the steam from the shower making us all sweaty even with the water rolling over our bodies. Once we were finally calmed down, and breathing evenly, I pulled myself out of Jason, giving him the room to pull out of John. Jason moved himself fully under the stream of water, I moved out of the shower and to the stand-alone tub and filled it with bubble bath and got in. John moved, being weirdly quiet, and join me in the tub. He sat himself between my legs, and leaned his back against my chest. I wrapped my arms around him and we sat there quietly.

“Are you okay?” I asked, leaning my forehead against the back of his head.

“I will be. When our plans for today are completed, I will be happy. I wont let this feeling get the best of me."

“Let’s enjoy this for a few more minutes, then we’ll get started on our plans.” He nodded in response.

When Jason was done washing off in the shower, he came to sit in the tub across from John and me. Slowly, John maneuvered him self around so the he was now between Jason’s legs leaning his back against Jason’s chest. Jason did the same thing I did, as if it were an instinct to do it, and wrapped his arms around John’s body and held him close. It was sweet seeing them interact like this with each other, when only a few short months ago we nearly lost all of it…

“It’s a beautiful sight seeing our mates love each other.” Fen swooned. I felt my cheeks heat up, knowing it was Fenris’ fault the blush tented them.

“What’s got you blushing like a little school girl?” Jason chuckled. I tensed slightly, worried telling them anything would worsen John's mood... I decided to just say it anyway.