It would be a lie to say I’m not afraid of my father. Lunch was especially terrifying my father in front of me, if I were a sheep my father would be the wolf. Joseph is the direct second heir, thanks to him I get to get away from my father, family ties are sometimes really useful. There is too much in my bow right now. I trust myself to hold myself tighter.

               In the classroom again, Hana chatting again sometimes I just wish someone will sew her mouth up. I’m sick of sting here arg goodness why does it hurt somewhere up my chest I’m just going to close my eyes for a bit just a little while.