Earlier time in Earth

—Eyoulia's POV—

I began to have my consciousness again. But why?

As I then tried to open my eyes, I then felt them stinging, so I'm rubbing them.

They haven't yet adjusted from the light. What light anyways?

"Wh…"

Why am I awake again?

My body… I can't move, I haven't adjusted from it yet. Why? Also, I felt something below me, it feels like I'm sitting in a chair right now…? I feel that I'm leaning my hands on something also, more like a table…?

Then, is this a place where dead people were put? Is this what other people call as afterlife? I-Is this suppose to be what you first feel before waking up in this place? Sitting on something and leaning on something?

"…"

"…"

It seems my eyes have now adjusted from the lights, I then stopped rubbing them…

But as I then opened my eyes, I then saw a white light in front of m-

WAIT!! Wh-Why is there movement inside these rectangular-shaped white light?

"…"

I-It seems there are small people that are moving!! Are they trapped inside this white light?!

I then touched this white light.

"…"

Are they trapped in some kind of magic here? It seems like it's just plain smooth!!

I then tried to punch it in desperation for trying to save these moving people inside this white light.

"POW!~" But instead for it to break, it became black!!

"Where are they?!"

"…"

"…"

Wait… M-My voice…? I-It's a woman's voice but it's not mine…

"I-I thought this is the afterlife?"

I then observed the surrounding. First, this place is too confined and small, the walls are white, but not as glowing white as what I saw earlier… Second, the-there are many things that I don't know, but as I looked at the left edge of the table, it's the only shaped-thing that I know, a book.

"…"

Wait where is this anyways?

"I-Igrid are you here?"

"…"

As I touched your hands earlier, or that time rather as I don't know how many months or years had passed… you were already gone that time…

"…"

Wait, if I died and came in here, then you're suppose to be here also right?

But now that I realized it, if I'm in a different body as my voice is different, and if I'm still in my senses, I suppose…

"I'M ALIVE IN A DIFFERENT WORLD?!"

"…"

"…"

I-It seems it's like that… Everything's different, I don't know anything in here except for this book. I then grabbed it…

"It says… F-Fallen Meteor… God?!"

"…"

"…"

Wait… I-Isn't this Igrid's…

"Title?!"

"…"

Fallen Meteor God is Igrid's title after being a Selenya!! Why is it in this book?!

"…"

Do-Don't tell me it's his story, written in words?!

WHAT?! Where is this?! Wh-Why is Igrid connected in this different place?! SO he really is here then?!

I then stood up, this body is somehow the same from mine so there really is no problem…

Standing up already, I had then walked and roamed this small, confined room full of things I don't know.

Different looking tables and chairs, seems like concepts are still somehow related… But things were I don't recall to see yet until know, what are their purpose anyways…?

So, by this, of course this is a different world then!! And Igrid's here!!

But after roaming this place, there's no one else in here except me.

"Wh-What should I do?!" Beginning to feel confused and having a disoriented face, I then thought to myself…

"Th-There's a door, so should I go out of this… place then…?"

"…"

Wait… If this is a different world, then outside should also be different right? If Igrid's here as he may be in here as of the book, then it's better to wait for him then!!

"…"

"…"

S-So what should I do now? I don't feel hunger, and I don't know anything else in here. Suppose to be that these things might be harmful, I should not do anything about them then.

I then sat back in the chair again.

"Ha… I should just wait for him, while trying to know things as best as I can as well…"

I then grabbed the book, and began to read at it's first page…

"…"

And the first word that I literally read is "Igrid"…

"…"

"…"

Wait, if I can read these words… Then even in this place, it has the same language as the world I was into…?

I then continued to read.

"Chapter 1, Re-"

But suddenly, I then heard the sound of a door opening…

There's no other one I should expect but…

"IGRID!!" I then shouted, even if I haven't seen him yet…

"H-Huh? Igrid? Are you talking about the MC of FMG Mitsuka?"

"…"

WHAT?! It's an another woman?! Wh-Who is she?!!

A tall woman with eyeglasses with short black hair, good-looking as well.

I then felt intimidated…

"Wh-Who are you?!"

"…"

"H-Huh? Mitsuka, what're you saying?"

M-Mitsuka? Is she calling me that? That's not my name!!

"…"

"…"

What's this suppose to mean?!! So I'm in an another else's body?!

"Mi-Mitsuka? Who's that?!"

So what about Igrid being in this world then?!

"…"

Her eyes then began to expand, she opened her mouth, then released what she's holding.

"Wa-Wait, Mi-Mitsuka? A-Are you just joking right now?!"

H-Huh? Joking? Wh-What do you mean joking?! I'm obviously too confused right now!!

"M-M-Mi-Mitsuka… D-Don't tell me…"

"…"

"YOU HAD FKING AMNESIA AGAIN?!!"

H-Huh? Amne-what? What word is that?!

"…"

"…"

She then put her hand on a hole at the side of her pants. She then grabbed something small rectangular shaped…

Sh-She's just touching it with her hands, like pressing something…?

"…"

Sh-She then put's it on her right ear. Then began to talk…

'Hello? Doctor? My friend got amnesia again!!'

"…"

Do-Doctor? So doctors also exist in this world?

"…"

"…"

"…"

'Okay, we can wait for a few hours…'

"…"

W-Wait…?

"…"

"Uhm…"

She then looked back directly at me again.

She then moves her hand in a circular motion while having a baffled face.

"D-D-Do you really forget everything…?"

"…"

Wha-What should I reply? I can't lie as I don't know even a thing in this world except this book so…

"I suppose… I only remembered how to… talk?"

"…"

"..."

She then stopped moving as well as staring at me for a few seconds, then…

"HAHAHAHA WATAFAK!!"

"…"

She just then laughed… so hard to the point that she kneeled and slamming her hand on the floor… while crying.

"…"

Why did she laugh so hard anyways? Is it tears of joy or tears of despair...?

And also, seems like I am in an another woman's body in this world… How did this happen? If Igrid's story is here, then is this world connected to our world? I have no choice but…

"U-Uhmm… C-Can you tell me everything about me and this world, miss…?"

"…"

"Anya, just call me Anya…"

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Few hours later

Talking for some hours now, I had then know many things about this world. And all I can say is…

"It's confusing!!"

The first thing that I knew about this world is when I asked about the white light that I saw earlier, she only said to me that… "MITSUKA WHAT THE HELL DID YOU FUCKING DO TO MY COMPUTEEEERRR!!!!"

She was upset, what is that thing anyways?

But the most valuable one is when I asked about who wrote Igrid's story, she only said to me that… "Igrid? Igrid Atalan? The Fallen Meteor God? Of course, it's none other than your ex."

"…"

Eks? My Eks? Letter X? What does that suppose to mean anyways?

"..."

There are many things that I don't understand about this world. Most things that she said to me too are about this woman…

She said to wait for the doctor as well, so while waiting, I put everything on my mind to think about any connections to this "My X" person towards Igrid…

"…"

What is this person to him anyways? If Igrid's story is in this world, then there will be, of course, a connection of it towa-

But suddenly, I then feel sleepy…

"Mitsuka?"

Too sleepy…

"Mi-Mitsuka are you okay?"

I'm fainting slowly...

"H-Hey Mitsuka?!!"

What's...happen...ning...

"MITSUKA!!"

"..."

"..."

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(Few hours later in a certain world)

I began to have my consciousness again.... AND AGAIN?!

Was that just a dream? What's happening?

I then heard the sounds of someone running so fast... more like running further and further away from me as the sound is beginning to disappear.

What was that?

I then tried to open my eyes... again.

But unlike earlier, this time, they had already adjusted from the lights and didn't sting.

And as my eyes are now open, the first thing that I'm looking at now is a ceiling... that feels too familiar to me also...

I-If earlier was just a dream, then is this the real one...? But earlier felt like real to be just a dream...

This time, I'm lying down on a bed...

"Where..."

Wait, my voice, this time it's... A YOUNG GIRL'S VOICE?! B-But this voice that I have right now feels too familiar also...

"Wh... Where is this...?"

I then stood my upper body up, more like in a sit-position in this bed I am now into...

But as I looked on the room I'm now into, tears then suddenly burst right into my eyes...

"Our..."

As I have never realized after seeing it again that...

"Our room..."

"..."

"..."

"This... This is... where we sleep..."

I then sobbed.

"I'm back..."

And wailed.

"Why I'm here again..."

And wept more and more until I felt the urge to wipe the unending tears my eyes have given off...

"Why am I brought here...?"

But instead, to be happy about it, I felt despair...

"Why am I dreaming about this...?"

This despair...

"..."

A dream... like the one earlier... even being so real, I'll just be gone here...

"Everything is not the same anymore."

"..."

What will I even do here? Igrid, please tell me...

"..."

"..."

You're already gone Igrid, but what about me? I'm also gone, having these dreams right now are just despairs for being able to have consciousness. Being able to realize that you're gone already hurts so much...

"..."

"..."

"So much Igrid..."

"..."

Even in this dream, Igrid, I want to see your face...

"..."

"..."

I want to see you... I want to see you so bad right now...

I stood up on the bed, looked in the mirror, and found myself looking like my young self...

"Igrid, I want to see you..."

I stopped crying, just sobbing, and hoping that I'll see him even if this is just a dream...

I then walked towards the terrace...

"..."

To the terrace...

"where we see each other for the first time when we were still young, Igrid..."

"..."

"..."

Minute passed, I'm now close to the terrace, I then saw the door to the terrace not so far from me broken, lying on the ground...

I never saw anyone... of course, as this is just a dream...

But suddenly.

'Waaaaaaaaaahhh'

Wh-Who was that?! The voice... The voice is up above me, what should I do?! Sh-Should I go there?!

But suddenly...

(Dug! Dug!) My heart had then beaten so strong twice.

"Wh-What?!"

I then felt like going to the terrace because of it...

"Te-Terrace? I feel like someone's on the terrace..."

But what about that sound earlier?

"..."

But... I really feel like going to the terrace...

"I'll just go to the terrace!!"

"..."

I walked towards the terrace, and as the door was broken already, being closer and closer, I then saw the moonlight, it's night time to be more specific...

I then passed the door, I'm now on the terrace. But then...

"..."

"..."

I saw a small figure close to the baluster, more like a boy... More like a young Igrid...

"..."

"..."

"..."

"..."

The clouds were then dissipating slowly in the sky, making way for the moonlight to reflect upon him. Gusts are then blown within him, he then stopped leaning his hands on the baluster...

"I-Igrid?"

Even if this is just a dream...

"I-Is that you, darling?"

Even if you are not real, Igrid... I just want to see your face again... I want to touch you, hug you, adore you, feel you, and...

"..."

"..."

"..."

"What a lovely night... Isn't it, dear?"

Hear your voice again...