I forgot about this story Ive been busy with hallucinations but yeah update um haven't heard from bf in a week and getting feelings for my ex, friend being a bitch, gonna drug test my birth father if I see him again, making pants, oOoOO I had liver and onions yesterday and it was gross I had hope but I was wrong 😞 oh well I stopped smoking and I haven't cut in like a two months I thought about cutting my stomach in half cause my friend said I was fat so yeah that's shit and I've been eating more lately so I think I'm gonna hit a grow spert again I get like one a month and yeah how are you guys? Fyi I put a song that just makes me cry because I can UwU but like I'm kinda scared my bf is just being a dick and avoiding me cause he doesn't want to have to break up with me but like he's really nice so I doubt that but I get to go dumpster diving for my birthday so I'm excited for that and I don't have to actually have a birthday you know. I hate birthdays.