"I'm sorry." Izuku manages to say in barely a whisper. The sound of his voice breaks my heart, and the fact that he even has to apologise brings tears to my eyes. I stop stroking his hair and my hand hovers over his head for a while as I try to restrain myself from crying out a storm.

I wait till I'm fairly calm before I'm able to say, "You have nothing to apologise for." He looks at me with an expression of shock before it slowly twists to confusion. I continue saying, "It's my fault for not noticing your feelings  you did nothing wrong i was just a terrible mother." 

He turns his face away from me so I'm unable to see his expression but I hear him mumble, "It's not your fault." He pause a little before continuing and telling me, "It's my fault for being useless", which made me break down into tears. I pulled him into a hug as tights as I possibly could without hurting him, and cried.

"Your not useless Izuku, I've never thought of you as useless. No one has." I say between sobs. Izuku doesn't move or say a thing, just layes there and stares into the distance. 

Soon after I get back my composer and we sit there for a bit not saying a thing. The time goes by and Izuku falls asleep; although I think he's pretending. A little while later I decide to leave and let him rest as I make my way back to the waiting area where I see Mitsuki and her son, Katsuki waiting. I head over to them and as soon as Mitsuki spots me she asks, "How's he doing?" I assure her everything is fine before I greet Katsuki. "Hi aunty" he says in a rather depressed voice. I don't think I've ever seen him like this, he must be really worried about Izuku.

I explain all the details to the both of them that the doctor told me when Mitsuki suggests we go eat and come back after. I agree as I really  need a break right now and I could use the distraction. Although the whole time the words 'it's my fault for being useless' replayed in my mind over and over, wich I could tell visibly worried Mitsuki. I say I need to use the bathroom and Mitsuki follows me. When we are alone I well up with tears and tell her what's been on my mind.

"Am I a terrible parent?"

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I open my eyes after making sure my mum is gone. I let out a huge sigh and try to hold in my tears. Damn this hurts, I wish the jump actually killed me instead of causing me all this pain, but I guess this is some kind of punishment from the universe or something. Damn God doesn't even want me. 

Suddenly I hear someone coming in wich I assume is my mother so I quickly get back into position and pretend to sleep once again. Sorry Mum, but I'm just not ready to talk about it yet. 

"Get up, I know you aren't sleeping." I hear a man's voice say and it confuses me. So I could either continue to pretend to sleep and not deal with this or I could get this over with now. Yeah but I'm a fucking coward so of course I continue lying there still and pretending to let out soft snores. 

I hear the man let out a sigh before I hear another man say "Hurry the fuck up before someone else comes in." Two people why are there two people. Am I being kidnapped, well then obviously I'm going to continue to 'sleep', I don't have a death wish, I think before realising I fucking do so I sit up and look the two men in the eyes.

I sit up and there I see two men standing. One had black messy hair and very visible scars and burns all over his body, he must really stand out a lot in crowds, huh. One burn stretches from his neck all the way down both arms I presume. He also has vibrant blue eyes, they're actually kind of pretty. Although, dude looks like he's going through some phase or something with how he's dressed.

Then there's the other guy standing by the door. He has pale blue hair and peircing red eyes. I can't really say anymore since his face is being covered by a hand. Is that a real hand? The thought of it makes me gag. These two really need to learn about fashion sense since the blue haired guy looks like a fucking mess. Where did he come from the streets?

"Oh look he got up", the black haired guy said as he walked towards the chair near my bed and sat down. These guys are kinda rude aren't they. 

"Are you two supposed to be my therapist or something?" I ask which made the black haired guy laugh.

"As if either of us are qualified to be therapists", the hand man said. 

Ok then so there's two suspicious people that I've never seen before in my room. I look at them questioningly before I decide to go back to pretending to sleep, maybe they'll leave. "Get up will you", says the hand man i think. "We don't have that much time." I decide to stay as I am and I think it got the hand man a little angry, but seriously why is he wearing a hand on his face. Is he into that or something. 

The black haired guy sighs  then says "we're here to make a deal with you." Deal? I sit back up and look at him before asking him, "why would you want to make a deal with me. I'm the wrong person to ask." 

"Damn he instantly decided that he would be terrible for the job before even knowing what it is. That is some self confidence." The handy man remarks. I'm still confused but I'm guessing the black haired man is the smart one so I decide to ignore the other one and focus all my attention on him.

"Ok who are you and why are you here?" I ask. 

"Dabi" he responds. OK so the burnt chicken nugget is called Dabi and the other one is - "Shigiraki Tomura." To be honest I thought handyman's name would be cooler but its pretty normal. 

"So why are you here?" I ask once more and for some reason Shigiraki was the one who answered even though I'm pretty sure I was asking Dabi and completely ignoring him, but whatever. 

"We're part of the league of villians and our goal is to kill All Might." He says. 

Wait hold up, 'villians'. I heard that correctly right. Then 'kill All Might'. What kind of fantasy are these people living. 

"I'm going back to sleep." I tell them, trying to escape whatever this whole situation is. Before I can lie back down Dabi tells me to wait before continuing for Shigiraki. 

"Like he said We're part of the league of villians and we would like you to join". 

"OK let me stop you right there" I tell them. "One I'm not joining your little villian group thing, whatever it is. And two why are you here, right now, asking me, a middle schooler who just tried to commit suicide." 

"Your notes" he tells me. "My notes?" Oh yeah my notes, I forgot about those. I left them at the top of the roof right, I wonder what happened to them. 

"Ok so why exactly did you have my notes" I ask. 

"We took them while the whole incident was happening." Well atleast now I know that they have my note book, although now that I think about it that's a pretty bad thing. But I don't even know if my notes are actually worth anything or could actually help anyone, but I guess they had to of thought that there of use if they're here right now. 

"Are you sure you want me?" I ask them. "I'm quirkless." 

"So" Dabi  says. The fuck is 'so' supposed to mean. "So I'm useless." I answer back.  

"Who said your useless." Shigiraki finally speaks up. "Your notes are really helpful and they've helped someone I know once already. If you ask me thats pretty useful." I stare at him dumbfounded. "And I've checked your files. Your really good at chemistry and all that shit so I think you'll still be helpful to us even without your notes."

Ok, 1) how have my notes already helped someone. 2) why the fuck is he looking at my files, like they're confidential for a reason. 

"So how about it" Dabi says. "You want to officially be a member of the league of villians?"

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"No." The fucking brat says. Why won't he just join already. I start to get agitated and my neck starts to get really itchy. Why is nothing going how I want it to go, it's so annoying. 

"I mean you can't just go up to someone and casually ask 'hey you, join this league of villians ' and expect them to say yes." The greenete remarks. "Your literally asking me to become a villian. Me a boy who has wanted to be a hero all his life. In fact that's the exact reason I started writing those notebooks." 

Dabi sighs before saying, "Yeah we're aware that we can't just expect you to become a villian just like that, but the whole reason you attempted committing suicide in the first place is cause your quirkless. Quirkless people can't even become heroes as there's no school that allows  a quirkless person to enter the hero course. So no matter what you do you can't ever be a hero, but that doesn't stop you from becoming a villian. We're not telling you to do anything illegal, you don't have to if you don't want to but atleast help us out and be useful not just for us but for the whole league." Damn Dabi really knows how to persuade people. 

Broccoli boy sits there for a minute or so contemplating before barely audibley saying "Ok I'll join."

Finally, he was taking his fucking time. Now we can leave this hell hole. "Get up." I tell him then he looks at me as if I was mad.  

"What do you mean get up I'm injured. Plus don't you think the hospital will notice if I just disappear." He says. 

Then Dabi responds,  "We've got that all sorted. You don't have to go that far since we have a guy with a teleportation quirk." 

"Cool" the brat exclaimed, why does he look so excited all of a sudden. 

"We've also thought about the whole noticing your gone thing. We've got a guy who works here so we'll just fake your death with a clone from one of our other members." Dabi continued. 

"Fake my death?" The boy says, he's starting to look really pale, kinda like a ghost. Urgh Omg I'm so tired of this. 

"Would you rather the story of a boy committing suicide then getting kidnapped right after everywhere on the news, and the police start an investigation. Or would you rather let the world know that the quirkless boy who tried to commit suicide has become a villian." I snap losing my patience. 

"Neither" he says. 

"So exactly stop complaining and let's go." He seems to get the message as he gets up, or atleast tries to get up as Dabi makes a few calls and a black swirl of mist appears infront of us. We step through officially starting Izuku Midoriya's new life as a villian.

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Me and Mitsuki go to the waiting area in the hospital as we wait for Katsuki to finish using the bathroom. As we walk in we can see several people rushing around in a panic, it seems like something has happened. 

I go up to the front desk in order to ask if Mitsuki and her son could possibly come with me to see Izuku when the doctor comes up to me and tells me he's been looking for me everywhere. I'm confused as to why he was looking for me and I thought that it probably had something to do with Izuku so I prepared myself. But nothing could have possibly prepared me for the news I ended up hearing.

"Your son is dead."