When I first met you I thought you were charming,
I wanted to be your friend but I was too shy.
I gave up the hope that we could be closer in the future
But you surprised me one day.
You talked to me and laughed with me,
You made me feel friendship again. 

Because of you I suddenly was not alone anymore,
I had more than one friend.
I started to open up.
You were always beautiful for me like a red apple.
Because of that, I didn't realize that you were like poison.
You envenomed me without me noticing it. 

I did things I am not proud of,
I hurt others so you would like me more.
I was like your puppy without my own will.
I did everything you told me to do.
Because of that, I didn't realize that you were like poison.
You envenomed me without me noticing it.

I didn't care as long as you like me,
But then it changed, I don't know what it was.
Maybe the fact that you never really liked me.
You always talked me down without a reason.
You made me feel useless.
Because of you, I felt myself dying a bit more each day.

I started to hate myself when you started to hate me.
You didn't care that your words were like knives into my heart.
All you cared for was hurting me.
And I let you do this to me and even more.
I cried and cried until I couldn't take it anymore.
I started to believe you, started to believe that you were right.

I did things I am not proud of,
I hurt others so you would like me more.
I was like your puppy without my own will.
I did everything you told me to do.
Because of that, I didn't realize that you were like poison.
You envenomed me without me noticing it. 

The world was dark and I was without hope,
I was broken and on the ground.
I was crooked and I didn't want to fight anymore.
Life was a pain without the prospect of improvement.
But no, there was someone who tried to make it better.
She offered me a hand when you refused to help me.

I stood up because she told me to fight again,
I stood up and for the first time since I met you,
I saw who you really are.
On the outside, you are beautiful like a red apple,
But on the inside you are rotten.
I don't want to be your friend anymore.

I did things I am not proud of,
I hurt others so you would like me more.
I was like your puppy without my own will.
I did everything you told me to do.
Because of that, I didn't realize that you were like poison.
You envenomed me without me noticing it.

I don't want to be your friend anymore,
I stand on my own without you by my side.
And I am fine, I am good because I start to heal.
I may be crooked but I don't care because you can't take me down anymore.