After a while we went to find ourselves a table to sit down for a moment. Jessica, Alan and Cecilia joined us soon after.
"Aren't you two looking cute together", Jessica chirped at us.
I saw Jax blush a bit, but he stayed silent on his seat next to me.
"Jax here is the cute one", I told her, looking at Jax, who squinted his eyes at me.
"So how you two ended up together?" Cecilia asked.
"I guess it was fate", I said. It was kind of the truth.
"You are seriously embarrassing me, you know that?" Jax asked, but his voice was cheery.
I could tell the others were surprised about Jax. We talked for a long time and even though Jax didn't say much he was listening to others politely.
"Oh my God he's like totally different person!" Jessica said to me when the two of us went to get sodas for us all.
"I told you - he's really sweet when you get to know him", I said to her.
"No wonder you like him - I would date him too if he was like that all the time!" Jessica said and giggled at my irritated expression. "He's all yours - I'm just saying.."
We went back to our table. I pressed a light kiss on Jax's lips when I offered him his soda. He returned it and I sat down, only to see how the rest of them were looking at us.
It was clearly really hard for them to understand that it was in fact Jax the Snake who was being so cute and cuddly with me.
I couldn't blame them though. It was sometimes hard to remember that Jax was the one who banged my head against the desk two times in one hour when we first started talking.
When the band stopped playing an hour later we got up from our seats and headed to the exit. Jessica was yawning like crazy and I noticed Jax getting quieter every minute too.
"Come on - I'll take you home", I told him and we said our farewells to my friends, before we walked to my car.
He was yawning a lot while we were driving at his place.
"Oh right - my daddy has a conference this weekend", Jax said, looking at the dark windows of his home. "Want to come inside for a moment?"
"Sure", I said.
I'll admit it - I was hoping there would be some hot making out incoming.
I followed him inside their home. I had never been there before. It was spacious - the corridors and rooms were wide and the furniture was simple.
"My daddy sits in a wheelchair so we need a lot of space", Jax explained when I was looking around me.
"Daddy..? But didn't I just meet him?" I asked, but then I realized. "Ohh.. I'm guessing your dad and daddy are different people", I said.
"Yeah - they are gays, like me", Jax said.
"Oh, I didn't know you were gay - I mean before me", I said, turning red about how ignorant I had been for not knowing Jax hardly at all.
Though I had tried to get to know him, so I guess it was fine if I didn't know.
"Yeah - I realized it when I was thirteen", Jax said while leading me to his room.
"I didn't know that. Have you ever dated anyone before?" I asked out of curiosity.
"I have for a moment", Jax said and I could tell by the sound of his voice it didn't end well.
Jax turned to look at me. He had a weird expression on his face when he opened the door to his room.
"I guess you don't remember - he was the one who started the bullying", Jax finally said. "He saw my scars and broke up with me. The next day I went to ask him why he didn't want to be with me. He said I was being ridiculous and who would ever want to be with an ugly freak like me. All our friends were there to hear it and the bullying started."
"Jax - I'm so sorry about everything you have been trough", I said to him, pulling him into a tight hug. "I want to fix everything and make it all up to you", I told him.
"You are doing great so far", he said and pecked my lips.
If he will ever find out about that fucking bet it will kill him..
How fucking stupid I had been when I accepted the bet? I did have some mixed feelings about it - if I hadn't accepted the challenge I would have never been able to find this happiness with Jax, but if he would find out about it..
He would never forgive me.
"I'm so sorry about everything", I told him once more, hoping it would mean something, but I knew what I had done behind his back was unforgivable.
"Don't be - you have done nothing wrong", Jax said and kissed me again.
I have to tell him!
"Jax - I.." my thoughts trailed off when he moved to suck my neck. "I need to say something.."
"Don't speak.." he whispered against my neck.
I obeyed him and wrapped my hands around him and leaned my head to kiss his neck in return. He let out a small moan in to my ear when I sucked his skin. I felt heat rising inside me when I heard his low voice next to my ear.
We kissed for a long time which felt like hours. Jax returned my rising heat with his own. His hands were all over me. After a while he grabbed me by my belt and led me next to his bed. He parted our lips and laid down on his bed, inviting me to join him.
I followed him and laid down next to him. I grabbed him by his tie and pulled him on top of me. I held him tightly against me from his tie while we kept kissing and sucking each others skin everywhere we could. I grabbed undressed him from his gloves and fake sleeves and rolled him on his back next to me.
I got on top of him and grabbed him by his arms, pinning them above his head. I saw his scars and I felt guilty again. The longer I stared at his burned hands the more I cooled down from my heat. Jax just looked at me with his beautiful grey eyes.
I leaned closer to kiss his wrist gently. Jax was lying still when I kept kissing and licking his mutilated arm. I stopped at the crook of his elbow and bit the sensitive skin gently. Jax groaned and shifted under me. I kissed him where I had bit him and I could hear his breathing growing heavier.
I started to move my lips again closer to his shoulders, kissing and biting my way up to his neck. Jax arched his back slightly when I sucked his sweet spot under his jaw line, letting out small hisses of breath every time I bit down on his skin.
I think this is enough for now..
I pulled away - I was afraid I couldn't control myself if we kept doing this any longer. I was already getting hard by him. I didn't even know if I was ready for anything more serious than this.
I got up on my knees and looked down on him. Jax's hands were free again to do what they pleased and he grabbed my belt with his fingers, hungry look in his eyes.
I was sitting on top of him, frozen in my place when he opened my belt and unbuttoned my jeans with his other hand, while his other hand was pressed against my groin. Jax massaged me trough my clothes and I was getting harder and harder with every stroke he made.
I was very close to loose my control. I grabbed his hands and pinned them above his head again.
"Aren't you a little teaser", I mumbled to his ear.
"I'm not teasing - I want you Nic", he answered.
I could feel his erection against mine - I could feel how much he wanted me. I didn't hesitate any longer when I got back up on my knees and I pulled my shirt over my head and tossed it on the floor. Jax got up too and began to kiss me hungrily. I tried to take his shirt off, but then he became shy all of a sudden.
"Can I keep it on?" His voice was weak and trembling.
"Jax - I want to see the whole you", I told him.
He looked me in my eyes and nodded, before he removed slowly his tight vest and even more slower his shirt. I got up from the bed to undress his jeans, and I kept my eyes on him the whole time.
When he was standing in front of me, wearing nothing but his briefs I knelt on the edge of his bed. I wrapped my arms around his hips and caressed his skin with my thumbs. I looked at his bare body and I didn't see anything else than my beautiful kitten in front of me.
"You are beautiful", I told him. "You have nothing to be ashamed for."
Jax looked at me for a few seconds before he slowly sat down on my lap, wrapping his arms around my shoulders. He kissed me longingly, but my body demanded for more. I laid him down on his back against the mattress and I removed the little piece of clothing he had left on him.
When he was laying in front of me, breathing heavily in his own lust I had to stop to admire his lean body for a moment. He sure was beautiful.
I laid down next to him on my side, supporting my upper body with my other hand while I leaned to kiss him, when my other hand was exploring his naked body. I caressed his chest and stomach and he was trembling next to me, his arms all over my body when my free hand dived in between his perfect thighs.
Jax let out a sharp breath when he felt one of my fingers sliding inside him. I kissed him more and more he wanted. He began trembling even harder when I started to move my finger in and out of him, slowly so he would relax and be ready for me to claim his body my own.
It took him a long time to relax in my hands and I did my best to be patient with him. I inserted another finger in him and started my work to relax him all over again. I kept kissing him, trying to distract him while I tried to help him to relax.
By the time he was finally ready for me my erection was almost painful. I undressed the rest of my clothes and tossed them aside before grabbing his legs and spreading them wide open. Jax looked at me with flustered cheeks and his breathing could be almost heard through their house.
I grabbed my own flesh and stroked it few times. I kept my eyes at Jax's face when I leaned over him, waiting if he wanted me to stop. I was hovering over him when I pressed my member against him, but not letting it slip inside him just yet.
"Nic - I want you.." Jax whispered and I didn't hold back any longer.
When I thrusted myself inside him he let out a loud moan which almost turned me insane. I gave him a moment to get used to my body, before I started to move painfully slow deeper in him. Jax had his arms on my shoulders and he gasped for air when I filled him completely, his fingers digging into my skin. I pulled myself almost out of him, before thrusting back in, trying to move slowly for him so he could relax.
I kissed his neck and chest while I started to make love to him. I was going slowly, but over time we both got more heated up by the moment. My thrusts became stronger and Jax moved his hips faster to receive my full length. Jax pulled me closer to him and wrapped his legs around my hips and my moves became harder every minute.
"Nic.." Jax moaned my name, repeating it in to my ear and I felt his heat against me.
Jax started to tremble hard under me and his breathing became yelling when he came under me. I felt this body throbbing around me and I followed him over the edge soon after, releasing my cum deep inside him.
I was out of breath, and I collapsed next to him, gasping for air. Jax rolled on his side to kiss me weakly. I didn't have mush more strength left either. I pulled him closer and he tugged us under his covers and soon after we both were fast asleep, our arms tightly around each other.